what county

(j/k)

That was status quo for my youth and then by early college everyone started drinking and whoring and I just became withdrawn into my own stuff

I continually improved while everyone else got continually worse

What kind of women do you prefer

I mean, honestly

My wife

Oh you are married

He's Mormon

Of course he is

Basically I just noticed one day that people were crass idiots

I thought Mormons like business

so you dressed and spoke differently than the other people

They watch fantasy about people who are smart and beautiful and fit who do not drink or swear or sleep around, but never think to become that way

Honestly, all the Mormons were kinda seen as weird in so cal

I didn't dress different, I tried to at least look normal

oh

Sorry I misread

I was outspoken and would hold my ground when I first got alienated, but as time went on I gave up and just got quieter

two mormon preachers here once approached my on the pavement

and kinda inquired whether i would attend some english classes or whatever

what are you doing in NJ then @Deleted User 57835c2c

and i remember giving them advice to dress less nerdy

Chasing money

Was it strictly on account of the advance courses

i asked them if they knew how they look like, and they said like what, and i said you look like couple of americans from the moon

dress like normal people

because I was briefly in some of those and never experienced anything like that

they didnt

But I dropped them as fast as I could

They look neat and cute like they want a gay man to date them

ties with diagonal stripes

and white shirts

Not entirely but I think those classes started it

they look like salesmen

which they essentially are

They have a strict dress code

Did they change your attitude

yes, so do sales businesess

No, they opened my eyes

or were you the same

to?

@༺པརབྱར།བསངཇ༻ me ?

Also what types of things were you outspoken about

you converted to mormonism from missionary activity @Deleted User 57835c2c ?

No exilarch @The Enlightened Shepherd

How most retards would ostracize or attack you for nearly nothing

wait wait

Exilarch is a Mormon for real ?

Yes

yeah

So what do you do Exilarch, sell cars ?

Interesting

did you finish your track @The Enlightened Shepherd

I guess a better way would be to say I stuck up for myself as I was, but later just tried to hide it

Like Lisa simpson hiding in her room

@fallot which one ?

how did you see yourself

in those days

the one you didnt link on youtube

ahhh i posted a link to one track i finished just couple of days ago

What age

The advanced classes

but after couple of days of critical listening i must say im not satisfied with it's sound either, even though i generally liked the idea

When it "started"

I made friends with a few kids going through it too, one was a super nerd and the other was a super influential sociopath

Mix was far from perfect and somehow it lacks enough headroom

were you a nerd

He is a Mormon are you kidding me

Yeah

Your interest in anime and RPGs

That didn't happen unto later though

@The Enlightened Shepherd yeah dude I'm just asking, don't want to be presumptuous

As a kid it was just gangs and books

Games

Video

?

Yeah

I had sega

ok

ooh me too

I wasn't a total shut in though, I played a few sports casually, did a little skateboarding, played guitar

My dad bought me a Genesis for my brithday but I didn't want to play it. At one point he told me that I couldn't go swimming unless I did.

lol

And then I loved it lol

There was evidence I was a nerd retard but also that I wasn't

Did you just kinda pick a side at some point

No, I just left

You mean the evidence isnt conclusive

Like "OK I'm just going to sit at the weird table"

when did you become a Mormon

and how

I was more of a loner

Also I still wanna know what town or specific area you grew up in since I'm still in so cal

I had a few friends and we would go wander and not eat with others

You don't have to answer but you'd be a lot cooler if you did

That literally never worked on me

What

Me and my few friends just never even saw ourselves as part of society

a born outsider