Message from @Fash Dragon

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2018-01-31 02:42:53 UTC  

And nobody has demanded that I explain myself. I fought my way out of it, and that's enough

2018-01-31 02:43:22 UTC  

I quit drinking except special occasions this year. I was a liquor junkie. Feels good to not drink honestly. Never turning back.

2018-01-31 02:43:53 UTC  

I still drink and I smoke when I'm stressed

2018-01-31 02:43:58 UTC  

@Dangerlurking regardless dude, show respect to officers and other members generally.

2018-01-31 02:44:02 UTC  

Lots of our guys do

2018-01-31 02:44:23 UTC  

I’m not gonna knock on drinking, I’m just personally happier now

2018-01-31 02:44:25 UTC  

and sometimes smoke a corn cob pipe when I want to relax or larp as Cmdr. Rockwell

2018-01-31 02:44:31 UTC  

Nice haha

2018-01-31 02:44:40 UTC  

I can’t handle tobacco I hate it

2018-01-31 02:44:43 UTC  

I stopped smoking recently

2018-01-31 02:44:51 UTC  

Nice

2018-01-31 02:44:53 UTC  

That’s great

2018-01-31 02:44:54 UTC  

pipe tobacco is very different from cigarettes

2018-01-31 02:44:58 UTC  

*Well, I fucked this one up really bad.*
@Fash Dragon Yhea, I know, but drug use, is not a thing I tend to take lightly, especially for something as hardcore as xanax.

2018-01-31 02:45:05 UTC  

I broke down and had a few on Saturday because I was partying

2018-01-31 02:45:19 UTC  

Hey man moderation

2018-01-31 02:45:21 UTC  

Not bad

2018-01-31 02:45:31 UTC  

it happens

2018-01-31 02:45:39 UTC  

@Dangerlurking lol dude I don't either. I ODd on that shit back in 2016.

2018-01-31 02:45:44 UTC  

It’s better than other things out there

2018-01-31 02:45:50 UTC  

That was the worst time of my life

2018-01-31 02:46:27 UTC  

Everyone that quits benzos wishes they never started

2018-01-31 02:46:36 UTC  

@Fash Dragon Yhea, when you hear stories about stuff like that, and their long term effect on people, you tend to get a bit heavy handed in your approach to it.

2018-01-31 02:46:37 UTC  

There’s always a better option

2018-01-31 02:46:38 UTC  

Yep, I certainly do

2018-01-31 02:46:55 UTC  

I feel you Rex

2018-01-31 02:47:08 UTC  

There was a time when half my paycheck went down my throat, into my lungs or up my nose

2018-01-31 02:47:16 UTC  

I don’t like to see our people take the path of drugs

2018-01-31 02:47:32 UTC  

I don’t like it either

2018-01-31 02:47:47 UTC  

@FashyGoy1488 Well, what matters is that you are fixing the issue.

2018-01-31 02:47:52 UTC  

Indeed

2018-01-31 02:47:54 UTC  

I am

2018-01-31 02:48:09 UTC  

Benzos are like a ball and chain

2018-01-31 02:48:16 UTC  

I will be stronger after this

2018-01-31 02:48:22 UTC  

I’m just weak for now

2018-01-31 02:48:44 UTC  

It felt so good at first, I was so relaxed

2018-01-31 02:48:45 UTC  

I feel weak anyways

2018-01-31 02:49:02 UTC  

taking 2x .5mg per day

2018-01-31 02:49:22 UTC  

That’s low, not bad

2018-01-31 02:49:28 UTC  

I took like 11mg in a day once

2018-01-31 02:49:28 UTC  

In the beginning