tell-us-about-your-problems
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I'll pour shots once Im at work, goin the pro sk8tr route tonight bois
Also that cake is awesome
WOOOOOOOOOOOOH
Y'ALL READY FOR SOME A DAT SEASONAL DEPRESSY ONS?
deep inna my dude
how are the feels?
pretty heavy - but nothing a king can't bench
My man
the Rain is Resistance Training
bruh whay kinna cookie shop doesn't carry *Chocolate Chip*?
welp
not sure I'm gonna be sticking around much longer fellas
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Hey knock off that AN HEROSTAN bull shit nigger.
I'll come drag you from the Hiter Ceremony my fucking self.
it's just slowly crumbling at this point
I know man.
You gonna be up in 20?
I'm finishin off my shift, and I'ma hit them Trenches probs.
more than likely, won't be able to touch too much on the subject unless i type it because gf be sleeping next to my desk (small room)
pretty sure she's sick of me and already looking for someone else too
I'll join you on trenches
We got other stuff to talk about anyway but I'm already drinking heavily so I feel like we can touch on a number of subjects
yee, i'll be there inna bit i'm gonna smoke a cig and watch a few vids
I be in trenches I'm smoking a cigarette and probly about to roll up a Blunt
Man I'm so hungry. This fuel tank shit really put us behind
Sort for the lack of talking kings
Your trap is in a bad depression.
:(
Im gettiht ba
D aga9n as well
You're all good there @tacticaltrap, you can always vent to us here
Sorry, meant im geeting bad again as well
You can talk to me too there @queefburgler
The office of Dr. Dar/k/ is always open
Im here also @tacticaltrap
fucking serpentine belt broke
im pretty fucked
Id help if i could
Hey, again staying up at night because of sadness... Anybody else does the same?
@gyoza yeeeeee felt that
Yeah im up till 2 or 3 in the morning
^^
Me right now
feeling that
got asked what i wanted for christmas by mother in law
*"bottle of captain morgan"*
/k/aptain just wants his cap'n and silence
I dont wanna see my family on Thursday
oof that pic hits home
stop with the feels
Lol it fits me though
Why do I feel like shit, proceeds to eat garbage
feeling that on a whole other level
imagine this
>wake up at 6 in the morning
>hunger arises
>remember i have a spicy pickled sausage from last night
>fuckyeah.png
>eat it and drink some dew of mountain
>ffw to 1pm today
>eat spicy chinese food
>15 minutes later, a pain arrives
my asshole has felt like i literally had acid pouring out
Same
I feel like i wanna throw up. My dinner consisted of leftover ramen and two cold hotdogs
goddamn dude
Yup
that sounds like some shit i eat daily
Depression is a hell of a drug
it really do be like that :/
I was eating decently a couple weeks ago, i was eating the healthu choice tv dinners not drinking soda
Ive relapsed for lack of a better term
I hate vegetables. So im very picky about what o eat
literally the only "vegetables" i eat are peppers and that's literally it
Eeeeew
corn, carrots shit like that i refuse to put near me
Well, i like cucumbers and corn, and olives and green beans but thatxabout it
And potato ls
okay i lied potatoes do go hard
olives too, fuckin love those
Mashed potatoes are my shit. I go ham on them
I too like potatoes
Some of the potatoes my buddy grew
Lol nice gaurdian
Theyclook aweosme th9ugh
dude
what the fucks with the doll head
wdym
thats a full grown healthy potato
also nice potatoes
oh fuck off
well nvm potato is in your name spud
A HYUCK GORSH
Lol
Suddenly, i like potatoes
Lol
Hope no Irish people are here...
*potato famine joke*
Uh oh
Kings how to fight of sadness
I usually go with drugs or fighting, but thats never a healthy choice, nor does it help much
Whats eating at ya
Long term or short term?
I mean, best way to start is tell us about it
Like i started being strange to society
And i dont feeling confy in souraundings of other peoples with few exclusions
Idk what is hapening like i was 50/50 doomer blumer now its like more 70/50 doomer
Dammit. I have that same problem.
What i did was think about why i didn't fit in, and then realize that they don't fit with me, so fuck em
However, i imagine thats not the healthiest solution
I hear that sort of stuff all the time
I guess the kind of guys who fits into our community face similar issues when it comes to integrating into society
Not really i started rooking headphones at all free time at school cus i dont want to talk with my classmates
Like they have not done anthing wrong
But i dont feel the same way about them
Like i dont feel need to party anymore
Also sorry for my broken english kinda tired and not a native speaker
Me too m8
Chill
Do you have any close friends/family you really enjoy hanging out with?
No
Mayby one-2 persons
Man, i definitely feel that, but the reason iz because most of them either started meth or are liberal as all hell
But family is excludet like i feel bound to my family like you know that kind of relationship is quite normal
I also felt completely alienated and out of touch with everyone, now I have a few good people I know I can count on and I don't regret cutting off ties with a bunch of other people
But those guys in my case arent bad
And I get the "they didn't do anything wrong I'm just no longer interested" thing, I went through that phase as well
Like i dont care about them anymore
I used to party with them, do howardy shit but now i dont think i could do that again
Dame i sounds old for like 19years old bio-chem studen<:1937_jerry:554426006820093964>
So what to do kings
Tbh working out or climbing a mountain can be better than a party
Oh just one more thing
When did this actually start bothering you? Like, when did you start feeling sad about it?
I remember not wanting to party, but tbh its never been my forte
Like 2months ago its started
And i started skiping breakes i study when others have fun i can maintain work life balance but i dont feel like its big deal but the key is i dont like where it is going so
How to fight of this strange kind of sadness/shyness
I dont even know how to name it like its being doomer/bloomer
Yeah I get you
I dunno, it's kinda hard to force yourself to interact with people when you don't want to
Tru
Maybe try finding something new in common with them?
Like, if they play sports or have some kind of group hobby
Ok kings i will try or just i will let this go.. like fuck that rhode rythms are better than human interactions
Glad to have you here
Gnight
Man I'm glad to have you here
Stay strong and don't feel afraid to reach out whenever you need it
We're here for you homie
Okay, I dunno why im still seeking for help here, but its official
I lost my will to live
There's no meaning to continue
There's always a reason to keep going
One day I'll commit suicide
Ban me for being edgy and doomer as you wish
Nah, I wont ban ya. I want to help ya
Im too coward to commit suicide atm
But suicide isnt the way, it almost never is. The only reason would be like a painful terminal illness
I'll disappear completely when I die, so there's no meaning to continue. You wont change my mind if the first thing I said in this phrase is true
I agree with dark buddy. It isnt ever the answer. Your family and friends will be in a lot of pain too.
I know because ive lost my best friend to it.
Im here for ya.
So, even if we do disappear after dying, like no afterlife stuff. You will live on in memory and legacy. Thats the reason to keep going. To build something, no matter how small, and pass it down the ages.
A extremely selfish commentary: if they feel the pain or not, I dont give a crap, 'cuz they'll die anyway
You don't know the extent of it, no one does. But I can tell ya the world is better with you in it for your full natural life
"If consciousness is just a mirage produced by chemical reactions in our brains,ย and if the mirage permanently flickers out on the day those reactions cease, then do any of our conscious thoughts really matter? Sure, you can have an impact on others who will live on after you die, but one day they will disappear into thin air too. To my mind, all this talk of valuable life experiences adding up to something meaningful is like talking about how to make X add up to something meaningful in the above equation. In the end, itโs all for naught."
"human consciousness is rooted in anything other than the chemicals in our brains, thus rejecting the idea that any of our experiences will last outside of time; yet it also tries to say that our consciousness and experiences are meaningful. I donโt see how both of those assertions can be true."
Read it, I beg you
In a cosmic sense, yes. But then why of us do anything then? Why didn't we stop at primordial soup, instead of becoming all that is around us today. You must take the pleasure and painnof the microcosm, not the macro. Go down to the smallest point that has meaning, because there is meaning there at its base level
But building lasting things is what matters. Family, bloodlines, traditions, inventions, ect. Look back at the earliest of humans. They are gone, and no one alive knew them. Yet we came from them, they are a part of us. Their art lives on, and so do they in a sense
@thedarkness05 we might do things for absolutely nothing
Believing there's a meaning wont make it true
Having a legacy even knowing there's nothing after death does not make any sense AT ALL.
If you imply there's a meaning, why does it have one?
No, there's meaning because I create it. I have seen the ripples of my actions for the better and worse. Something small I might have done might have meant the world to someone. Same goes for others. I used to dip int the cosmic nothingness as well. But you need to pull yourself back from that.
And the legacy after death jazz, is all about leaving something more or better for your kids and theirs. Thats what I mean by legacy. It dosent have to be anything grand
The things we build are made to fulfill our ego. We might think there's meaning in something when we're alive, but it dissapear when we die. When you place you in a situation that you'll never exist anymore, you'd think the same way, cuz you're in a perspective of someone who's alive
Not entirely true with the ego thing, unless you're talking Freudian style. And nah man, I've walked the edge of death a few times. Ive also seen what it does to people. And the things that they left behind, they still have meaning. They still caused an impact
It doesn't matter if I leave something good or bad for someone, they'll die the same way. Hope I'm wrong about the afterlife
Ok like for instance, my cousin had a friend that while out on a big backpacking trip slipped down a raveine while helping others. He died almost imstantly. Now in his honor she and her family set up a foundation that gets youth from NYC out to the wilderness. He might be dead and gone and nothing, but he lives on. He does so because I know of him now, only after his death. And look what his legacy is. Im leaving out details, and it's a small foundation, but its something
Earth will be swallowed by Sun in some millions of years, why does it matter anyways?
As well as our galaxy
You're thinking cosmically again, work towards thinking microcosm. Because the farther out you go the less it matters. Think and live in the now, and by that I mean a lifespan. Its what we were made for
I try to be more optimistic but at this point the way I see it is if nothing matters, why not try to have fun? Like @thedarkness05 says create your own meaning, even if itโs temporary
Not gonna lie thats when I started being really happy, when I stopped caring what others thought and did what I wanted to do.
That was definitely a big part of it for me as well. Stop worrying about other peopleโs perceptions and expectations. Do what makes you happy. And if you donโt know what that is, put yourself out there and try something new. The hard part is getting up and going
"Life in the now"
Everybody tells me the same thing
Not being rude, but its no fucking easy task
If it was, everyone would do it. Its hard my dude, not gonna lie. But if you need help or stumble, we got your back
Its hard because it doesn't make sense at all
It really doesn't
No life has meaning if you think there's nothing after death
A lot of elder people suffer thinking they'll cease to exist
You stop being an atheist when you get a gun pointed towards you
Big reason I said its no easy task
Tbh I just find other stuff to think about
Believe me Iโve had all these same thoughts run through my mind, but it just doesnโt do anything good for me. So I find other stuff to focus on
Itโs been good enough to power me through so far.
Sitting alone with my thoughts all the time is really depressing. My dad says the same thing. We occupy ourselves with other things to do.
@Sir Harndes boy if ya want to be gone remember who would do yeeehaaa durning big igloo if not you
""*You squash the entire area - **you waste anything with more than two legs - DO YOU GET ME?!?!***""
Are you atf?
always.
Yall be RFLd n you don eben know ๐
( naw b - I only glow under a black light ๐ )
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COUGAR FUCKING GAUNTLET?ยฟยฐ
IT MUST BE FUCKIN WEDNESDAY
Yeet homie
erryday Kings
**FUCK** obigation - do what *you feel* you **need** to do.
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o ok
i ment
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fuckyouDickSword
Lol
FUCK i love the echo when I yell.
you are **NOT** someone else's problem.
Fuck ***ALL*** who try to lift you from your rest, King.
( mand idek )
*WE'RE ONNA BEACH*
a a a a a a nd that was one icy mf tidal pool tbh
Yee king i need some good duf
Buf*
buffawatnao?
Buff fam
Rip the fatest cloud
@jaruspk makes sense. Im from Texas lol
@Sir Harndes king stay strong with a tought that if not me who would do that
Neighbor has short barrel AR ๐
Wask asking him bout arm mounted cross bow
dont even try fed boi @Thomatorr, King of Ohio
BOI
Lmao
Nah he's a cool dude,we bullshit all the time, told him if he needs a witness that the company that took his car,took it two days earlier,breaking their clause to seize it,and that'd do it for him.
Saw him sighting a bow one day when we pulled in and we hit it off pretty well
He asked me if I saw that WW shit in NYC and I was like " Damn son u know the shit eh ?"
Nah, I thought that was a response to you being called a fed
Oh I was just stating that this guy is cool as shit, in no response to anybody c:
Nah, he look chill af. Most people who rock degen anime shit are. I mean my friends gave me one of those ahegao sweatshirts for my birthday. I wore it out in public with em toi
I want one of those shirts but with every brutal kill from Berserk
and instead of white,red
I wanna die.
Talk to me chief
I feel that.
we all feel that
@/K/owboy feels my king, don't do anything rash though my guy I understand you
If you can walk.
If you have hands.
We need you.
Truth
Sorry I've been quiet. I'm just stressed about a lot of things work wise, and with a bloody conflict right around the corner, not knowing who I can and can't trust, it's just gettin rough.
You're not wrong.
@/K/owboy we all do fella
No shame
> explaining to the ""missus"" why venting to **da boiz** has been more effective than any time I've tried to bring it to *her* and her explaining how badly everyone else wants her
YEA DUDE
**IVGET IT**
Oof
Fuck that shit
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