Message from @Dangerlurking

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2018-01-31 02:47:52 UTC  

Indeed

2018-01-31 02:47:54 UTC  

I am

2018-01-31 02:48:09 UTC  

Benzos are like a ball and chain

2018-01-31 02:48:16 UTC  

I will be stronger after this

2018-01-31 02:48:22 UTC  

I’m just weak for now

2018-01-31 02:48:44 UTC  

It felt so good at first, I was so relaxed

2018-01-31 02:48:45 UTC  

I feel weak anyways

2018-01-31 02:49:02 UTC  

taking 2x .5mg per day

2018-01-31 02:49:22 UTC  

That’s low, not bad

2018-01-31 02:49:28 UTC  

I took like 11mg in a day once

2018-01-31 02:49:28 UTC  

In the beginning

2018-01-31 02:49:35 UTC  

Oh ok

2018-01-31 02:49:44 UTC  

After 4 years I was on 6-8mg per day

2018-01-31 02:49:56 UTC  

And you quit that entirely?

2018-01-31 02:49:57 UTC  

and sublingual Ativan for when I had panic attacks anyway

2018-01-31 02:50:03 UTC  

@Hadrian That's how most people get into weed, an escape away from their issues.

2018-01-31 02:50:10 UTC  

not week, xanax

2018-01-31 02:50:23 UTC  

Hadrian are you fully off benzos?

2018-01-31 02:50:30 UTC  

My psychiatrist prescribed it along with the rest of my cocktail

2018-01-31 02:50:40 UTC  

Yes, haven't touched one since August 2016

2018-01-31 02:50:45 UTC  

I was connecting the two, in how people get into them.

2018-01-31 02:50:45 UTC  

Wow!

2018-01-31 02:50:49 UTC  

Hadrian wow

2018-01-31 02:50:51 UTC  

I’m proud

2018-01-31 02:50:58 UTC  

I did say I'd been there

2018-01-31 02:51:07 UTC  

What was your process to quit? Taper also?

2018-01-31 02:51:16 UTC  

yeah but a long taper

2018-01-31 02:51:32 UTC  

Yeah I’m kind of being crazy with this jump

2018-01-31 02:51:48 UTC  

by the time I lost my insurance I already had like 2 month supply left

2018-01-31 02:51:53 UTC  

@FashyGoy1488 How are you reacting to it.... so far?

2018-01-31 02:51:55 UTC  

I just want a boost forward through the quitting process

2018-01-31 02:52:01 UTC  

So far it’s bad

2018-01-31 02:52:10 UTC  

I can hardly drive or work or concentrate

2018-01-31 02:52:16 UTC  

Still supremely sucked when I jumped down too fast

2018-01-31 02:52:18 UTC  

Luckily it’s my easiest and last semster

2018-01-31 02:52:34 UTC  

Yeah man that’s me Hadrian

2018-01-31 02:52:39 UTC  

I jumped fast

2018-01-31 02:52:53 UTC  

But I will go slow after this jump

2018-01-31 02:53:05 UTC  

Once I get stabilized on 2mg per day

2018-01-31 02:53:11 UTC  

There were multiple days on end when I didn't get out of bed except to go to the bathroom or get some water

2018-01-31 02:53:17 UTC  

Yep