Message from @Deleted User 57835c2c
Discord ID: 302165318338347012
think about yourself
that habit may not be easy to kill
instead of thinking about other people and talking about yourself
do the opposite
if you do choose the double down route, don't think you'll just stay as you are now
you'll get worse
of course "worse" may be a more successful person, who may even be well liked
that's the real choice here, true self vs. false self
Joe was very successful in business. He bragged that his narcissism allowed him to be tough-minded and make the right decisions even when it might be unpopular with his colleagues. He brought the same tough-minded approach to being a husband and father.
this is you
wuzzat from
Avoid the Four Horsemen – Learn how to stop Criticism, Defensiveness, Contempt, and Stonewalling.
you've got all 4 in big helpings
yes
the narcissist is stunted in that he doesn't have a clear emotional sense of the other person
like a kid
you can't blame a kid for doing some rude shit or whatever
they don't understand
this is rationalization, that should not be a choice
I decide first that I don't like them, then I stop viewing them as a person
yeah
I actually feel quite strongly and regularly do things like crying for patients on wards
sounds about right
I don't think I've shed a tear for a human being in my life
and yet I am the crazy narcissist
you're not crazy but yes
that's why I said it
I'm not a normal person, but I don't have a personality disorder
so you cannot simply use such stuff as evidence that you are okay or relatively okay
it is somewhat heartening, but I can't make out the twists and turns in your mind
that led to you crying for a patient on a ward
my instinct is to say it touched your true self, which is childish and hence vulnerable
so you teared up
but I don't know.
that is about right
I think if you were fully mature in yourself, you wouldn't cry either
this child stuff
it can sound like an insult