Message from @Someguy

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2018-02-06 18:31:49 UTC  

I hope that was a wake up call for him.

2018-02-06 18:34:40 UTC  

@Josh I like having autism 😃

2018-02-06 18:37:53 UTC  

Because it made me more passionate than normal boring people and it makes you believe less in irrational things as well as feeling telling the truth is more natural and important to you than playing a social game.

2018-02-06 18:38:10 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/267086373285134338/410504460922650634/swass2.png

2018-02-06 18:39:59 UTC  

My programmer art 😊

2018-02-06 18:44:16 UTC  

Nice

2018-02-06 19:09:18 UTC  

If I didn't get autism I wouldn't have a genius level visuospatial intelligence. The rest of my family have mediocre or low intelligence and belive in paranormal activity, karma, ghosts and shit. They don't have metacognition which I have that enabled me to go from having a cognitive impairment that made me unable to compute even basic arithmetic to teaching myself the kind of applied math you use in engineering later in life. Went straight from not even knowing the pythagorean theorem to vectors, then like about a month later I implemented a simulation of a light ray reflecting off of a lens and refracting through it since the ray diverges because it gets slower when it propagates through a denser material.

2018-02-06 19:10:10 UTC  

If I ever write a math course for beginners it would assume you could add, subtract, multiply and divide and just start with vectors.

2018-02-06 19:20:31 UTC  

Autism probably made me extremely persistent too, I just never stopped trying. Most people give up I hear that all the time, like I could draw 3d images two years later than the lowest ever age that ability has been observed in research on human cognition. And I could do that because I just couldn't accept not being able to draw things the way I saw them in my mind so I just drew and drew until I could. Normal people give up and never discover the cognitive processes behind learning in general. Others say "oh I couldn't ever do that, I can only draw a stick figure" sure is impossible with that attitude. Even though I thought I wouldn't be able to learn everything I always wanted I still did in the end because I couldn't stop.

2018-02-06 19:20:40 UTC  

Cheers 😎

2018-02-06 19:22:27 UTC  

I'm glad that you have found strength in it

2018-02-06 19:23:01 UTC  

Yeah, unfortunately most people aren't like me and only 10% here in Sweden even has a job.

2018-02-06 19:23:39 UTC  

We live in dark times

2018-02-06 19:24:34 UTC  

Yeah.

2018-02-06 19:24:42 UTC  

Where are you from @Josh?

2018-02-06 19:25:03 UTC  

Maryland, USA

2018-02-06 19:36:25 UTC  

Lol I was bullied while growing up too, even by my dad, he was a super abusive alcoholic, I was told I'll never get a job, that I was retarded, I'll never accomplish anything, that I'm worthless from the age eight onwards as mom divorced him and because of the problems caused by my autism my dad forced feces to my face as punishment saying "they used to do this to dogs but they don't even do it to them anymore", he tried to gaslight me and my siblings(it worked on them) daily to try to make us think his abuse was normal, he was very violent. Mom died from cancer when I was 12 so he got full custody and made our lives a living hell, and he didn't even respect our mourning. My siblings helplessly clinged on to him despite the abuse, I said goodbye when I was 17 by beating the shit out of him and never returned again.

2018-02-06 19:37:59 UTC  

They say it's important with early intervention, I didn't get any help but still managed to both learn how to act appropriate socially to a pretty "okay" level considering everything that happened.

2018-02-06 19:39:53 UTC  

Something to be happy about when only 10% has a job and many are still like I was socially when I was 12 🤔

2018-02-06 19:40:37 UTC  

Also I once had a friend who commited suicide because he felt guilty about wanting to complain to his parents for fighting eachother. Like wtf ...

2018-02-06 19:41:47 UTC  

🙁

2018-02-06 20:00:24 UTC  

@Josh are you openly racist and natsoc?

2018-02-06 20:00:52 UTC  

Even at work!

2018-02-06 20:00:53 UTC  

😄

2018-02-06 22:30:04 UTC  

i'm still happy gwn remembers my excellent work at taking over greatapes for coontown

2018-02-06 22:42:40 UTC  
2018-02-06 22:43:33 UTC  

@Someguy I am honest when asked about it, but I generally treat people with respect

2018-02-06 22:44:18 UTC  

Like I hate niggers, but it has never been my goal to make their lives more difficult, I want to live separately from them

2018-02-06 22:44:36 UTC  

Jews are the one group that I am always apprehensive around

2018-02-06 22:44:54 UTC  

I'm very very guarded and taciturn around Jews

2018-02-06 23:03:03 UTC  

just stick to right-wing jews

2018-02-06 23:03:08 UTC  

leftist jews are fucking insane

2018-02-06 23:25:33 UTC  

sup

2018-02-06 23:26:10 UTC  

Is anyone here familiar with Robert Greene's books?

2018-02-06 23:52:39 UTC  

I'm more familiar with his co-author, Curtis Jackson

2018-02-07 00:07:36 UTC  

That must have been insanely embarassing lol

2018-02-07 00:08:05 UTC  

Seems Greene forgot about Law 5

2018-02-07 00:23:55 UTC  

I am thinking to decrease the bond portion of my investments because I don't believe in America

2018-02-07 00:25:04 UTC  

🤔