Message from @Der Jäger

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2018-02-10 00:48:25 UTC  

Im curious to see how it goes

2018-02-10 00:49:31 UTC  

@patron Saint of EATIN Does it just not let you absorb the alcohol or something? or does it make you physically sick to drink it

2018-02-10 00:49:43 UTC  

Like some meds to get you to stop smoking do

2018-02-10 00:51:30 UTC  

It blocks the mental effects, the opiod receptors, et,

2018-02-10 00:51:37 UTC  

And also makes you get sick more easily

2018-02-10 00:51:55 UTC  

So it takes away the whole point of my drinking, which is making the voices stop

2018-02-10 00:52:11 UTC  

And holding back the void

2018-02-10 00:52:23 UTC  

So I gotta start working out again and get back into therapy

2018-02-10 00:52:36 UTC  

To deal with my seemingly insurmountable childhood trauma

2018-02-10 00:52:44 UTC  

But praise kek guys amirite

2018-02-10 00:52:56 UTC  

praise kek

2018-02-10 00:54:27 UTC  

My aspergers makes it hard for me to process emotions, and alcohol is an easy crutch.

2018-02-10 00:54:50 UTC  

My husband has carbs and vapes. I had alcohol. Time for new copes.

2018-02-10 00:57:49 UTC  

Carbs are good

2018-02-10 00:57:51 UTC  

I like carbs

2018-02-10 00:58:21 UTC  

So...how do you make the voices stop

2018-02-10 00:58:35 UTC  

Cause I have that issue sometimes

2018-02-10 00:58:43 UTC  

Late at night

2018-02-10 00:58:50 UTC  

When nobody is awake

2018-02-10 00:59:01 UTC  

And the conversation starts

2018-02-10 00:59:16 UTC  

There has to be alternatives to the madness

2018-02-10 01:00:37 UTC  

Gonna be honest ............ bit of a drinkin problem

2018-02-10 01:01:02 UTC  

But its manageable

2018-02-10 01:01:05 UTC  

Honesty is good my man

2018-02-10 01:01:17 UTC  

Im not a full fledged drunkard

2018-02-10 01:01:20 UTC  

As long as it doesn’t impact your life and goals

2018-02-10 01:01:24 UTC  

Ur good

2018-02-10 01:01:52 UTC  

Im just fond of brandy & whiskey

2018-02-10 01:02:04 UTC  

Go to sleeping medication

2018-02-10 01:02:23 UTC  

Lol same here my man

2018-02-10 01:02:43 UTC  

It’s just one of those things

2018-02-10 01:02:52 UTC  

That you gotta keep in check

2018-02-10 01:03:05 UTC  

Don’t let the demon loose

2018-02-10 01:03:29 UTC  

I am a highly functional alcoholic

2018-02-10 01:03:41 UTC  

Like get up and deal with babies and do dishes and make breakfast through the hangover

2018-02-10 01:03:47 UTC  

Doesn't mean it's healthy or good

2018-02-10 01:03:57 UTC  

Not judging, lord knows it's taken me a long time to see it.

2018-02-10 01:05:04 UTC  

I am Irish enough to power through any amount of drinking. But it takes a toll on my body and my brain. My eyes were starting to get blurry and shit. No one around me even knew how bad it was. I had to break down on Tuesday and beg my husband to help me. 24 hours later he had me in Indianapolis. He's a Saint.

2018-02-10 01:05:17 UTC  

The voices... I still haven't found a better answer for that one.

2018-02-10 01:05:24 UTC  

I'm gonna take it one day at a time.