Message from My Name Is Hate in tradworker #tradworker

2017-05-19 17:18:21 UTC  

Lots of experience, no real outlet

2017-05-19 17:18:59 UTC  

Yes when I say Jews in drugs I mean high level

2017-05-19 17:19:19 UTC  

Yeah, I did know several druggie crews, some were just totally insane, you know? Every day they shoot up the amount you do in a week, constant police raids, fights, shootings, extortion, whatever. Those I cut pretty effectively early. But then there were more palatable ones and some whores. But the time between lapses grew.

2017-05-19 17:19:41 UTC  

Like from "wow, I've been entire week sober, amazing, time to PAR-TY" to being a month without any major problem.

2017-05-19 17:19:59 UTC  

That was me. I was the lunatic

2017-05-19 17:20:19 UTC  

Hard for me to really believe now

2017-05-19 17:20:48 UTC  

Yeah, as I mentioned, there was just attempted quintuple killing in which two guys from the crew got caught up in. Never a dull moment. You might wanna die, but you'll never be bored.

2017-05-19 17:21:03 UTC  

Except when you're waiting for a deal to go down

2017-05-19 17:21:45 UTC  

Ha, true. It does serve as a good training ground, it makes some of this political activism seem very mundane

2017-05-19 17:21:59 UTC  

Sounds like some neighbors of mine. Have the law over there at least a couple times a week, shit is ridiculous.

2017-05-19 17:22:01 UTC  

lol yeah, got that right

2017-05-19 17:22:47 UTC  

Oh we are going to get together & talk & stay sober & Make ppl angry, wake me up if you need me

2017-05-19 17:23:02 UTC  

I'm a pretty stupid cunt, I don't know how the first times you dealt with drug business went down, but mine involved three cars getting stolen, some guy getting his face kicked apart and cops. You'd think I'd have learned, but nope

2017-05-19 17:23:35 UTC  

I bypassed that lmaoweed phase completely

2017-05-19 17:23:42 UTC  

thank God

2017-05-19 17:25:21 UTC  

We could spend days going over the idiocy of our street careers I'm sure. I started really early 12/13 Juvenile life sentence didn't slow me up, federal prison didn't slow me up, I'm basically a fucking retard. Freely admit that, funny thing is the retard tends to only come out once mind altering substances are introduced, once that happens all bets are off

2017-05-19 17:25:36 UTC  


2017-05-19 17:27:43 UTC  

I've actually got a lot to atone for

2017-05-19 17:28:19 UTC  

Yeah...I'd say I'm pretty civil and mild mannered guy sober, maybe, but a nice speedball that doesn't knock you out cold gives such an ego boost you could start DOTR right that instant

2017-05-19 17:28:36 UTC  

And you behave accordingly.

2017-05-19 17:29:07 UTC  

The choir you are preaching too agrees. It's a special kind of insanity.

2017-05-19 17:29:33 UTC  

One I'm half ashamed & half proud I survived

2017-05-19 17:30:55 UTC  

I do think my life experience can be of service. Of that I have no doubt

2017-05-19 17:31:08 UTC

2017-05-19 17:31:19 UTC  

I'd like to think so too.

2017-05-19 17:31:38 UTC  

Just trying to find my spot

2017-05-19 17:32:50 UTC  

It's a unique set of skills we bring to the table... still haven't totally figured out where they can help the most

2017-05-19 17:33:30 UTC  


2017-05-19 17:33:44 UTC  

Talked about it earlier, but the most important thing is the community, and props to TWP for acknowledging it. To support you and have someone to be accountable to.

2017-05-19 17:34:04 UTC  

The relationship you have with comrades is so totally different to one you have to junkies.

2017-05-19 17:34:13 UTC  

The upshot is I'm basically totally unimpeded by standard societal norms.

2017-05-19 17:34:44 UTC  

& The standard threats are basically hollow for me.

2017-05-19 17:34:46 UTC  

Social stigma is a powerful weapon to the uninitiated....but we are initiated, are we not

2017-05-19 17:34:57 UTC  

Very much so

2017-05-19 17:35:05 UTC  


2017-05-19 17:35:05 UTC  

I'm kinda curious how many NatSoc guys originated in similar enviroments.

2017-05-19 17:35:17 UTC  

Crime/Drug stuff

2017-05-19 17:35:20 UTC  

More than I think most realize

2017-05-19 17:35:50 UTC  

I did. I just don't talk about it much XD

2017-05-19 17:35:52 UTC  

You can't trust the junkies with anything, and you know the difference between loving one and hating one can change in an eyeblink. While you can trust your comrades with your life.

2017-05-19 17:36:17 UTC  

It's therapeutic, sort of anonymous natsoc peer support