I had a hard time as a young person. My family set a bad example, so what the media portrayed is what I thought was normal/should aspire to. Wrong.

I've gone from pity to hate with those not awake yet, I'm trying to get a little more forgiving & remember how I was... but the fact remains we found our way out of the maze... why the fuck can't they?

That's where I think it helps to have life crush you

I'm pretty good with empathy on that. Took me about two years to completely wake up.

If things are too easy, why change?

I just think- I was loaded & still found my way out, you fucks are dead sober & can't see anything wrong with all this?!!!

Well you don't, those two years were an ideological hellscape.

Haha xD The more comfortable they are the less they want to.

I definitely agree there. If you find yourself at what you think is the bitter end of things, which I have, you can sort of see a bigger picture. Maybe if you're honestly ready to die at some point you loosen the ties to the demiurge' creation and become something new.

Beautifully put

Phoenix from the Ash and all that

Exactly

Well let's start burning shit down

Haha

I know that feel. You're on some intellectual level aware you used to be as bad, and theoretically there's hope for everyone, but when you look at some drooling junkie, c'mon.

I'd rope so many people I know.

Yes. The truth of the matter is I would always say in prison that if I was running shit I'd carpet bomb the whole place, ppl would say "but you are here" & I would say "exactly"

Feel = so known

A part of me roots for the return of the plague every morning.

Misanthrope = me

But that comes with being a biocentric

The big reset button

Indeed

In fact I think that's what we need, bioengineers to start working on the real final solution, a germ that attacks non whites

Think about of the earths population was reduced to only white ppl, almost all problems would be fixed over night

Too harsh? Maybe my patience fads with age... Or maybe Spengler has altered my view

Yeah, hopefully they get AIDS right the next time they invent it, hahaha.

Right? Haha

Super AIDS

Ebola

https://youtu.be/bIfhklhZ7OI

Funny when I started with NS I was very much "each race to their own space, blah, blah"
Now I'm much more "fuck everybody"

That's where the creators "what's good for the white race is the ultimate good, what's bad for the white race, the ultimate sin" makes a lot of sense to me

idk

I right off the bat wanted to kill all the gypsies

Can't ship 'em anywhere either

Gypsies & jews were not on my list of providing safe passage to haha

The whole Africa for the Africans bit sounds good for normies, but it's not realistic, it's only a matter of time before we are back dealing with their special brand of stupid

Yeah, I agree. Africans cant be trusted with anything

If they have their own Continent, they will figure out a way to nig somehow

I'm convinced, if they all magically were there, they wouldn't need much of push to take care of themselves

Spengler & this book "rising tide of color" are certainly making me rethink this separation idea... for now we need to separate to survive, but long term? I think it's just natures law, one force will counter another, we can't all just get along in the immortal words of the negro scholar Rodney King