Message from @Octophorpe

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2016-06-10 23:59:08 UTC  

I started delving into some dark shit I didn't want to talk about, which is probably the point

2016-06-10 23:59:14 UTC  

plus only 6 free sessions then you pay the jew

2016-06-10 23:59:37 UTC  

was it private or public?

2016-06-10 23:59:45 UTC  

through university

2016-06-11 00:00:06 UTC  

I had a mental collapse and they referred me to on site therapist

2016-06-11 00:00:13 UTC  

shit fam

2016-06-11 00:00:15 UTC  

u k

2016-06-11 00:00:26 UTC  

yeah, I've had depression my whole life, or as long as I can remember

2016-06-11 00:00:33 UTC  

but it was particularly bad then

2016-06-11 00:01:03 UTC  

doesn't need a reason, just feel down in general

2016-06-11 00:01:15 UTC  

yeah

2016-06-11 00:01:23 UTC  

my ma has it

2016-06-11 00:02:45 UTC  

its pretty chill here, you pay your first visits individually like 15€/visit

2016-06-11 00:03:05 UTC  

Can you not get it on the NHS?

2016-06-11 00:03:10 UTC  

then when you reach 100€ you get to for free for one year

2016-06-11 00:03:27 UTC  

my GP urged me to try it again but the number he gave me to call was a private practice

2016-06-11 00:03:38 UTC  

don't think you do unless you're deeply disturbed

2016-06-11 00:04:08 UTC  

I've never done anything like attempt suicide so I'm on the middling spectrum to them

2016-06-11 00:04:31 UTC  

think you need to be like GP MAN I WILL KILL MASELF TOMORROW IF I DON'T SEE A THERAPIST to get it written off by NHS

2016-06-11 00:04:52 UTC  

!play s3rl genre police

2016-06-11 00:04:53 UTC  

the wait times are awful here

2016-06-11 00:05:01 UTC  

Oh okay

2016-06-11 00:05:03 UTC  

you need to wait like 1-2 months to get to see one

2016-06-11 00:05:09 UTC  

I don't know much about it all tbh

2016-06-11 00:05:33 UTC  

>every irc, discord, whatever I'm in ends up talking about depression and suicide

2016-06-11 00:05:52 UTC  

1/4 people have it or get it, p good chance someone is on it

2016-06-11 00:05:53 UTC  

plus

2016-06-11 00:06:02 UTC  

better to talk than keep it a taboo for normies in it

2016-06-11 00:06:43 UTC  

Tbh, it's not like chan culture puts any limits on talking about shit

2016-06-11 00:07:00 UTC  

You just risk ridicule but nobody gives a fuck about taboo or shit

2016-06-11 00:07:29 UTC  

Yeah I've been taking down forums with my cancer my whole life, ridicule doesn't impact me

2016-06-11 00:07:46 UTC  

single-handedly made a Zelda forum shut down from sheer cancer at 12 yo

2016-06-11 00:08:03 UTC  

I prefer frankness to hugboxes any day

2016-06-11 00:08:13 UTC  

>cancer in 2000

2016-06-11 00:08:33 UTC  

I started some revolution against the mods

2016-06-11 00:08:36 UTC  

they took the whole site down

2016-06-11 00:08:50 UTC  

and copy pasted an email from me saying I'm happy I killed their site

2016-06-11 00:08:58 UTC  

probably around zombiis age

2016-06-11 00:09:15 UTC  

tbf they could have just banned me, I don't think they knew how