Message from @!.MESSIEH

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2020-02-19 04:37:28 UTC  

oh shit nigga

2020-02-19 04:37:36 UTC  

last five years has gone by in a snap

2020-02-19 04:37:46 UTC  

well i mean i hope the rest goes well

2020-02-19 04:37:53 UTC  

all I hope is

2020-02-19 04:37:58 UTC  

when i'm ready to go

2020-02-19 04:38:03 UTC  

nobody misses my ass

2020-02-19 04:38:17 UTC  

lol why dont you want to be missed

2020-02-19 04:38:33 UTC  

depends how good ur ass is

2020-02-19 04:38:40 UTC  

eh I think of it like this

2020-02-19 04:38:42 UTC  

death is death

2020-02-19 04:39:00 UTC  

if my family spends more than a day mourning my ass (me) they fucked up

2020-02-19 04:39:09 UTC  

:(

2020-02-19 04:39:28 UTC  

well even if death is death its still sad when a loved one died

2020-02-19 04:39:28 UTC  

GG @wolfennaxxi, you just advanced to level 8!

2020-02-19 04:39:34 UTC  

Yeah

2020-02-19 04:39:34 UTC  

eh

2020-02-19 04:39:37 UTC  

honestly

2020-02-19 04:39:40 UTC  

if im 100%

2020-02-19 04:39:48 UTC  

Dont put yourself down like that

2020-02-19 04:39:57 UTC  

i've been ready for the last 11 years

2020-02-19 04:40:01 UTC  

You matter more then you know

2020-02-19 04:40:02 UTC  

im not putting myself down

2020-02-19 04:40:11 UTC  

but I don't want people being sad when im gone

2020-02-19 04:40:19 UTC  

I promised my parents i'd outlive them

2020-02-19 04:40:28 UTC  

i'll keep that promise no matter what

2020-02-19 04:40:31 UTC  

Ahh

2020-02-19 04:40:35 UTC  

I see

2020-02-19 04:40:37 UTC  

aw sweet

2020-02-19 04:40:42 UTC  

but after that

2020-02-19 04:40:45 UTC  

all bets are off

2020-02-19 04:40:52 UTC  

oh

2020-02-19 04:40:52 UTC  

i'll start doing stupid but fun shit

2020-02-19 04:40:58 UTC  

bungie jumping, sky diving, just shit that'd make a fun death

2020-02-19 04:41:10 UTC  

oh fuck that i hate heights

2020-02-19 04:41:32 UTC  

I get an adrenline high from heights

2020-02-19 04:41:47 UTC  

time slows down and seconds feel like minutes

2020-02-19 04:42:03 UTC  

sounds fun

2020-02-19 04:42:16 UTC  

it is

2020-02-19 04:42:23 UTC  

but it can be terrifying

2020-02-19 04:42:29 UTC  

yeah

2020-02-19 04:43:50 UTC  

also I see death differently