I'm losing my mind again.

thats not good, morning

Morning @sasha1111

what baffles me is that the American people didn't even flinch while the election is being stolen right in front of us... what kind of world are we living in

I know. Me and queen seemed to be the only ppl yesterday who were angry enough to do something. Everyone wants to watch and wait.

trump needs to take a deep breath and start arresting all involved against america..thats the only way we can move forward

Like wait for what? They want to peak out the window as the NEIGHBORHOOD goes under and not do anything till they r the last ones on the street and only fight when they kick in their door?

Im one of those silent angry people..lol trust me im pissed... that nothing is being done, this election corruption should have been called out, listed as stolen by the democrats and the real votes shown... and trump sworn in again.. should have been done yesterday

I'm so angry I've made myself physically sick

I can't stand insane/ stupid immoral people../ our society if filled with them

Like my skin hurts my eyes are heavy and my heart feels like Its jumping out of my chest. I'd say it was a panic attack but they have never lasted so long and I'm usually immobile when I have them.

perhaps thats always been my main drive to just go to the woods and live alone

My bp is thru the roof. It sits high normally but it's bad bad

that basically describes what I have been feeling since 2018.. Ive gone to urgen care one time.. but they said everything is fine... just an anxiety attack.... I'm thinking its just because of me dealing with all of this stupidity.. I mentally am fed up with corruption..all the immorality going on in this world...

and it only happens when Im around people.. when Im by myself it is alot better

I drank a 5th of whiskey in the last 2 hrs trying to get the initial drop and put myself to sleep but it's not working. I just took 3 advil pms and some melatonin hoping to crash. But idk

gotcha...

that sucks though

wanting to sleep and can't isn't fun

Yes ... alone ... I do much better.its when I try to reason my thoughts with others I start overloading

same here.. its as though trying to speak reason to someone who's too far gone.. zombie mode

and it frustrates me that people are soo stupid these days

they don't see what is right in front of them

I am pretty sure I'm going to have a stroke or something. I keep having to sigh and cry to even bring the frustration down. Even when I'm not sure for which particular thing it is that is eating me alive

Its so overwhelming. I cant get a grip as it is and then this election... its sending me over the top.

to this day Im still trying to figure out what triggers my anxiety attacks..etc but I think its basically the general state of this world, how I deal with it is by going to the park everyday/ exercising really helps to lower cortisol levels...

all my friends tell me don't worry about 5G don't worry about so and so... not worrying about things like that is the very reason why we as a society are in this mess. action needs to be taken

Took up gold panning... that's been my outlet . Playing with rock listening to the river. Breathing. ... idk it's still alot tho

nice, I wish I can go to a river and breathe the fresh air

I guess the missouri river is kinda close... but it's polluted..lol

Here another person who was absolutely pissed at what happened. Trying to get her to come and talk with us on my channel. I had chills the entire video

https://youtu.be/WpeZNGwYpDU

lol I remember posting a video about her one time, because she was thrown off the bus for refusing to wear a mask..very nice

Awesome. She is from Colorado I guess. I'd like to meet with her.

that would be great, your stream, you doing that everyday now?

Oh shit sasha did u see the google patents? I mean to send it 2 u

ill have to make sure to have my computer up and running so I can join in

I don't think so

Not everyday. I just kinda want to do it when I feel the need to get something out. Em and pat do it every night and I join theirs

sounds good