Message from @Sir Harndes

Discord ID: 623732599575019521


2019-09-18 03:53:42 UTC  

Yeah - in terms of Doom, I compare it to the lottery.

You can stop playing - sure - but you'll never get digits if you don't roll for them.

2019-09-18 03:53:50 UTC  

And trust me, they're out there.

2019-09-18 03:54:46 UTC  

Most of things seems pointless to me

2019-09-18 03:55:07 UTC  

No matter how much I try, it doesn't work

2019-09-18 03:57:18 UTC  

Did you lost an opportunity because you did nothing about? Cool, understandable

2019-09-18 03:57:45 UTC  

Not having an opportunity? Not my fault

2019-09-18 03:58:27 UTC  

I feel like shit when something's out of my control, because I cant literally do anything about, no matter what

2019-09-18 03:59:05 UTC  

Just accept it

2019-09-18 03:59:33 UTC  

I hear ya man

2019-09-18 03:59:49 UTC  

That's doomer thoughts m8. Don't get trapped in em.

2019-09-18 04:00:04 UTC  

That's how they getcha. Getcha feeling down and lost and worthless

2019-09-18 04:00:10 UTC  

My nibba you gotta rise

2019-09-18 04:01:49 UTC  

Its a curse

2019-09-18 04:02:03 UTC  

Its been years

2019-09-18 04:02:08 UTC  

Not matter what I do

2019-09-18 04:02:18 UTC  

I cant succeed

2019-09-18 04:02:49 UTC  

Main reason Im not religious

2019-09-18 04:10:03 UTC  

Deleted for your own good

2019-09-18 04:10:12 UTC  

Listen my dude

2019-09-18 04:10:16 UTC  

Like really listen.

2019-09-18 04:10:40 UTC  

Sorry

2019-09-18 04:12:27 UTC  

truth bomb incoming

2019-09-18 04:13:53 UTC  

*Ladies and gentlemen, fasten your seatbelts*

2019-09-18 04:14:03 UTC  

You wanna talk about curses? Aight. Try this on. In the course of the last year I've been arrested twice. I lost my friends, my girlfriend, and my family all at once. 2 of my close friends attempted suicide and one of them succeeded. I'm losing my home for the second time in a row while my health is rapidly declining. You wanna talk about cursed? That's what I call Cursed. If things feel pointless then find something to change. I'm forcing myself to leave a job where I can get away with doing the literal bare minimum because it's pointless. And yeah dude. Shit gets out of your control but nigga. That's fucking life. Get used to it. Success is never a fucking guarantee but you know what is?

I garuntee that you will succeed in exactly 0.00 % of the things you don't try. How many times do you think our ancestors knew success was a slim chance and charged anyways? How many times do you think when all was lost men gave up hope? Your choice dude. Give up and take the easy route because success isnt guaranteed. Or chase opportunity like a fucking starving dog after a steak.

2019-09-18 04:15:17 UTC  

Your choice my dude. I get stuck in a lot of Doomer thoughts and Merc calls me out if I dont call myself out. No one fucking promised us life would be easy. If anything, Boomers guaranteed us it wouldn't be. But we are bound together by purpose and duty to our Volk. So get up. Dust yourself off and keep. Fucking. Fighting.

2019-09-18 04:15:26 UTC  

*dabs*
Thanks for attending my Ted talk

2019-09-18 04:18:14 UTC  

I need to think about it

2019-09-18 04:18:37 UTC  

Actually hang on. I got an video for you

2019-09-18 04:19:04 UTC  
2019-09-18 04:19:07 UTC  

Watch this.

2019-09-18 04:19:12 UTC  

Got me through some tough shit

2019-09-18 05:07:39 UTC  

Its the *pursuit* of happiness. Happiness isnt permanent even in the best of situations. Ya gotta go get it and you can. You will.

2019-09-18 05:07:49 UTC  

Gotta make your own happiness sometimes

2019-09-18 08:01:21 UTC  

I'm thinking about my life a lot recently

2019-09-18 08:02:12 UTC  

I Will try to cut toxic ppl of

2019-09-19 00:27:03 UTC  

Okay, I allow all of ya to punch my face

2019-09-19 00:27:41 UTC  

She was alone with her notebook and I did nothing about

2019-09-19 00:28:49 UTC  

Just do it next time

2019-09-19 00:29:38 UTC  

I know you can do it

2019-09-19 03:04:51 UTC  

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2019-09-19 03:05:11 UTC  

this is my problem