Message from @Deleted User 57835c2c

Discord ID: 316936529186521089


2017-05-24 13:43:33 UTC  

I am 100% sure of that

2017-05-24 13:43:40 UTC  

you'd make money now

2017-05-24 13:43:43 UTC  

you could invest it

2017-05-24 13:43:55 UTC  

at least after 2 years i can quit and say i got at least something going

2017-05-24 13:44:26 UTC  

other than 2 years of bourgeoisie subjects, average joes, boring books and pretending i care about international border laws or EU

2017-05-24 13:44:32 UTC  

normal retards have no idea how money works at all

2017-05-24 13:44:37 UTC  

I don't need to be different but I am effectively different because everyone around me hates their job and spends their money on fast food and cable tv

2017-05-24 13:45:16 UTC  

no amount of wage can compensate me for the ugliness and existential misery of this world

2017-05-24 13:46:09 UTC  

haha

2017-05-24 13:46:54 UTC  

we basically live in the metal gear universe now

2017-05-24 13:48:03 UTC  

consider this even

2017-05-24 13:48:08 UTC  

this is a country of 600k people

2017-05-24 13:48:13 UTC  

in even such a small place

2017-05-24 13:48:24 UTC  

we have at least thousands of people who are consdiered super-duper "qualified"

2017-05-24 13:48:45 UTC  

i can scan their entire life and find nothing exceptional

2017-05-24 13:48:53 UTC  

not only in material matters

2017-05-24 13:49:06 UTC  

but their life isn't enjoyable at all thanks to their qualifications, nor do they produce anything

2017-05-24 13:49:16 UTC  

they are just another guy with a job to do for somebody else

2017-05-24 13:50:54 UTC  

it's better not to invest yourself in these matters, and even if you do something merely to get paid, at least you remain detached

2017-05-24 13:51:22 UTC  

for let's face it, the only really and in it's substance dignified and enjoyable work is the one that nobody gives you a paycheck for

2017-05-24 13:52:36 UTC  

yes

2017-05-24 13:53:03 UTC  

in today's world adult working life means being deprived of all dignity, personal agency or self expression in even the slightest matters

2017-05-24 13:54:19 UTC  

I am starting to hate the shit out of psychiatry

2017-05-24 13:54:43 UTC  

they talk as if depression is a brain disorder, not a natural reaction to the world as it presents itself

2017-05-24 13:54:56 UTC  

"it's a brain disorder where you don't have enough serotonin lol"

2017-05-24 13:55:33 UTC  

do you live in a big city

2017-05-24 13:55:34 UTC  

horrible experience of life with no hope for the future->fucking magnets->magical decrease in serotonin->pill fixes it

2017-05-24 13:55:39 UTC  

yes

2017-05-24 13:55:47 UTC  

a hive

2017-05-24 13:55:51 UTC  

yuck

2017-05-24 13:55:54 UTC  

dalit hive

2017-05-24 13:56:03 UTC  

I am in a small town for the first time and it's a world of difference

2017-05-24 13:56:17 UTC  

well yeah you live on the scale people were meant to live

2017-05-24 13:56:33 UTC  

we are moving right now and we have to be home so dalits can come into our place and look at it

2017-05-24 13:57:16 UTC  

yeah. it feels that way. I have plans to move back to a city in a year or two but I'm trying to slither out of it. after a year of walking to work I can't imagine getting in a car and joining the freeway of ants

2017-05-24 13:58:01 UTC  

it's funny how a long commute --> magnets --> no seratonin

2017-05-24 13:59:27 UTC  

yes

2017-05-24 13:59:37 UTC  

hellish life->???->omg brain chemicals 😦

2017-05-24 13:59:48 UTC  

maybe, just maybe, we are people and this is an unacceptable way to live

2017-05-24 14:00:00 UTC  

just a thought I guess

2017-05-24 14:56:17 UTC  

a person I work with has been out of the office for two days at a critical time