Message from @E4S1911-MN
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It was about all the wars he'd been in
From like 1899-1945
war, war never changes
yeah tbh it WAS fun
its hard to admit
but its something im working on in therapy
yeah almsot all is my personal footage
2002-2007 were some CRAZY years ill never forget
ahh therapy
I hate it
still feels like yesterday
They always pry
yeah
like drink bleach faggot I'm not telling you my life story
I don't mean to sound presumptuous, but I can see where you are coming from with the whole "PTSD but enjoyed it" think.
yeah
part of the ptsd is why i want to go back so bad
when i went last year to fight with the Kurds i was so happy, like happier than id ever been in years
dont feel bad about being "presumtions" or prying, im happy to answer anything, im an open book
just kind of in a bad place tonight, and talking helps
What's warfare like?
Crazy, confusing, loud, but at the same time all your senses are 200%
Did you ever kill someone?
give me sec
yeah a couple
not giving out a number
How does it feel?
jej
What would you say the US K/D ratio was? Do our forces take out more terrorists than they lose?
pretty fucking good, not like OMG i illed someone, but like FUCK YEAH I DID MY JOB AND IM STILL ALIVE
Do you think that's common?
i saw a lot of that
especially in the Marines, were trained to want that kill
and it feels good
Interesting.
Where do you think the PTSD comes from? Closeness to death? Actions?
closeness to death, anxiety about whats gonna happen, hyper alertness, being shot, just a lot