Message from @cr4ck3r

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2017-05-29 08:59:18 UTC  

and read my first history book on WWII

2017-05-29 08:59:31 UTC  

and the entire time I would literally just stare at pictures of Hitler and Swastikas

2017-05-29 08:59:41 UTC  

when my parents would fight, I'd read about Hitler

2017-05-29 08:59:43 UTC  

Mom going absolutely crazy upon my sister and I. Gtandfathers on blth sides were in The Army.

2017-05-29 08:59:51 UTC  

when 9/11 happened, I thought, "what would hitler do?"

2017-05-29 08:59:51 UTC  

*Grandfathers

2017-05-29 08:59:56 UTC  

when my mom got breast cancer

2017-05-29 09:00:03 UTC  

I learned Hitler's mom died from breast cancer

2017-05-29 09:00:15 UTC  

Interesting.

2017-05-29 09:00:34 UTC  

a year later I went to school that was 40-60% non-white

2017-05-29 09:00:41 UTC  

seen how blacks are in big groups

2017-05-29 09:00:51 UTC  

and again, anytime I got picked on or whatever

2017-05-29 09:00:52 UTC  

Hitler

2017-05-29 09:01:23 UTC  

@cr4ck3r My entire Elementary School was like that.

2017-05-29 09:01:23 UTC  

idk, my family life fell apart, 9/11 happened (which showed all of us 10 year olds the world is not hunky dory)

2017-05-29 09:01:36 UTC  

See, this is invaluable fascist peer support.

2017-05-29 09:01:37 UTC  

and I discovered Hitler during that time

2017-05-29 09:01:51 UTC  

so I noticed the world, girls, hitler

2017-05-29 09:01:54 UTC  

it all happened at once

2017-05-29 09:02:00 UTC  

i always told myself

2017-05-29 09:02:38 UTC  

"look at what hitler accomplished and he had it worse then I did, if both his parents died by the time he was 15, and he went on to nearly conquer the world, I can at least get through a divorce and losing 1 parent eventually"

2017-05-29 09:02:46 UTC  

WWHD

2017-05-29 09:02:51 UTC  

pretty much

2017-05-29 09:03:12 UTC  

that's what went through my 10 year old mind even though I couldn't verbalize it

2017-05-29 09:03:16 UTC  

Yup. Im starting to think that way.

2017-05-29 09:03:31 UTC  

the old propaganda made me feel proud knowing I had family who fought and died for that

2017-05-29 09:04:24 UTC  

I got to the point by the time I was 11 that, "Hitler wanted a world where I wouldn't have to deal with this bullshit"

2017-05-29 09:04:33 UTC  

and that's what sparked it for me, 26 years later, Heil Hitler

2017-05-29 09:04:40 UTC  

I mean 15*

2017-05-29 09:04:42 UTC  

Damm nigga got pilled early

2017-05-29 09:04:55 UTC  

yea, I tried to start my own group in the 8th grade

2017-05-29 09:05:04 UTC  

spray painted buildings and passed out home made fliers

2017-05-29 09:05:13 UTC  

then a rumor went around that I was gonna bring a gun to school

2017-05-29 09:05:13 UTC  

I felt bad knowing my family fought against that (I was 20 when I got pilled).

2017-05-29 09:05:22 UTC  

got pulled off the bus in hand cuffs

2017-05-29 09:05:30 UTC  

threatened to be shipped to guantanamo

2017-05-29 09:05:36 UTC  

Hah, funny, I once got arrested for arson in middle school

2017-05-29 09:05:40 UTC  

then I really learned to hate the system

2017-05-29 09:05:40 UTC  

dindunuffink tho

2017-05-29 09:05:58 UTC  

Since my Grandfather on my father's side was in The US Army fighting in Italy.

2017-05-29 09:06:03 UTC  

Damn, these stories are so similar.