I might have to read more into the pope and Catholic teachings specifically to get a better sense of it, I think there might be a Catholic church near me

I'm in the same boat where I've oscillated between paganism and christianity, and have no idea what I actually believe. I lean towards converting back to Catholicism though

An interesting alternative to mainstream catholic churches where some of the poz has seeped in is the SSPX Catholic Churches where they keep to the way things were done before the Second Vatican Council which changed a lot of things in the 60s

I've considered delving into more Miguel Serrano and Savitri Devi and going full Esoteric Hitlerist but I want to exhaust all avenues when it comes to Christianity first

Yeah my main issue with the stuff like Esoteric Hitlerism and Nietzschean Autism is that it doesn't feel compatible. Neither really feel like holistic world views that can help you conquer despair.

I may just be missing the point entirely but I'm finding it difficult to put my faith into a Church that's corruptible and at times totally at odds with the interests of my race and what seems to me to be objectively true in National Socialism

The idea that the Jews are the chosen people and Niggers go to the same divine afterlife just seems wrong. The idea of Valhalla as a place for only for eternal heroes, martyrs and prophets who lived and died by their own iron will just feels correct.

Well the way I'd respond to that is this
A) The church is corruptible insofar as it is human, but we have an obligation to course correct it when it strays too far off path. The early writers and church fathers wrote things like that the Church may face states of necessity where it needs to be saved by any means necessary. But the fundamental teachings of the church as supposed to be infallible/incorruptible.
B) Jews being the chosen people didn't mean they were better, rather it highlights that they were worse. Some argue God chose them because of how particularly shitty they were, to show that even people that constantly worship demons and do all kinds of awful things can be saved. The Jews who accepted Christ were saved, those who denied him are basically cursed

Very interesting points

All that being said, I do still feel I'm missing something when it comes to Christianity, I might need to read more of the bible or something. Also there was 'Positive Christianity' and theories of Jesus being essentially an ethnically aryan martyr killed by the Jews

So I suppose there can be an Esoteric and still purely National Socialist interpretation of the bible.

C) Idk, niggers can go to heaven too, I don't see a problem with that. Do you see a problem with retards going to heaven? Valhalla sounds cool but does it really sound like something youd want for eternity. The idea of heaven is all of your non-essential parts are stripped away and you exist in a perfect form alongside god for all eternity.
D) National Socialism is a good political ideology I don't see anything in it that contradicts christianity inherently. I think its when you put race as the highest thing, as an idol essentially that it becomes a problem. Its entirely possible to have God, Family and Nation all at the same time though.

remember kings

1 Timothy 2:12

fellas

i need some readings on the existence of god

I don't know, I feel like there should be some hierarchy in the afterlife. I 100% do not believe that even if I converted today and was a devout Christian until I died that I would deserve to go anywhere near the same afterlife as some of the brilliant men in history

a shorter summa

St. Thomas Aquinas

I think I will go to the local Catholic Church soon though, just get a better idea of it. I'm believe in fate to an extent so if I go and this one happens to be totally cucked then I might not bother. We'll see though, I might feel at home there

i'm gonna try to convert myself im getting off discord for awhile HH fellas

I think a fundamental point of Christianity is that we're all deeply deeply flawed though. And even in your flaws God will forgive you. What is a great man to God? Yet Christ died for the greatest of men and the weakest of men alike @Brook

I read A Shorter Summa awhile back and its good but didn't really feel eye opening to me. Reading Kierkegaard has really changed the way I think

I appreciate the help brothers

Believe me I've struggled with all of this too
"Is this just slave morality?"
"Is this religion too egalitarian?"
"Is it too denying of this life?"
"Why do I want to join a religion that's rooted in Jews?"

But gradually these seem less and less important to me and it seems like the real root thing keeping me from it is whether or not I'm willing to believe it, pure and simple.

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when the commie outlets are giving this praise and attention it really irks me

https://www.yahoo.com/news/heartsick-boy-asks-atheist-dad-193340202.html

if he told the boy yes he is a heretic

well

if the father repented before he died

he obviously didnt

doesnt say

maybe

he was an atheist

but you can probably assume he didnt