Same here. We have to at least help all we can. I have too many names to drink to remember, and I wouldn't like to add to that list. I'd rather drink with them than in remberance of them

@thedarkness05 amen.

Suicide is not the answer i know that, im just fighting a war of attrition against the demon within thats telling me im worthless.

Bruh you aint wasting anyones time. It aint wasted if we're doing good and can help you out

I feel that, dude.

Even if its you just saying what sucks and getting some of that stress out, we got you

I sometimes get these moods right before falling asleep and my mind runs wild and the "voice" (i aint a scitzo) just repeats a lot of things in my head.

The Ultimate Answer is Death.

But the In Between is Up To You.

Come build a Big Igloo.

If you want to speak to someone hit us up we can't make your problems disaper but we Will try to help

I guess im just conditioned to being "the strong one that everyone else goes to" to the point that I dont have anyone to talk to when i need help because ill look weak.

@PanzerWrecker m o o d

but that's why I'M

HERE

Then come here, thats what this is for. No judgement

@PanzerWrecker most people in this channel is swimming in shit. Each individual may find itself a loser, but they still take care of each other. I may not take good care of myself, but surely take care of my buddies six

I only joined this server *for this channel*

@PanzerWrecker don't make me useless.

Im a giant, and a supportive one. Im the oldest of 5 and am the 2nd oldest associate in my store. I have to be strong and hide the pain and stress. And when im most alone it all flushes out. I dont cry though. I wont allow myself to do that.

We all a bunch of bamfs, but that don't mean that we cant share the load every now and then. And i know when Im down , one of you goons will be there to pick me up

this is your place Panzer

even with dry eyes

talk to us, King.

@thedarkness05 any. fucking. day, King.

@PanzerWrecker don't be ashamed of requesting help. Everyone has its limits. Don't do this to yourself. I have a big problem telling my problems to my friends, and it screwed me

Remember

Panzer i know things look bad really bad but it Will get better it always does

No soldier fight alone

Thats the thing too. I dont have any friends. They either legitimately died or moved away...

what timezone Panzer?

No army if made by only one soldier. They always have their support. So you do

Hey man remember were here.

Illinois. Central i guess. Its 0135

I already got a bugga itinerary - I got loads of stops to make.

Aight, then reach out to us. I'm sure we all have a lot in common and can bullshit real good

Exactly

Panzer make some friends here

@PanzerWrecker what you do for work, my man?

Retail.

Hell even if you dont make friends having outside inputs and being able to vent is big

We actually are not that bad

Department Store or Mall Shit?