Message from @Jacob

Discord ID: 530886186462478346


2019-01-04 22:35:11 UTC  

I'm a stay-at-home woman... and don't even have kids 😛

2019-01-04 22:35:41 UTC  

What’s bringing you to Utah? @PatrickAZ

2019-01-04 22:36:58 UTC  
2019-01-04 22:39:20 UTC  

@PatrickAZ Message me few days before and if I’m in town we can get together

2019-01-04 22:39:34 UTC  

Visiting family @âš¡Clarkâš¡

2019-01-04 22:40:18 UTC  

@Grayson will do. I really want to hit some good hiking spots.

2019-01-04 22:40:29 UTC  

@PatrickAZ Does your family live in Orem?

2019-01-04 22:41:13 UTC  

@Grayson no but my brother goes to the school there.

2019-01-04 22:41:21 UTC  

Oh gotcha

2019-01-04 22:41:41 UTC  

@PatrickAZ I went to BYU myself

2019-01-04 22:42:23 UTC  

Where in Arizona do you live?

2019-01-04 22:44:04 UTC  

Moly's finally handing Taleb his own a$$ 😂: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nCI0luCwM_Q&feature=youtu.be

2019-01-04 22:44:57 UTC  

I'm so impressed with Molyneaux lately!

2019-01-04 22:45:12 UTC  

Big time!

2019-01-04 22:45:46 UTC  

I'm afraid he may be pushing the envelope too far, and playing chicken with a de-platforming, but it's glorious to watch while it's happening...

2019-01-04 22:52:11 UTC  

@Grayson northern.

2019-01-04 23:00:03 UTC  

Right on. I’m going to Buckeye at the end of this month

2019-01-04 23:05:09 UTC  

How were your New Years'?

2019-01-04 23:10:04 UTC  

Mine was interesting. I spent it with some old friends from before I got into politics. I had some pretty deep conversions with them and was told I changed for the better. I felt myself drifting away from them for a while but it seems our relationships have improved a lot. One old friend in particular that I had a long conversation with seemed like he was kind of disappointed in me in the past because I was making politics into my entire identity but he's glad I've learned to express my views in a less conflict causing way.

2019-01-04 23:12:10 UTC  

I made it clear to him that I still have "controversial" views, but I've learned to express them better and he seemed to accept that even if he doesn't totally agree with me.

2019-01-04 23:13:25 UTC  

@Jacob sounds like that was still an adjustment period to the redpills you swallowed

2019-01-04 23:13:37 UTC  

thats when i was all politics all the time

2019-01-04 23:13:51 UTC  

shock and frustration at the lies id been fed

2019-01-04 23:14:59 UTC  

Another friend who I haven't seen in a while matured a lot since the last time I saw him, as did I. He told me I'm the "only person who understands politics and doesn't get mad about it" which made me kinda proud. Going forward that's the reputation I want to make for myself. Someone who my friends can be comfortable talking politics with even if they disagree with me.

2019-01-04 23:15:28 UTC  
2019-01-04 23:17:41 UTC  

@VinceChaos Ya, I think that's part of it. I got assaulted by Antifa about two years ago and one of my friends told me that I became really angry after that incident and kinda took it out on everyone.

2019-01-04 23:18:07 UTC  

i dont even blame you

2019-01-04 23:18:14 UTC  

sounds logical

2019-01-04 23:18:46 UTC  

not taking it out on everyone but frustration and emotion and anger

2019-01-04 23:19:38 UTC  

the phases of the redpill might mirror the grieving process

2019-01-04 23:20:05 UTC  

tbh I'm kinda impressed with my friends that they stayed with me through the worst of my edgy phase

2019-01-04 23:26:03 UTC  

One of them in particular who is pretty anti Trump said I changed for the better but insisted I was never particularly bad in the first place. She made it clear to me that she thinks it's dumb to lose friends over politics which I was glad to hear.

2019-01-04 23:27:13 UTC  

I'm an open white identitarian with all my friends btw. They don't seem to care as long as I discuss it calmy and don't shove my politics into every conversation.

2019-01-04 23:37:56 UTC  

The average white person really doesn't hate us, when they meet us one on one.

2019-01-04 23:38:13 UTC  

Hell, average non white person probably doesn't as much as you'd think.

2019-01-04 23:38:35 UTC  

People will scream at us in the street, but go up to someone and talk to them, human being to human being, most people will be cool even if they don't agree.

2019-01-04 23:39:40 UTC  

I think it helped a lot that my friends were already my friends for a while by the time they found out my political beliefs

2019-01-04 23:39:51 UTC  

Yeah definitely.

2019-01-04 23:42:54 UTC  

A lot of people expect us to be the ones at yell that them and they're kinda surprised when we don't.

2019-01-04 23:43:51 UTC  

Yeah, not being what they expected is a great thing to do.