Message from Skirnir42 in tradworker #tradworker

2017-05-19 17:25:21 UTC  

We could spend days going over the idiocy of our street careers I'm sure. I started really early 12/13 Juvenile life sentence didn't slow me up, federal prison didn't slow me up, I'm basically a fucking retard. Freely admit that, funny thing is the retard tends to only come out once mind altering substances are introduced, once that happens all bets are off

2017-05-19 17:25:36 UTC  


2017-05-19 17:27:43 UTC  

I've actually got a lot to atone for

2017-05-19 17:28:19 UTC  

Yeah...I'd say I'm pretty civil and mild mannered guy sober, maybe, but a nice speedball that doesn't knock you out cold gives such an ego boost you could start DOTR right that instant

2017-05-19 17:28:36 UTC  

And you behave accordingly.

2017-05-19 17:29:07 UTC  

The choir you are preaching too agrees. It's a special kind of insanity.

2017-05-19 17:29:33 UTC  

One I'm half ashamed & half proud I survived

2017-05-19 17:30:55 UTC  

I do think my life experience can be of service. Of that I have no doubt

2017-05-19 17:31:08 UTC

2017-05-19 17:31:19 UTC  

I'd like to think so too.

2017-05-19 17:31:38 UTC  

Just trying to find my spot

2017-05-19 17:32:50 UTC  

It's a unique set of skills we bring to the table... still haven't totally figured out where they can help the most

2017-05-19 17:33:30 UTC  


2017-05-19 17:33:44 UTC  

Talked about it earlier, but the most important thing is the community, and props to TWP for acknowledging it. To support you and have someone to be accountable to.

2017-05-19 17:34:04 UTC  

The relationship you have with comrades is so totally different to one you have to junkies.

2017-05-19 17:34:13 UTC  

The upshot is I'm basically totally unimpeded by standard societal norms.

2017-05-19 17:34:44 UTC  

& The standard threats are basically hollow for me.

2017-05-19 17:34:46 UTC  

Social stigma is a powerful weapon to the uninitiated....but we are initiated, are we not

2017-05-19 17:34:57 UTC  

Very much so

2017-05-19 17:35:05 UTC  


2017-05-19 17:35:05 UTC  

I'm kinda curious how many NatSoc guys originated in similar enviroments.

2017-05-19 17:35:17 UTC  

Crime/Drug stuff

2017-05-19 17:35:20 UTC  

More than I think most realize

2017-05-19 17:35:50 UTC  

I did. I just don't talk about it much XD

2017-05-19 17:35:52 UTC  

You can't trust the junkies with anything, and you know the difference between loving one and hating one can change in an eyeblink. While you can trust your comrades with your life.

2017-05-19 17:36:17 UTC  

It's therapeutic, sort of anonymous natsoc peer support

2017-05-19 17:37:42 UTC  

My stuff is more crime than drug oriented. Funny talking about anything like in a message board XXDD

2017-05-19 17:38:33 UTC  

What's funny is I avoided all the guys in the joint just bc they seemed to be such a fucking stereo type. I read their literature & I kept it cordial, but I kept my distance. It was an old lifer that started the red pill process for me. To be fair I was an easy target, I've been a revolutionary my entire life, all he had to do was wake me up & show me that we needed to build instead of destroy

2017-05-19 17:39:09 UTC  

I know so many ex druggie natsocs it isn't even funny.

2017-05-19 17:39:21 UTC  

Even just online.

2017-05-19 17:39:44 UTC  

@My Name Is Hate That sounds like an awesome story

2017-05-19 17:39:51 UTC  

And yes.

2017-05-19 17:40:01 UTC  

Now here's where it gets beyond weird... They just transferred him from Fed prison to state, guess what his randomly assigned number is?

2017-05-19 17:40:01 UTC  

Lucky you were put on the right road.

2017-05-19 17:40:07 UTC  


2017-05-19 17:40:33 UTC  

I just turned 40 when it happened too... coincidence? Or avatar?

2017-05-19 17:40:33 UTC  


2017-05-19 17:40:44 UTC  

You be the judge

2017-05-19 17:41:24 UTC  
2017-05-19 17:41:24 UTC  

When I went to Sweden in December, cabin number 0880

2017-05-19 17:41:28 UTC