Message from @PanzerWrecker

Discord ID: 621592628856619038


2019-09-12 06:24:00 UTC  

I help because once i was alone.

2019-09-12 06:24:11 UTC  

Feeling worthless. Like a piss poor excuse for a man. Im always working,i have no hobbies, no time to find love which at this point feels like a waste of time in of itself. Work is only getting busier with Halloween coming up, my works busiest season.

2019-09-12 06:24:13 UTC  

And i dont want anyone to feel that way.

2019-09-12 06:24:18 UTC  

Among other things.

2019-09-12 06:24:37 UTC  

Avarice is the root of all evil

2019-09-12 06:25:23 UTC  

I feel stressed all the time and im wanting to move out of Illinois before this time next year and everything is eating away at me.

2019-09-12 06:25:30 UTC  

I feel you panzer. I'm in a rut too, but I keep getting out of bed every day. Because I have hope I'll succeed, and I'm too stubborn to fail

2019-09-12 06:25:42 UTC  

Hope is the first step towards disappointment

2019-09-12 06:25:51 UTC  

@PanzerWrecker 100% that

2019-09-12 06:25:53 UTC  

BUT

2019-09-12 06:25:59 UTC  

we need you boi

2019-09-12 06:26:02 UTC  

Alright, then lets be pragmatists about it

2019-09-12 06:26:15 UTC  

2 hands?
2 legs?

can you carry and reload?

2019-09-12 06:26:21 UTC  

yeah I thought so.

2019-09-12 06:26:29 UTC  

walk back from the edge with me.

2019-09-12 06:26:32 UTC  

please.

2019-09-12 06:26:32 UTC  

Why? Why does everyone say they need eachother? I could die tomorrow and nothing would change in your life.

2019-09-12 06:26:40 UTC  

ofc.

2019-09-12 06:26:55 UTC  

But I'd know @PanzerWrecker rekt himself.

2019-09-12 06:27:08 UTC  

and I'd feel bad if I felt like I could have done ANYTHING.

2019-09-12 06:27:11 UTC  

Look at this. Im making a mess of things and wasting your time...

2019-09-12 06:27:25 UTC  

Hope is the first step towards disappointment. I agree. World is shit, so you don't have nothing to lose. Take a few shots and see if you hit something

2019-09-12 06:27:25 UTC  

@PanzerWrecker FUQ U THAT'S WHAT THIS CHANNEL IS FOR

2019-09-12 06:27:32 UTC  

U N L O A D N I G G A

2019-09-12 06:28:10 UTC  

Same here. We have to at least help all we can. I have too many names to drink to remember, and I wouldn't like to add to that list. I'd rather drink with them than in remberance of them

2019-09-12 06:28:24 UTC  
2019-09-12 06:28:38 UTC  

Suicide is not the answer i know that, im just fighting a war of attrition against the demon within thats telling me im worthless.

2019-09-12 06:28:48 UTC  

Bruh you aint wasting anyones time. It aint wasted if we're doing good and can help you out

2019-09-12 06:28:51 UTC  

I feel that, dude.

2019-09-12 06:29:27 UTC  

Even if its you just saying what sucks and getting some of that stress out, we got you

2019-09-12 06:30:01 UTC  

I sometimes get these moods right before falling asleep and my mind runs wild and the "voice" (i aint a scitzo) just repeats a lot of things in my head.

2019-09-12 06:30:13 UTC  

The Ultimate Answer is Death.

But the In Between is Up To You.

Come build a Big Igloo.

2019-09-12 06:30:15 UTC  

If you want to speak to someone hit us up we can't make your problems disaper but we Will try to help

2019-09-12 06:31:26 UTC  

I guess im just conditioned to being "the strong one that everyone else goes to" to the point that I dont have anyone to talk to when i need help because ill look weak.

2019-09-12 06:31:41 UTC  
2019-09-12 06:31:48 UTC  

but that's why I'M

2019-09-12 06:31:49 UTC  

HERE

2019-09-12 06:31:57 UTC  

Then come here, thats what this is for. No judgement

2019-09-12 06:32:11 UTC  

@PanzerWrecker most people in this channel is swimming in shit. Each individual may find itself a loser, but they still take care of each other. I may not take good care of myself, but surely take care of my buddies six

2019-09-12 06:32:15 UTC  

I only joined this server *for this channel*

2019-09-12 06:32:24 UTC  

@PanzerWrecker don't make me useless.