This is probably gonna sound really bad but I actually kinda like the sound of my voice

Not in a pretentious way I just think I have a pleasant sounding voice

<:TheFireRise:587174538995826700> yes join VC

Gay

It's sad that I can't discuss my interests irl because I totally lose my trail of thought, and because nobody really cares.

I should use it as practice to debate mainstream talking points but I couldn't handle getting dogpiled irl by people who don't get flustered talking to the cashier at McDonald's.

forget debates

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gotta start somewhere

You are young, you got time to develop character

they don't change minds and they cement the debaters minds

Isolace committed jihad
Castiza got ran out
CommanderHoly left
I think that's it

Just try talking to people more often and the nerves will go away

get easier after a fews hundreds of hours @Weaboo Kempeitai

Hmm

So JF not putting up todays stream it looks like

bitchute

I used to be basically a selective mute because I had some bad anxiety

Still don't talk much irl, not bc I'm anxious just because I don't think there is a lot to say

But back then I tried talking more often to more people so the anxiety would go away

I got this sweet spot of autism where I can talk to anyone w no shame but i don't feel like it much

I wouldn't mind being like Elliot from Mr Robot if I could just talk to people coherently, in fact, some girls like introverted smart guys.

Lol

I'm kind of a psued, I can trick people into thinking I'm smart through confidence and enthusiasm, and any comvo I have with them is usually a one-sided lecture.

Hahahaha

Who even is Ngubu?

bobby
Makes police sound whimsical
And not like a bunch of pigs

your confidence feels a bit off weabo 😉

Ngubu is the best football player in Norf fc

Norf fc? K-League?

Also the reason it feels one-sided is because you're talking about things no one cares about and they are just awkwardly humouring you to be polite

Ee is well goot at footie

Not trying to be rude, I've done the same thing

Yes

Absolutely

A MGS gun fetish is a bit nische

Tbh a lot of the things you say remind me of myself when I was 15

same