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instead of thinking about other people and talking about yourself
do the opposite
if you do choose the double down route, don't think you'll just stay as you are now
you'll get worse
of course "worse" may be a more successful person, who may even be well liked
that's the real choice here, true self vs. false self
Joe was very successful in business. He bragged that his narcissism allowed him to be tough-minded and make the right decisions even when it might be unpopular with his colleagues. He brought the same tough-minded approach to being a husband and father.
this is you
Avoid the Four Horsemen – Learn how to stop Criticism, Defensiveness, Contempt, and Stonewalling.
you've got all 4 in big helpings
the narcissist is stunted in that he doesn't have a clear emotional sense of the other person
like a kid
you can't blame a kid for doing some rude shit or whatever
they don't understand
anyone I behave narcissistically towards, I do not want to empathize with
this is rationalization, that should not be a choice
I decide first that I don't like them, then I stop viewing them as a person
I actually feel quite strongly and regularly do things like crying for patients on wards
sounds about right
I don't think I've shed a tear for a human being in my life
and yet I am the crazy narcissist
you're not crazy but yes
that's why I said it
I'm not a normal person, but I don't have a personality disorder
so you cannot simply use such stuff as evidence that you are okay or relatively okay
it is somewhat heartening, but I can't make out the twists and turns in your mind
that led to you crying for a patient on a ward
my instinct is to say it touched your true self, which is childish and hence vulnerable
so you teared up
but I don't know.
that is about right
I think if you were fully mature in yourself, you wouldn't cry either
this child stuff
it can sound like an insult
really, it's not
I hope you understand
it's just what it is
you're not actually a child
for traumatic reasons (likely) your development in a cognitive (I think spiritual) domain has been arrested or curtailed
it's not your fault, but then it is too
because you do have a choice
I need to go do some shopping, be back later
oh one question
how did it feel to cry in that situation
good? bad? confusing? uncontrollable? cathartic?
the best I can say is it felt right and appropriate
like something I feel like I should normally do much more often but I refuse to because most humans are such garbage
so instead when something bad happens to them I force myself to think "good, they deserved it, haha dalits are dead"
IN HONOR OF THE 152nd ANNIVERSARY OF ABRAHAM LINCOLN'S ASSASSINATION TOMORROW I PRESENT
THE ADVENTURNES OF LE HAPPY MERCHANT
this is interesting
specifically that russia's IQ is 97
I have seen many estimates of russian IQ and they are never far below the average for other white countries
the data is in line with my theory of russians as a morally, culturally and spiritually broken people rather than genetic garbage
"I don't think I've shed a tear for a human being in my life"
our military folks
this is fun
I found out that my wall-facing handstand push ups, which are basically full range, have me using 95% body weight and my decline push ups are using 80% of it
so doing those for high volume does not really leave much to be desired for pushing strength
the new handstand push ups are so difficult I can only do like 5
I think I will train them in a 20x1 fashion next week instead of even trying to do sets
not even as a boy
no, not for someone else
It's often the case
maybe if some bad shit happened to my close family
that would be different
we'll have tranny marines in no time
strong men also cry
wait so... as I understand, bombings are continuing
so are we just at war now all of the sudden?
we're bombing isis
they're not a state
I thought IS (american backed rebels) were finished now at that Syria had been liberated. So this attack was against the Syrian state
But actually it's a good question: doesn't that equal war?
we told the russians who told the syrians
who moved shit
the real thought to come out of this is that trum pis a pussy
why should we care how assad kills them?
why should we care if they even die?
these idiots knew the consequences of fucking with him
I don't suppose he particularly cares either
and now he has Hezbollah, Iran, and Russia backing him
It's a strategic/symbolic gesture
in a religious war
but what exactly is achieved by it I don't know
how is Assad killing 87 people with gas
different from himkilling 800 with starvation?
We haven't really heard much more about the attack either
There's been no war
he let the civilian population flee aleppo to a more rural, less urban place
that will b easier for him to tkae
where he of course will kill them
not that we should care
these coalition fighters will end up starved and tortured in syrian pirson
before having hteir bodies dumped
why should we even care?
these people are primitive religious fanatacs
fighting a war they can't win
where they knew what the consequences would be
where is the religious fanaticism in the above
their country ended up controlled by an occult religion, which is adhered to by an insular minority of the population
the Alawites will never drop their rule peacefully, it's against their interests
they would fear being cleansed (rightfully)
it's like if some Jewish Kabbalists or something ended up in control of the US at all levels
and bombed out Houston once some local uprising occurred against them by a group
you can have a negative opinion of Islam, Muslims and Arabs and still be realistic, principled, fair, pragmatic
> it's like if some Jewish Kabbalists or something ended up in control of the US at all levels
and bombed out Houston once some local uprising occurred against them by a group
my mind was like "wait that's not how you spell waco"
The local uprising in Houston is Amerika/DMU
but that is led by a kabbalist
✡✡✡ DMU ✡✡✡
hey prozak want an article
I came here expecting to find interestnig debate unfolding when i left
i was met with more episodes from the series of "nightmares of american multiculturalism"
I went to the theater tonight
It was horrible
On the scene, an imbecile performance
In audience, a bourgeoisie crowd laughs in order to fit in and overcome their status-signalling anxieties
In Evolian spirit, I decided to ride the tiger and i begin laughing myself
Not due to amusement about the deviant performance on stage, but quite sincerely, at the bizareness of entire situation
I came out hating theater twice as much as I hated it otherwise
Bretts wordlview is shockingly about "us" and "them" in a most provincial sense possible
And I don't mean solely in terms of the previous dispute
But then again, the influence of my superior philosophy will eventually clear the waters
you're a minnow still
few years though, sure
you're not getting heart of prozak
where certainty crumbles
I think you severely underestimate my ability to read between lines
Which is why it concerns me twice as much
right back at you buddy
I read this book
It's his core work, so to speak
Along with "The Symbols of Sacred Science"
I can't be certain, but I would guess about 4-5 years
apologies for the patronizing
I'm not catching up
What do you mean 4-5 years
In 4-5 years you will be a real power, a journeyman intellect
but not yet
prozak probably bothers you for similar reasons to how I bother you
he doesn't bother me
layers of fake hiding the truth, each time you think you made progress it's more fake
I don't see it that way but I do see your point
you're not right though
and check out a younger version of the man
but if you think I overlooked something please point it out
you'll have to go pre-ANUS essays
now that I have not read
I don't even know where to start right now to show you
Nester is better at this
I've lost track
I wrote a thing on how indie music reveals the existential dread dwelling within white millennials
showing mechanistically how collapse->neurosis->indie
like what for example, what indie music
seems like something up his alley
just so I'm clear
rilo kiley is an example
go into The Undiscovered Country
well one thing I will go out on a limb and assert about prozak as an individual
there we go
he is so into this "esoteric = hidden in plain sight" idea that he applies it to his personality
he will signal things at you in ways so subtle it becomes difficult to distinguish from delusion of reference
because outright stating is for plebs
if you state things in terms of simple dichotomies and principles
the vehicle of the reader's reason supplies the inbetween
they, bottom up, develop your philosophy (in a sense)
this can be good or bad, depending on intent and spirit
aphorisms are powerful carriers of truth
Everything in an individual is transient, as I have repedeately told
Since everything he assumes is almost as a rule an apprearance
this conceit can be used to define him
if you wish to
That, and the persistent and stubborn influx of the subconscious in what an individual self-perceives as entirely rational and detached
I have no morals, but I have my own code of ethics I developed at about age 12.
ye olde prozak
DISTRIBUTING DONUTS HERE
CURRENT PHILOSOPHY IS CONSISTENT WITH THE OLD
I NEED TO COMPILE IT ALL IN ONE PLACE
donuts all around
ITS ESSENCE COMES FROM THE ORIGINAL VISION THAT BECAME NIHILISM
THAT IS THAT THE HUMAN HEAD IS A CONFUSED PLACE
First mistake, last mistake
AND SO WHAT MATTERS IS NOT RATIONALITY, PER SE, BUT LOGICAL ANALYSIS FOCUSED ON WORLD NOT HUMAN SYMBOLS OF IT
ALL HUMAN MISTAKES ARE A FIFO BUFFER?
hey prozak did you see I have an article for you if you want?
I was just quoting Mustaine
Does anybody else have a problem with writting things and then scrapping them
How do you mean
you have an overly perfectionist streak
also I do not eat donuts
Just Do It.
can you make like a lentil or something for me?
But yes I empathize
oh boy lots of bad postmodern poetry here
I am a perfectionist, but that does not necessarily lead to perfect results mind you
no offense pzak
@Deleted User 57835c2c NO, I DID NOT; CAN YOU MAIL IT TO ME?
can I PM it?
THAT ALSO WORKS
@devolved YES, SOME TERRIBLE POETRY. THEN AGAIN, MOST OF IT WAS DESIGNED FOR THE RADIO SHOW
SO IT IS MORE RHYTHM AND TONE THAN ANYTHING ELSE
EXCEPT THE SHEEP POEMS
Brett's anti-Irishness is a form of subversive online trolling effort
THOSE WERE AWESOME
BTW, Grant was performing a leap of faith when he concluded how British Isles prior to Saxon invasions were entirely of Mediteranean origin
i dont think that's correct at all