It felt somewhat scripted as though she had planned it in advance, Li
ke she wanted it to go a certain way
I felt that I'd waited too long and this was her way of telling me 'just ask me out already'
So i do it
I go up to her
ask her what she;s doing in the holidays
She says she's free for the entirety of the holidays
I say 'man I'm jealous, I have to study 4 hours a day with 9 people in my house'
So then she says those word
'Maybe we can meet up sometime'
I actually thought i might have a date
For the first time
a gf, even
I say that's a great idea and she says she'll text me
Remember this: We were talking at the lockers so people likely heard this
I go to the gym fucking ecstatic
But when i'm working out I get this message
hold on, I'll read it exactly off my phone
'hey [my name]'
'hey, [her name] right?'
'yep, [her name] :)'
'I don't know how rumours went round this fast, but apparently we are going on a date? I am really sorry to upset you like this, but I ahve feelings for someone else'
sorry to hear that man
did you say anything in response?
'Oh yeah, I understand'
'I don't understand what you're apologising for'