Message from @PanzerWrecker

Discord ID: 621592175079063552


2019-09-12 06:19:09 UTC  

Why do you guys care? Why should you care? Who asked you to? Why doa bunch of strangers show more support than everyone around me? Why do I feel better telling you all about how pathetic I am, rather than just saying "i feel sad" to my parents. Im close with my mother, and ok with dad.
Ive fallen too far into the "men aren't supposed to feel anything" hole haven't i?

2019-09-12 06:19:30 UTC  

apparently

2019-09-12 06:19:37 UTC  

@PanzerWrecker, you good, King?

2019-09-12 06:19:41 UTC  

No

2019-09-12 06:19:47 UTC  

DM me tbh

2019-09-12 06:19:51 UTC  

If i was good would i be here?

2019-09-12 06:20:25 UTC  

truth.

2019-09-12 06:20:40 UTC  

*butIwillnotrepeatmyself*

2019-09-12 06:20:56 UTC  

You dont have to. You dont need to.

2019-09-12 06:21:38 UTC  

You are right he doesn't need to but he wants

2019-09-12 06:21:54 UTC  

Why? Why would you want to help me?

2019-09-12 06:22:21 UTC  

Like some waise mam said apes together strong

2019-09-12 06:22:25 UTC  

Because we police our own homie

2019-09-12 06:22:28 UTC  

Because we all need help sometimes, others have helped us and we want to give back

2019-09-12 06:22:33 UTC  

Whats up?

2019-09-12 06:24:00 UTC  

I help because once i was alone.

2019-09-12 06:24:11 UTC  

Feeling worthless. Like a piss poor excuse for a man. Im always working,i have no hobbies, no time to find love which at this point feels like a waste of time in of itself. Work is only getting busier with Halloween coming up, my works busiest season.

2019-09-12 06:24:13 UTC  

And i dont want anyone to feel that way.

2019-09-12 06:24:18 UTC  

Among other things.

2019-09-12 06:24:37 UTC  

Avarice is the root of all evil

2019-09-12 06:25:23 UTC  

I feel stressed all the time and im wanting to move out of Illinois before this time next year and everything is eating away at me.

2019-09-12 06:25:30 UTC  

I feel you panzer. I'm in a rut too, but I keep getting out of bed every day. Because I have hope I'll succeed, and I'm too stubborn to fail

2019-09-12 06:25:42 UTC  

Hope is the first step towards disappointment

2019-09-12 06:25:51 UTC  

@PanzerWrecker 100% that

2019-09-12 06:25:53 UTC  

BUT

2019-09-12 06:25:59 UTC  

we need you boi

2019-09-12 06:26:02 UTC  

Alright, then lets be pragmatists about it

2019-09-12 06:26:15 UTC  

2 hands?
2 legs?

can you carry and reload?

2019-09-12 06:26:21 UTC  

yeah I thought so.

2019-09-12 06:26:29 UTC  

walk back from the edge with me.

2019-09-12 06:26:32 UTC  

please.

2019-09-12 06:26:32 UTC  

Why? Why does everyone say they need eachother? I could die tomorrow and nothing would change in your life.

2019-09-12 06:26:40 UTC  

ofc.

2019-09-12 06:26:55 UTC  

But I'd know @PanzerWrecker rekt himself.

2019-09-12 06:27:08 UTC  

and I'd feel bad if I felt like I could have done ANYTHING.

2019-09-12 06:27:11 UTC  

Look at this. Im making a mess of things and wasting your time...

2019-09-12 06:27:25 UTC  

Hope is the first step towards disappointment. I agree. World is shit, so you don't have nothing to lose. Take a few shots and see if you hit something

2019-09-12 06:27:25 UTC  

@PanzerWrecker FUQ U THAT'S WHAT THIS CHANNEL IS FOR

2019-09-12 06:27:32 UTC  

U N L O A D N I G G A

2019-09-12 06:28:10 UTC  

Same here. We have to at least help all we can. I have too many names to drink to remember, and I wouldn't like to add to that list. I'd rather drink with them than in remberance of them

2019-09-12 06:28:24 UTC