You d i s s o c i a t e

i hate that

because i do that without drugs

every now and then

Don't you mean spacing out?

the closest word i can think of that describes it is dissociating with reality

Yes that happens to me sometimes too

its really hard to explain

it starts with just a thought and then i think more and more and more and then i feel like im not real and then everything around me becomes unfamiliar

and im not in my body but something else

doesnt happen often though

Huh

think its just a result of a lot of anxiety

but yea i recommend an edible before beddy bye time

or part of one

and like sit in bed while its starting to take effect

so that u will want to stay in bed

But I want to quit

any good stuff to buy from amazon for 10€?

Why Amazon?

Card, possibly

O

buying KZs and i need them tomorrow

/friday

what is kzs

kz ates

headphones

oh

Knew it

and I have the autism

but last note on the edibles, i think it will help u quit smoking as much as u seem to do

would for me at least

I just want to recover my short term memory dude

😭

feel like even my small amounts of weed intake affected my short term memory

but hard to tell because so much else going on with me

could always do those short term memory training sites every day

I need to get off the computer too

or u could just stay on it for 5 more min

\:)

just right after that next video then ur off