but on the grand scale of things, that is *nothing* - you need to stop kicking yourself, seriously

dont worry about the k-12 till they retire. then take care of them as they took care of you

^^^^

excellent idea

My parents are nigh on dead and that close to retirement

Probably explains why the doctors said I was an autistic f*ck when I first showed up

i bet a dollar right now Ace's mom is worried that her son is hiding in his room inventing debts and wallowing in depression. You want to repay her for being somewhat difficult as a teenager? Do well for yourself and let her say "My son is *succeeding.*"

any doctor that called my son an autistic fuck would be missing teeth

@Tracey Nah, she's sleeping. And she's usually working on garden projects or watching the ABC news

i don't mean right this second, but overall in general

@Alinpass (INFJ-T) I was speaking more hyperbolic

@Tracey Well, that's still a no

i would bet the dollar part right now were she awale

*awake

just trying to keep the mood light

Believe me, the doctor wouldn't get a happy camper either if he was trying to pull one on my kid, if I had one

moms're weird, i bet you she's noticed

Nope

I can fake a smile

Been doing it for the better part of 10 years now

you still haven't answered my question Ace. if you're serious about making your life better I do have useful advice if you want it?

*Signs dotted line*
Sure

do 1 thing correctly a day. doesn't matter how small. I washed this cup correctly, I made my bed correctly, anything do 1 thing to be proud of/make your life better. everyday no exceptions. that's what I did to get out of the same slump your in now

Oh if only my dope hits were that simple.

no no no

that's missing the point

an object at rest stays at rest

you need to build momentum

you start with 1 thing

and next thing you know your doing 5 without even realizing it

then 20

and so on

The idea of simplistic task accomplishment is to supplement dopamine into your skull

It doesn't work on me

till next thing you know your life has some sort of order to it

This process is actually the most counterintuitive thing I could do simply because it infuriates me that I'm starting back at square one of something so cognitive as enjoying the things you do

Also, I see I've bored away our other friend

no, i'm still here

just listening to Alinpass be wise in the ways

Hello

Greetings