Message from @Alfadir

Discord ID: 400392918038478848


2018-01-09 20:57:04 UTC  

self harm leaves scars @spaqin

2018-01-09 20:57:05 UTC  

yeah tbh unless you're looking a for certain life sentence no parole or horribly painful definitely deadly disease in the face, things can change for the better

2018-01-09 20:57:11 UTC  

I got ugly cuts

2018-01-09 20:57:27 UTC  

samer

2018-01-09 20:57:27 UTC  

might be hard, might take effort, but generally better than killing yourself over something that can be fixed, avoided, or ignored

2018-01-09 20:57:33 UTC  

and cuts in my head too :D :D :D :D

2018-01-09 20:57:35 UTC  

Faded now so not very visible

2018-01-09 20:57:42 UTC  

this is fucking my buzz so im leaving

2018-01-09 20:57:47 UTC  

just dont kys spaq

2018-01-09 20:57:48 UTC  

yeah fuck off

2018-01-09 20:57:52 UTC  

nobody's missing you

2018-01-09 20:57:56 UTC  

:<

2018-01-09 20:57:59 UTC  

I am

2018-01-09 20:58:04 UTC  

nah

2018-01-09 20:58:04 UTC  

Spaquo plz no kill

2018-01-09 20:58:07 UTC  

i didn't go too deep

2018-01-09 20:58:07 UTC  

I like FTP

2018-01-09 20:58:13 UTC  

it just looks like i went through a forest in a tee

2018-01-09 20:58:22 UTC  

Dont cut yourself for fuck's sake

2018-01-09 20:58:29 UTC  

Thats scars

2018-01-09 20:58:30 UTC  

I only use TFTP

2018-01-09 20:58:35 UTC  

i only use scp

2018-01-09 20:58:37 UTC  

i mean he's gotta learn i guess

2018-01-09 20:59:01 UTC  

Plus you are always on here talking about how you feel

2018-01-09 20:59:08 UTC  

Yiu clearly need someone to talk to

2018-01-09 20:59:23 UTC  

Why dont you get someone that can help you

2018-01-09 20:59:30 UTC  

Youll get mixed reactions here

2018-01-09 20:59:43 UTC  

Amd being depressed youll just pick the mean ones

2018-01-09 20:59:45 UTC  

whoever did the giveaway for screencheat which i won I love u because this game fucking rules

2018-01-09 20:59:53 UTC  

because there's a layer of abstraction vs talking to a shrink or s/t

2018-01-09 21:00:06 UTC  

you can easily back away from an online conversation or s/t if it gets too much

2018-01-09 21:00:13 UTC  

common thing for people ventinv, v useful honestly

2018-01-09 21:00:22 UTC  

pls dont kys though @spaqin

2018-01-09 21:00:23 UTC  

screencheat is super fun

2018-01-09 21:00:25 UTC  

True, but its better to see someone if you clearly desire for it

2018-01-09 21:00:30 UTC  

nah i'm not good at it

2018-01-09 21:00:38 UTC  

Yeah killing yourself is godawful

2018-01-09 21:00:42 UTC  

The aftermath

2018-01-09 21:00:50 UTC  

😖

2018-01-09 21:01:05 UTC  

that's not just you, killing yourself is fkn hard, i've been there plenty, made plenty attempts over the less emotionally stable periods of my life

2018-01-09 21:01:08 UTC  

that's why i'm not using my airbagless, absless car to hit a tree