lmfao

if you didn't get it, i agree with you

im not laughing at you catfish im laughing at mcguyvers translation of my post

spot on

that was for mcguyver

XD

@Sir Harndes @xringarcher1440

I was quoting from earlier

Archer asked if I recall

yeah i got it

im sorry my bedside manner isnt good

Thank you kings. Im glad i came here with my petty shit

Seriously take up hiking or fishing

It’s good for the soul

Go do something outside

yes

Especially work out

I think its about warm enough to do shit in the wooded parts

Release some endorphins king

It literally will change your entire outlook

It also makes you feel small but not in an insignificant way

Like you are a part of something much bigger

But it definitely makes your problems seem smaller

Also, if you really have some weird desire to kill a living being, start hunting. Killing isnt what its about in the long run but for that split second you will be ending an animal's life

I've wanted to hunt for a long time

I only have knives

Fuck it

Hunting rifles are relatively cheap

Lots of hog hunting outfitters will let you go on a knife hunt

just saying

Then go fishing

Get a rod and go merc fish all day

Then you get to use your knives to clean them and have a fire healthy meal

Hell, I'll do you one better...start bowfishing

Yes

Or bow hunting

Id rather the animal know im hunting it

Give it a chance

trust me, animals in a no-fence situation have more than a chance

Bow fishing sounds pretty dope tho. That'll give me a reason to go to the gun shop

Bet. It'll be fun

One buddy of mine, he lives down in Florida and lives right on a brackish water river, wanted to start bowfishing so I convinced my dad to sell him an old recurve for him to start shooting, he bought bowfishing tackle for cheap. If you really want to try it I can advise you on what tackle to buy

he goes out and kills gar and catfish on the regular

Oh cool

I want a gar skull

Best of both worlds

See buddy people will help you but YOU gotta go put in the work

Find a good spot and hike to it, that way you get exercise and time in nature

Get a cheap rod and holder and bring a book for when they aren’t close enough to shore

Read good mind healthy literature

Thats not abad idea tbh

well boys, i'm signing off for a while as i might've just fucked alot of shit up tonight

@Kaptain bonez whats up chief?

been having a bunch of shit go on with my girlfriend as of late, don't even know what the fuck happened because i never even said a word until tonight

after all the shit that happened during my move, i think i'm just now starting to finally have a goddamned mental breakdown because i don't even know what i'm doing at this point anymore. i push myself to apply for jobs, nobody bats an eye. but the day i tell them i didn't get the job for whatever reason even if it's lack of experience, they use it against me like it's my fault for not being able to get to work.

my own girlfriend, fucking telling people i'm with her just because she supports me. i haven't got a dollar to my name and nowhere else to go and if it boils down to me having to leave, i've already talked with my mom about me moving back in until i can get some shit figured out.

@Kaptain bonez what skills do you have

Any certs?

Any degrees?

no degrees, no certs. all i've got is first hand experience in a few fields but even despite being with certain jobs over a year i still don't have enough for some of the jobs here

Mid west?

Hmm

Even then

Do you have a clean driving record atleast?

Can you lift 100-200 pounds?

No degrees as In not even high school?

Go Monday to the nearest nonemergency medical transport company and apply for a driving position.

Use that foot in the door. Go to tech school and get your emt advanced or paramedic license. As long as you arent retarded you should get one.

That's 2 things. Simple

thats not just a meme

for some thats their closest fren

Hey kings I could use some help getting motivated.

oi sup?

I wasted my weekend and during such weekend I got into two really big fights with my fiance, I was suppose to do something today now that we reconciled but I just cant let it go today and it's getting me down.

What’s you fight abt

Yeah. Why fight?

You good there Deadbeat?

@Deadbeat Radio I feel that all too hard.

You're bothered, and you can't be unbothered unless you push the burden - but to push it means to bring it up and attention back to it - and it's togh because, to do that involves the risk of it rolling back on you

but to not do it. . . means to carry it until you do

( I'm being stupid and vague - but - if I'm understanding your stance rn - you got an F from me, bud )

@INNYGMATYK basically this.

@Deadbeat Radio I feel you dude.

To ""let it slide"" is self compromising surrender that'll bother you until you get closure.

To ""bring it up"" may result in that closure, but it also risks the hornet's nest ( again ).

I wish I had advice - I'd say ""fuck it - move the block - bite the bees""

But I've all too often sat with that weight - ""waiting for the right time to bring it up""

I mean if you cant push past it, pull that pin. But maybe ease into it so its more like a firecracker than a MOAB

Well so far it's been like 2 nukes going off. Truth is I just feel like a shit lately, then she says I dont love her enough. Which in turn makes me feel worse and it just keeps cycling. All I want to do is be left alone to heal. I dont even want to look at her or talk to her since the last two fights. Which has taken its toll on my motivation, which I know I'd feel better once I get back into my normal routine.

@Deadbeat Radio I feel you man. Maybe explain that you need like a little you time, and set like a date night for the bear future

Fuck, I feel that. . .

@thedarkness05 whenever I tell her I need time to be alone she, she thinks I'm cheating or that I'm losing interest in her. Which is untrue. Then of course comes the tears and to be honest, maybe I'm just too cold but it doesn't effect me, it annoys me. When she starts wailing and crying it just annoys me.

I live her and hate to see her cry but damn women dont understand when a man hurts he hurts, it's not always about you you know?

I feel that. The waterworks dont move me either. Idk how to help all that much king. She needs to let you do your thing every once an awhile. If you spend all your time together you'll smother each other

Same man, tears dont do anything for me.

I just tell my wife it's not doing anything for her and her bad day isnt going to make my day bad.

@Deadbeat Radio hey bud, That's no bueno. In a way it's manipulative. Shit might go further down hill

https://youtu.be/YrEr9Z0LUtA

Probably feels of many kings here

Thanks yall. Normally I could quash this shit, but I've been in a weakened state for a while and it's hard to fix your relationship when you need repairs yourself. Any so far so good.

@Deadbeat Radio hey homie, I'm getting logistics set up. You available?

i feel you king

been losing my mind over the past 3-4 days over similar situation

It's honestly what brought my past relationship to a head.

Things boiled over weird - and I'm oddly cool with my ex right now.

But to get through that shit, pretty much cost the situation - and I have no *good* advice.

Except ;

Take care of **yourself**.

@INNYGMATYK well I'm glad it ended up ok in the end for you man. And as a side she gave me my space how I wanted when she cooled down and talked to her friend about how she felt. She was under the impression that it was just me and her that could only work out problems, but as I pointed out, whenever I have problems I go to my friends for advise. It's what we do. We are tribal at the end if the day. I went through this head on and gave her advise so everything is good right now. Even got back in my groove. Thanks for listening kings, just thought I'd give a status update.

@Kaptain bonez what's your situation?

@Deadbeat Radio bueno

@mcguyver123 thanks for your advise too random stanger

@mcguyver123 sorry I havnt been on chat and shit, this weekend took a nose dive so hard man. Got my mile in though!

I just wanted to shoot and train.

@Deadbeat Radio hell yea man - that's what this channel is for - glad it panned out

@INNYGMATYK I'm glad I found this discord. (Song plays in the distance)
*YOU DONT HAVE TO BE LONELY, AT /K/OMMANDOS ONLY DOT COM*

*socks mandatory

shit got kinda outta hand, essentially she kinda broke today after realizing something

imagine this

Socks? The fuck hommie?

she told someone she thinks i'm only here because she supports me right?

***tfw she's being supported by my parents asking them for money***

@mcguyver123 socks or it's gay

no no man

are you a queer?

nohomo is cancelled remember

no homo is cancelled

socks are always

we always got our cozy hospital socks on

@INNYGMATYK dawg, you're not bros unless your toes kiss atleast once.

Unless you're an eskimo kiss bro

I will stand only in essential you cant make me wearing pants or socks

FULL HOMO

Toes can kiss outside of gay shit.

gay shit

that's standard bro

happens with socks

y'all think toe kissing your homies is gay?

@Kaptain bonez which one?

Wheres yalls programming socks?

@Deadbeat Radio hentai socks are innawash

and I'm not breaking out a spare pack

@Kaptain bonez yee

@Kaptain bonez I never said that.. shit. ..no man....fuck no..... get your ass beat around here for not being cool with it

we out here toe kissin homies

This whole fucking thread

boutta mix some vodka coke rn

shiiiiit

was supposed to go get my weed today but grass man got busy

@Kaptain bonez Jaru can share my booze - you can share my bud

bless, y'all can share my smokes

I quit smokin swoney

my nerves will fucking kill me before that war does

Sorry if I complaining too much, but I have an anxiety problem

take a deep breath and try to calm down kid. You're safe, and everyone you know is safe for now. I know its difficult, but dont let that fear mongering get to you

no one is safe. Things turn upside down

idk

I can't stop worrying about everything

what a bad time to have depression

gosh

I know buddy, but it aint the end of the world yet

''yet''

yet, so dont worry about it til it happens. Or how I learned to stop worrying and love the bomb

Seriously watch Dr. Strangelove

It’s great

It's not easy

Not easy to cope with someone saying: hey, eternal oblivion and damnation is coming, but don't worry about it

don't want to be rude, but thats how I think

Well here's this, its an EOD techs thoughts on making the wrong move. He dosent worry about it, either he's right, or its suddenly not his problem

then you remind yourself everything you and people around you have done will all be in vain

like, heck

whats the purpose of our life? If things just disappear

this crap is hitting me hard fella, not going to lie

bruh, I'm just living for the moment

never thought the death of my grandfather would fuck me up like this

Zen, Tao, the now. Dont be concerned with things you cannot control.

catfish, go buy yourself a bottle of nice booze.

it's been years that I can't live the moment

and its not just about war, its death itself

I know I know, enjoy when you're still alive

It will end and never return again, but enjoy

I can't think like that

understand?

that's why I feel soo shitty

anxiety and distrust has been haunting me a long time

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FBHwYaVXH7g @Sir Harndes

I want to see again all my past family members. My mother and grandmother keep telling me they're all alright, death is not the end, etc. Technically I believe'em, as well as a lot of people who says the same thing, but somehow I do not allow myself to ''believe it''

and I've heard too many cryptid and paranormal shit to say ''there's something more''

But inside me I fear for the future

I know, not much u can do for me. So many thoughts

We'll all be good bro. Have faith

Boog bois roll deep

faith on what?

That this war won't be the end all

as I said, not just the war

Boys, I'd like to propose to my gf, been together for 6 years almost, one problem, no ring and I still love with my parents

Live*

So move the fuck out

Lol

No shot

No money

I'm more of venting then anything

Military is going to be hiring soon

I've been disqualified permanently

I'm just bitching really

The ring you can always go less costly but have it made out of interesting materials she would like. But I would definitely recommend waoting until after you move out to propose, unless she lives with you already

Yeah

@queefburgler why dont you have a job

Do

Ido

I'm a tech at a dealer ship, works slow and do to stupid financial decisions I finally got myself out of debt yesterdat

I was paying as much as I could to get out, so now to save and save and save

Good fuckin job my dude!

Yeah haha I would love to be moved out

But 8m trying for oil fields in bottom of mybstate, just waiting for anno pen position

@queefburgler ok. So save a months worth of earnings

Then save for a 2 months rent

Rent a place.

You now have a place and can budget your remaining finances, including rent, to accomadate you in your new place

Also you have a months worth of pay in savings for emergency

Yee

Yee

Yeah, ten plan know is just save. I've got buddies down in the oil fields that I can crash at till I get a place

Trying to get onto their company

Thats actually a pretty amazing feat homie

Fucking hell

Dont you just love slow ass interwebs

Any of you guys end up arguing political stuff on jewbook? I know some of yall probably do but just curious

@Scr0m it's not worth it keeping those politically against you on the friends list. The left hates you

I use it to monitor others like that mostly. Got a few of the antifas on my friends list. But I keep things low profile. Besides, debating things on facebook of all places is for smoothbrains. You do it in person if you wanna make a difference

Yee i follow them anitfa so i can watch em

I generally just ignore any of the political posts but I had a good friends who just post visual and mental aids but it's probably best to not be friends with intellectually dishonest people

@Scr0mexplain the aids

Friend posted garbage, I called him a cuck for being a cuck, break down the video he posted after he wrote 6 or 7 comments attacking my personal life and things that have happened. Although I called him names, I only attacked his argument and not his personal life. Some cunt friend of his jumps in riding his dick, called her a cunt. He white knighted, deleted the entire comment I made because I called her a cunt while arguing against his points. He decided to go a really personal route and attack personal things in my life no one really openly knows. Got his feelings hurt because of being a cuck, etc. Known him all my life and he generally states/says legit deplorable things or racist things. Which I dont give a shit about but dont hide behind garbage and be a little bitch if you're called out. So I'm really not sure at this point if it's someone I actually want to be friends with or end it because of the aids mindset he has. I mean, shit, I could've not called him a cuck but dont be a cuck and I wont point it out

@Scr0m can you trust someone who brings up personal shit to counter argue a point online? I cut ties with people like that a long time ago. Shits childish.

@Scr0m ignore him and any contact he tries to make.

@mcguyver123 I mean you're not wrong. The reality is I shouldn't be subject to personal life being brought into an online argument. I'm not going to do it again but fuuuck

@Scr0m sooo dont associate with the bastard

^

You're an adult, cut ties.

@Hellhound6 this

"Fake friends" and other shit like that is childish.

@Hellhound6this

Yes

You dont ha e time to deal with headaches. Diagreements is one thing. But ideological opposition is wholly another

Physically remove them

Yeah I get you guys. It's the best to do so

My gf just said i took her shooting. I never took her shooting.

How to stop assuming the worst?

what the fuck

I remember it now

It was with a pellet gun

Nevertheless

I need to stop assuming the worst

Yes you do

same

and uh you also need to take your girl shooting

actual firearms