Message from @B1488

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2017-05-16 08:16:08 UTC  

such as?

2017-05-16 08:16:29 UTC  

well, I've always had a bad habbit of not seeing shit through to the end, I start shit with 1000000000% zeal and dedication and then get burnt out and drop it

2017-05-16 08:16:31 UTC  

circumstances that lead to burning out

2017-05-16 08:16:37 UTC  

I'm 26 and workiungclass

2017-05-16 08:16:38 UTC  

ah ok

2017-05-16 08:16:40 UTC  

basically

2017-05-16 08:16:40 UTC  

Ah

2017-05-16 08:16:47 UTC  

I think I know what you mean

2017-05-16 08:17:03 UTC  

I aint an intellectual, I won't read unless I have too, I don't like mixing politics with family

2017-05-16 08:17:11 UTC  

It's easy to attend the huge demos, right? But the action of building the organization every day, now that is the real effort.

2017-05-16 08:17:20 UTC  

Don't I know this.

2017-05-16 08:17:46 UTC  

The bigger support net you have the better, locally.

2017-05-16 08:17:50 UTC  

Of course.

2017-05-16 08:18:08 UTC  

Right now, I'm trying to get a trade certification, live with my memaw since I decided to travel randomly around the country and am now trying to get back on my feet

2017-05-16 08:18:24 UTC  

Activism needs to feel rewarding, and when you're doing it right it is, but if its just you banging your head against the wall and not feeling you get anywhere, I can get blackpilledness.

2017-05-16 08:18:30 UTC  

That's the thing, I had a local support but I had a blow out due to booze. I basically got tired of hearing about Fascism 24/7

2017-05-16 08:18:39 UTC  

Im just getting started w/ The TWP and I know where I need to start, however, I dont seem to have the time to start building my chapter.

2017-05-16 08:18:42 UTC  

but I think I was in denial about the fact I'm redpilled nazi for life

2017-05-16 08:18:52 UTC  

I'm in the same boat

2017-05-16 08:19:05 UTC  

I was talking about nazi support.

2017-05-16 08:19:07 UTC  

Not to mention there are folks who are willing to be part of ot but they are busy as well.

2017-05-16 08:19:10 UTC  

I've been told I am in charge of my state's TWP chapter but I can't do all that is required of a chapter leader at this point

2017-05-16 08:19:11 UTC  

I'd go crazy without NRM.

2017-05-16 08:19:20 UTC  

Net nazism feels fucking bad man.

2017-05-16 08:19:25 UTC  

Yes they do

2017-05-16 08:19:47 UTC  

It doesn't feel "real", in a tangible sense. More like a fad or something

2017-05-16 08:19:52 UTC  

It's like

2017-05-16 08:19:56 UTC  

I want to do more real shit

2017-05-16 08:20:01 UTC  

but I don't want it to harm my family

2017-05-16 08:20:04 UTC  

If you have this powerlessness, like you can't affect things, that fucking blackpills you

2017-05-16 08:20:08 UTC  

and now I work 40 hours a week and am going to school

2017-05-16 08:20:13 UTC  

Yeah

2017-05-16 08:20:31 UTC  

When I joined, I had this burning fire inside me, felt like I had to put it to good use or I'd burn myself

2017-05-16 08:20:34 UTC  

If you get what I mean

2017-05-16 08:20:40 UTC  

That's what I felt

2017-05-16 08:20:47 UTC  

It felt so good to be able to direct it into something productive

2017-05-16 08:20:57 UTC  

and when I lived in a TWP apartment I had already black pilled LOL so I'm trying to recover from that

2017-05-16 08:21:04 UTC  

Im gonna be learning Cyber Security on my own and will even dedicate a lot of time towards gaining experience.

2017-05-16 08:21:16 UTC  

I need to learn Javascript, PHP, and MySql

2017-05-16 08:21:27 UTC  

and get Comptia A+ certified

2017-05-16 08:21:38 UTC  

Yeah, as I said, if it's just Matts, you and Buhls and the wooden cross, and even that on just special occasions. I getchu.