Message from @YourFundamentalTheorum
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Actually my greatest fear is putting in eye drops.
Sleep paralysis sounds awful, but my biggest fear is talking in my sleep. As far as I know, I never have, but it would be an unfortunate way to dox myself
my greatest fear is dying as an NPC
I thought that was a holly cost reference.
@Deleted User lots of people report gray ayy lmaos during sleep paralysis. Yeah my phone (((autocorrects)))
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If you're in IE, you're not a NPC
@YourFundamentalTheorum you Are Real.
that's partially why I joined
@Wood-Ape - OK/MN twice in my life I awoke to a creature standing over me. Then I actually awoke and it wasnโt really there.
but I still want to be remembered by more than my family ๐
@Deleted User shiieeeeet
i don't want my grave to grow over with weeds
and eventually bulldozed over for a highrise
@Wood-Ape - OK/MN yeah. And I donโt believe in any weird shit either. It was the same figure.
Call the Paranormies!
There were no signs of probing thank god ๐ณ
I have heard the brain is wired to patterns, and "vaguely man shaped" is one such pattern. the stress of sleep paralysis triggers that pattern
Only nightmare I've had multiple times and can remember is being chased through an endless corn field by a red baron style plane in the middle of the night under a moon.
@Wood-Ape - OK/MN that literally explains it.
Case closed
Damn
@YourFundamentalTheorum Who knows, maybe IE or its successor will take care of us in decades to come... not to LARP. It is a wholesome LARP.
@Wood-Ape - OK/MN Valle de IE?
I've only had one reoccuring theme in my dreams about some personal things in my family and man, dreams never really meant anything to me, I still don't feel they have a "meaning" but I mean I always just passed them off, but those really mess me up when I wake up
Not to damper the mood or anything
dreams don't mean anything
@fgtveassassin itโs weird how a dream can actually stick with you.
but they influecne you
I rarely ever have dreams, but when I do they're weirdly intense. I also sometimes realize partway through a dream that something is too unrealistic, change it, then continue dreaming
Yeah, on a lighter note, i do remember a dream fom when I was like 6-7 probably and I was like fighting my cat, even though I loved him
I do sleep-fight at times
I often awake with a hurt hand from flailing.
The most intense dream I can remember involved a girl being pregnant with my child and me begging her not to abort it. That had me shook, but luckily the situation will never arise because I plan on waiting for marriage.
@TMatthews That is heartening in a way. Your dream self has integrity
@Wood-Ape - OK/MN i would actually be super down for a mausoleum for IE members
I always love to visit mausoleums and commemorate those who wish to not be forgotten
When the Smithsonian gets a museum on nationalism, there can be a wall with the names of the first 1,000 IE members lol
that's perennial tbh
we need to replace the pool outside the washington memorial with this