but in that whole 5 years

I was constantly lurking forums, sites, etc

Im no EH cultist but I am a Catholic and I think Pope Pius XII did nothing wrong.

constantly reading anything and everything I could find on Hitler and Fascism

specifically Hitler

I guess it would be easy to just be a normie, never really considered it a possibility.

I got blackpilled but it didn't stop the obsession or the day-dreaming of one day seeing EndSieg in America

Never been a normie, lol

Even before nazism

I've always filled this weird void between normies and non-normies

idk life is weird

How was your childhood and family t. Freud

Eh, parents divorced when I was very young

Not trying to dox or anything. Just saying, noticed in our fash discord, no one had a normal family life or youth

My family was chaotic.

the same year my parents divorced, my mom was diagnosed with cancer, and 9/11 happened the same year

Same, family bit fucked, none of my friends were normal either

2-3 months apart

and in there somewhere

Mom and dad fighting all the time.

I learned my great-grandpa was in the German army

and read my first history book on WWII

and the entire time I would literally just stare at pictures of Hitler and Swastikas

when my parents would fight, I'd read about Hitler

Mom going absolutely crazy upon my sister and I. Gtandfathers on blth sides were in The Army.

when 9/11 happened, I thought, "what would hitler do?"

*Grandfathers

when my mom got breast cancer

I learned Hitler's mom died from breast cancer

Interesting.

a year later I went to school that was 40-60% non-white

seen how blacks are in big groups

and again, anytime I got picked on or whatever

Hitler

@cr4ck3r My entire Elementary School was like that.

idk, my family life fell apart, 9/11 happened (which showed all of us 10 year olds the world is not hunky dory)

See, this is invaluable fascist peer support.

and I discovered Hitler during that time

so I noticed the world, girls, hitler

it all happened at once

i always told myself