Message from @Thomas

Discord ID: 421891984848977920


2018-03-10 04:43:25 UTC  

anything,

2018-03-10 04:43:31 UTC  

to let me know that he was there.

2018-03-10 04:43:42 UTC  

And either I'm blind or he doesn't want me to.

2018-03-10 04:43:59 UTC  

I'm banking on the former, but the latter isn't ruled out of question.

2018-03-10 04:44:43 UTC  

I've recently been asking him what he wants me to do.

2018-03-10 04:44:50 UTC  

I'd do anything

2018-03-10 04:44:53 UTC  

and I mean it

2018-03-10 04:44:55 UTC  

I mean it,

2018-03-10 04:45:00 UTC  

*anything*

2018-03-10 04:45:05 UTC  

to know what he wants me to do.

2018-03-10 04:46:05 UTC  

My mind has become almost numb.

2018-03-10 04:46:12 UTC  

My apathy

2018-03-10 04:46:22 UTC  

is essentially overwhelming me, ironically.

2018-03-10 04:46:48 UTC  

More than anything, I'm just tired.

2018-03-10 04:47:16 UTC  

Mostly tired of the deafening silence that I feel whenever I try to pray.

2018-03-10 04:47:29 UTC  

The complete lack of presence.

2018-03-10 04:47:41 UTC  

I know He's there,

2018-03-10 04:47:44 UTC  

dammit I know.

2018-03-10 04:47:55 UTC  

But I can't hear him,

2018-03-10 04:48:01 UTC  

and I can't see him.

2018-03-10 04:48:07 UTC  

And now I can't even feel him.

2018-03-10 04:50:13 UTC  

I want to make a nation for him, I want to serve him in any way shape or form that he desires me to, I'll go to the ends of the earth, and I will surrender my life *if He'll just. Let. Me. Know.*

2018-03-10 04:50:27 UTC  

But I hear nothing

2018-03-10 04:50:30 UTC  

I see nothing

2018-03-10 04:50:34 UTC  

I feel nothing.

2018-03-10 04:50:44 UTC  

I am, for lack of a better word, dead.

2018-03-10 04:50:53 UTC  

Or at least vegetative.

2018-03-10 04:51:24 UTC  

I'd ask for prayers but I don't know that they'd work anymore.

2018-03-10 04:51:29 UTC  

I think that this is my lot.

2018-03-10 04:51:56 UTC  

That God has made me this way. So that I will do something because of this complete and utter silence.

2018-03-10 04:52:30 UTC  

That's all, fellas.

2018-03-10 20:54:48 UTC  

If christ came and told men they must follow a new way, him, but hating gays is old testament what biblical justification for no homosexuality is in the new testament?

2018-03-10 20:55:07 UTC  

Im against degeneracy but many people use this logic and id like to be able to defend myself in a debate

2018-03-10 21:00:38 UTC  

@Deleted User your interpretation of scripture is terrible

2018-03-10 21:01:38 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/402358813795287041/422136977966628884/piec.jpg

2018-03-10 21:02:09 UTC  

@Deleted User fuc u, idk these things thats why im trying go get information

2018-03-10 21:03:41 UTC  

1) Jesus Christ did not come to abolish any of the Old Testament laws, but to forgive people for not following them.
2) Homosexuality is condemned in the Bible in multiple places.
3) But not if you say nohomo xddddd

2018-03-10 21:06:06 UTC  

<:Thonk:285513255453982720>

2018-03-10 21:06:15 UTC  

@Deleted User give me citations please

2018-03-10 21:14:33 UTC  

John 14:6

2018-03-10 21:15:04 UTC  

Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.