Message from @FashyGoy1488

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2018-01-31 02:51:48 UTC  

by the time I lost my insurance I already had like 2 month supply left

2018-01-31 02:51:53 UTC  

@FashyGoy1488 How are you reacting to it.... so far?

2018-01-31 02:51:55 UTC  

I just want a boost forward through the quitting process

2018-01-31 02:52:01 UTC  

So far it’s bad

2018-01-31 02:52:10 UTC  

I can hardly drive or work or concentrate

2018-01-31 02:52:16 UTC  

Still supremely sucked when I jumped down too fast

2018-01-31 02:52:18 UTC  

Luckily it’s my easiest and last semster

2018-01-31 02:52:34 UTC  

Yeah man that’s me Hadrian

2018-01-31 02:52:39 UTC  

I jumped fast

2018-01-31 02:52:53 UTC  

But I will go slow after this jump

2018-01-31 02:53:05 UTC  

Once I get stabilized on 2mg per day

2018-01-31 02:53:11 UTC  

There were multiple days on end when I didn't get out of bed except to go to the bathroom or get some water

2018-01-31 02:53:17 UTC  

Yep

2018-01-31 02:53:21 UTC  

That’s how I feel

2018-01-31 02:53:23 UTC  

Exactly

2018-01-31 02:53:27 UTC  

@FashyGoy1488 Well, at least it is tolerable for nkw.

2018-01-31 02:53:35 UTC  

Barely but yes.

2018-01-31 02:53:43 UTC  

I’ll get through this

2018-01-31 02:54:18 UTC  

For the quite bad addictions, mostly for people who took it recreationally, they tend to have reactions like those of heroin/meth addicts.

2018-01-31 02:54:38 UTC  

I had to stop taking Wellbutrin at the same time too

2018-01-31 02:54:47 UTC  

It’s not just recreation Rex

2018-01-31 02:54:50 UTC  

because taking that during benzo withdrawal causes seizures

2018-01-31 02:54:57 UTC  
2018-01-31 02:55:10 UTC  

If you’re prescribed it and you stop, you’ll be just as “dopesick”

2018-01-31 02:55:12 UTC  

Benzo withdrawal is worse

2018-01-31 02:55:24 UTC  

I've done meth. Benzo withdrawal was worse

2018-01-31 02:55:25 UTC  

Yeah it is

2018-01-31 02:55:35 UTC  

I did an opiate detox a long time ago

2018-01-31 02:55:49 UTC  

opioids was the one thing I never touched

2018-01-31 02:55:52 UTC  

That sucked but it wasn’t as bad as my first benzo detox

2018-01-31 02:55:59 UTC  

This is my second benzo detox

2018-01-31 02:56:07 UTC  

I'd rather have a month of coke hangovers than a week of benzo sickness

2018-01-31 02:56:19 UTC  

Full time college and work and TWP and my own hobbies was all too much for my anxious ass

2018-01-31 02:56:23 UTC  

oh god, the coke hangovers

2018-01-31 02:56:27 UTC  

But I didn’t know then what I know now

2018-01-31 02:56:48 UTC  

So I am confident I can handle this shit without drugs. In time.

2018-01-31 02:56:55 UTC  

Right before I quit, my job wrote me up for taking too many breaks

2018-01-31 02:57:08 UTC  

What they didn't know is I was taking those breaks to go do a bump in the bathroom

2018-01-31 02:57:08 UTC  

Yeah my job is being cool about it luckily

2018-01-31 02:57:17 UTC  

I’m a driver and I’ve been working inside

2018-01-31 02:57:22 UTC  

I can’t drive much