i cant leave, have literally 10 dollars right now and I don’t get paid for another week at least, and even then itll only be a few hundred bucks

its like i said, i shouldn’t have said that to my sister. I’m probably doomed

i already knew she was compromised, it was an emotional outburst because she was the last person in the world who i thought still loved me and every day she sends me these bullshit texts and i can’t keep faking it every day, its soul crushing

If you are careful you should be able to tell her. Hey I made a big mistake when I told you that. Wait and wait for her response. Say as few words as possible. Answer with as few words as possible.

It is just to have enough time to get out. Regardless you can come here and speak.

Do not respond to her text. Do not play that game.

for now, anyway. we’ll see what happens when my mom gets home. I’ll probably get screamed at and pushed out the door into an ER. I refuse to go back, I’ll become homeless if thats what it takes. I don’t care anymore, I’m an adult they cant just force me into a hospital for no reason its bullshit, i should have never gone in the first place

so many regrets, its hard coming to terms with the fact that you’ll probably never reach 30. they might even give me cancer or something so they can pretend like it was natural

I’m such an idiot, cant believe i said that to her, what a huge mistake on my part

this is what happens when you let sin into your heart, even for a second. played right into their game hook, line, and sinker

you can still leave the house if you hear her call handlers

or if you see anything suspicious

and then become a bum with no phone, internet, or food, and get followed, and become even more suppressed and vulnerable than I am now

You don't have a stash of saved money?

For emergency?

no

This is the thing I hate the most about what they have done to We the People. Even a job gives you very little money. So little numerous people are forced to move back home and no one likes it.

When I graduated from High School it was easy to get a job with enough income to pay rent and have a wife who would not need to work.

this country has changed, and it will never be the same again. its now a slave state. guess I’ll just try to be strong, and pray that God will deliver me. All I can do now. i have lived for so many years completely alone, practically my entire life. I almost hate to say it, but I was made for this, and not many people could handle this better than I can. I am used to being alone. it will be hard to adjust to the fact that my family has betrayed me, but If God gives me His grace, I can do this. I’ll be patient, I’ll trust in the only One I have left. Either that, or its the end for me, or at least the beginning of the end. Its blasphemy to be afraid when God is with you, so I’ll try to cling to the only hope I have right now

God will get you through it.

https://youtu.be/K_A3oxsqk9M

@Morning Dew

@Morning Dew

You’re right ultimately, whether living or dying, fear has no place in the process. It doesn’t help regardless. I’m not going to give evil the pleasure

2 Timothy 1:7

**2 Timothy 1:7 - New Revised Standard Version (NRSV)**

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<7> for God did not give us a spirit of cowardice, but rather a spirit of power and of love and of self-discipline. ```

Because for anything to be logically true, for anything to be right or wrong, you need an imperical point of reference for all logic, for all right and wrong

Something that is infinitely true in any and every way'

Something that defines right from wrong

The only thing that can fill that position, is God

Only a creator could be infinitely true, be a point of reference for right and wrong, and have the authority to determine what is logical

@Round Earther

And the world is obviously a creation, evolution and biology is literally a laundry list of excuses accumulated over multiple centuries and thousands of liars. You can make an extremely convincing lie about anything under those parameters, especially when there’s a secret society with a tyrannical grip on education like we have

The fact that their is a near linear path in any and every progressive context eg. technological advancements, moral understanding, mathamatical breakthroughs, social evolution; For their to be a plan there must be a planner, for there to be a moral law there must be a moral law writer, for there to be a creation there must be a creator

History is also filled with lies. The most common excuse for disregarding the Bible is that similar stories were found “before” the biblical texts. I don’t believe these dates they give, I don’t believe they’re even capable of dating things, the depth something is buried is relative to dozens of factors, carbon dating is nonsense, there are literally a handful of primary sources for thousands of years of history, it is EXTREMELY suspicious that there’s barely any evidence of thousands of years of human history, especially considering they actively destroy all evidence that contradicts their narrative, leading to a fairly obviously realization for any intelligent individual that they’re just fabricating evidence whenever necessary. When you take the next step and realize there’s a devil who is a master of a deception and could very effectively leave a breadcrumb trail of lies, and that our society has been controlled by devil worshippers for 2000-5000 years, the only stupid opinion is believing that official narrative

Most people don’t realize that the majority of what we know comes from heavily disputed secondary and tertiary sources from the Middle Ages, and the Jesuits simply destroyed or discredited all alternative narratives. Tell me, why do we believe an obvious lie perpetuated by evil people, and disregard the silenced sources perpetuated by individuals with superior intelligence who fought against the powers in the pursuit of seeking the real truth?

Have you guys looked into Ron Wyatt? What do you think of him?

There is a convincing argument to be made that 1000 years have been added to our history, and that the entire Middle Ages is a fabricated history. It doesn’t make sense that society backtracked for a thousand years after the romans, anyone who has studied Roman history realizes that it was far more advanced. The only evidence to the contrary is cathedrals, which were probably made in roman times,

https://youtu.be/Sdw9s-_mY20

Check that out for anyone interested

When Wyatt allegedly found Noah's Ark, he briefly worked with NASA astronaut James Irwin