Message from E4S1911-MN in Anticom #general
"It is well that war is so terrible, or else we would never grow tired of it."
Carton De Wiart wrote a book called "Happy Odyssey"
I don't know. I mean yeah I feel the same urge, but my ideal life would be completely free of any sort of war.
It was about all the wars he'd been in
From like 1899-1945
war, war never changes
yeah tbh it WAS fun
its hard to admit
but its something im working on in therapy
yeah almsot all is my personal footage
2002-2007 were some CRAZY years ill never forget
I hate it
still feels like yesterday
They always pry
like drink bleach faggot I'm not telling you my life story
I don't mean to sound presumptuous, but I can see where you are coming from with the whole "PTSD but enjoyed it" think.
part of the ptsd is why i want to go back so bad
when i went last year to fight with the Kurds i was so happy, like happier than id ever been in years
but now that im back i just dont know what to do
dont feel bad about being "presumtions" or prying, im happy to answer anything, im an open book
just kind of in a bad place tonight, and talking helps
What's warfare like?
Crazy, confusing, loud, but at the same time all your senses are 200%
Did you ever kill someone?
give me sec
yeah a couple
not giving out a number
How does it feel?
What would you say the US K/D ratio was? Do our forces take out more terrorists than they lose?
pretty fucking good, not like OMG i illed someone, but like FUCK YEAH I DID MY JOB AND IM STILL ALIVE
Do you think that's common?
i saw a lot of that
especially in the Marines, were trained to want that kill
and it feels good