Messsage from FashyGoy1488 in tradworker #health_and_training

Hadrian 2018-01-29 12:49:54  

They're from two species mostly

Hadrian 2018-01-29 12:50:49  

Capsicum anuum and capsicum chinense

Fash Dragon 2018-01-29 17:07:53  

Most of the ones I like are C. anuun

Hadrian 2018-01-29 17:13:06  

I cook a lot of spicy foods, so I mostle deal with chinense

Hadrian 2018-01-29 17:13:13  

and every summer I grow superhots

Fash Dragon 2018-01-29 17:22:51  

My brother got a say in the family garden last year despite doing none of the work

Fash Dragon 2018-01-29 17:23:03  

We had to grow TWO habanero plants

Fash Dragon 2018-01-29 17:23:21  

We had way too many of those fucking thing

d.d.mcree 2018-01-29 17:33:08  

Same here. Habanero plants deliver the goods.

Hadrian 2018-01-29 17:40:41  

I usually grow two habs

Hadrian 2018-01-29 17:41:01  

cook with them all the time and they make great salsa

Hadrian 2018-01-29 17:41:05  

and hot sauce

Hadrian 2018-01-29 17:49:33  

Next year I'm doing Ghost Peppers, FDrancisca habs, Fatalii and Shishito

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 18:59:26  

If anyone has tips or tricks for coming off benzos: spill your guts

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 18:59:36  

Having a hard time with this shit

skymlong (TWP) 2018-01-29 19:20:38  

shit dude, I wish you the best. have you been gradually tapering? I suppose it almost goes without saying, but be particularly mindful of how you're feeling at all times; alcohol and benzos are the only substances that can be fatal if withdrawing from cold turkey without being monitored in the right setting with the right medicine to help prevent seizures

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:24:19  

Not cold turkey. I’m using CBD to prevent seizures. Gradual tapering you could say, but I’m making more jumps than suggested to get off quicker. It’s barely manageable but I’m doing it

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:25:16  

I have sobriety in my sights and I’m not going to lose focus. With the naturals I have tried now, I know for a fact I can manage without the psychiatric drugs

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:25:41  

So it’s just a miserable taper experience. Every day is pain and misery.

CatoHostilius 2018-01-29 21:34:31  

@FashyGoy1488 Dang dude, hope you get off the stuff soon

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:35:27  

Working on it my dude. It’s fucking gay

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:35:43  

I didn’t know what to do at the time so I started on meds

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:35:51  

Now I know what to do

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:36:06  

So I’m bound and determined to get off the psychiatric meds

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:36:16  

It’s just a matter of time and suffering

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:36:37  

I will come out on top of this. Eventually.

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:36:56  

Taking a big cut in dose this week so it’s been brutal

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:37:03  

But I will be off meds faster this way

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:37:11  

And that’s real important to me

Hadrian 2018-01-29 21:40:53  

You'll be stronger for it

Hadrian 2018-01-29 21:40:59  

I was taking 12 pills a day

Fash Dragon 2018-01-29 22:06:57  

That was my peak too

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:06:58  

Holy shit fam

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:07:25  

I’m coming off what was a peak of needing 4mg of Xanax to make it through 24hrs

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:07:40  

Now I’m on about half that

Fash Dragon 2018-01-29 22:07:44  

@FashyGoy1488 when I was quitting I thought consciously about every reason why I hated Jews. Helped take my mind off things

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:08:07  

Yeah anything external really. Thinking about anything BUT yourself is quite helpful

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:08:18  

I wish I knew what I know now before agreeing to take meds

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:08:26  

But it’s ok

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:08:32  

I’ll get through this

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:08:34  

Hail Victory