tell-us-about-your-problems
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I lik3 my brother
Wasnt very ethic
Told it in front of my friends
She ran crying
I feel like shit
I mean, does he have a problem with her following him?
Y3ah
Fuck dat bitch
He told me to tell her that
Trenches m8
Affirmative
cold weather is making my ol grunt bones hurt again
ow oof
my bones
Yp lo
I feel like a stepped on spider
I ***feel*** my knee joint
idk how to describe it
other than i really feel it
heh
heh
I *feel* that
@P I L L A R M A N I feel it
I have a bad knee
wellp
I'm the new supervisor
Congrats
Hum
It's not good, isn't it?
It's not great - but it's not terrible.
*can I sleep yet?*
**no.**
My gf hasnt let me peacefully play mw all weekend and im strongly considering tellin her to deuce out.
Damn
Girls will be girls after all
I got a gamer grill so I got lucky
Ah, the most elusive race
This is more like the cherry on top tbh
^
My girl is cool with it
I just have to wait for the fucking 80 gb install
I can play all I want
Cus I don't have one
*dab*
I mean your now wrong homie
Not
In what?
**no.**
I aint been feeling to hot fellas. My grasp on emotional control is slipping,i barely sleep, chain smoking, I am having auditory and visual hallucinations
Ive been creatively stuck, almost manic
Anxiety
yea ;c
im feeling bit better than i was
lol
@Thomatorr, King of Ohio we outta throw down some MTG tomorrow eves
dude Brawl is insane
I have a fucking overwhelming red green deck now, I can DM ya so we can nerd out more on this shit
bruh I can't even handle coffee grinds on my S K I N - how the fuck yall drink shotty coffee??
Not having much choice made me drink it lol
Still won't touch instant coffee though
I remember we used to dip the instant coffee that came in the MREs
^^
Now I ain't gotta do that shit lol
I've dipped instant coffee
It's hard out in these screets
Yea it was pretty shitty lmao
Today its been 5 years since my italian grandfather died
I miss him so much
I see him as an example of a man
Took great care of my family
Something I can't do
You will be abke to
Just taking my load off
@wendiko no i dont. Im useless. I don't do shit
Jobless, a barely take my trade seriously
I hate myself. This is the big reason I dont go to the gym anymore, there's no point of taking care of my body
Its easy to feel bad for yourself.
Gotta keep going. You have time
Grind for it
Your ADOS is weak - but subte enough that anyone will take it
Self doubt only comes from fractured senses of self and iron ideas of this person we expected we should be. Doubt is the killer of dreams and I don't want you to ever give up Kings. Some where along the line,you lost faith in yourself. But it can always be reclaimed. You just have to trust yourself more.
It's all gonna burn - but only **you** decide how flammable you are.
^
Use the fire for positive change
I wish there were more Terrorbirds around but
let's be real - we'd btfo that beak n feathers. . .
@Thomatorr, King of Ohio there are things I know I can do
But there are other things that im sure i cant
Like, a lot
King I will be here to help you feel as confident as I can. Hell if I lived any where near you I'd be over often
Thanks fam
I'd invite myself to that hoedown - but, same distance problem
I cant get confident enough
What have you been up to this past month my man?
It takes small steps
When I lost my mind because I was gaslightened-narcissistically mind fucked by my best friend of 15 years. I wrote all over the walls as a way to have a place to re-enforce what I knew of myself. I wrote all the good things about myself I could muster. I wrote the bad things and how I can be more aware of my negative habits and how i can change them. I wrote what I dreamed about. I wrote what small victories I've made in the past. We will always battle against ourselves. We must take the reigns from our unoccupied mind and demand it to submit to our will. That will take the best of your strength. Catch yourself feeling that way,then try to do even the smallest joy producing thing and get lost in it.
@INNYGMATYK nothing really
I read a bit
But most of the things I really wanted to do I didn't do anything about
I feel that - I'm lacking and behind too
but I'm taking all the steps I can
and it helps to remember or remind yourself who you're doing it for.
Like Tomater said ; take inventory of your assets. All of them. You have at least some, trust me.
And then you know what you're working with.
And, once you break down your problems, you'll find the tools and what you have with how to use em.
idfk dude - but please trust me you will find a way.
Yeah
But there are things I really want to do but I dont have the personality nor the hability to do so
Do I really deserve happiness? serious question
Its not that you may or may not deserve it
Its whether or not you can find it in and for yourself
It exists in us. there are just complications in there
Never be worried about getting medical help.
I am sure a good bit of us come from a rough background,and those things as a child,really fracture our perception of the world and of ourselves.
So taking the time to go back and evaluate the wrong doings and the pain is worth it. I got good relief knowing that I'm partially manic and everything I worry about is turned up into a 10 by my fucking stupid dick smoking brain
and we do give too much power to our unoccupied brains
its like busting an employee fucking off while your the manager,come back " Oh look this fucker went on lunch early" or " this dumb sum bitch is on facebook "
Damn dude....
You seek your own hapiness my dude
Im just too unlucky to find it
Did I say something wrong fam ?
i don't know how I should feel now.... or how I should proceed.....
@Thomatorr, King of Ohio I get what you're saying, it's good stuff tbh. I just feel confused about myself and my own happiness
I'll tell you what I do
I kind of do that Dr.Strange shit. I just kind of imagine myself out of my body and examine the problems and why I react to them,then I wonder why I am holding onto them and try to find the simplest thing that'd bring me joy at the moment.
Like, mental projection stuff?
Yeah
I just go "Tom,do we really need to hold onto this problem ? Look at how its treating you,and how you are reacting to it,do you want to give a probability of a negative experience power over you ?"
I dont/ because normally the worst never happens
and should it ? Well I had my faith in myself and I can cash in on that
Like I used to get mad fucking salty that my lady would go to the bar with her friends. I used to be worried as fuck that some dumb hoe shit was gonna happen. Well. I said,the only real way I can test myself is to let this imagined experience happen if it does,because I've been a good man to myself. I've propped up my ideas on my shoulders,remaining clear and in good acting with myself. If it happened. I knew that I would be okay because I dared myself to let it go and let it happen should it. And know. I have no problem about her doing her own thing because I created trust there.
So anymore I can totally feel okay. I am worried that I might not be there to protect her from any one else. But I know,through emotional conditioning and faith in her,that nothing stupids gonna happen.
and I tell you what. I was like that for years
I'll.... I'll actually have to try that. Thanks bro
You in the US ?
I can give you my number to reach out if you need to
I'll walk you through anything King.
Yeah, Arizona
where ya at bro? i just wanna chat lol
I'll meet all of you at the Valhallian gates. Whether you've faced men in combat or yourself in the darkness of your own mind. You deserve a name on the hall of warriors.
Ohio
Hop in Trenches ?
Lemme get a good smoke in first
Take your time bro, I'm not gonna rush ๐
If you want to know something about me
I am afraid to sleep
ptsd?
Childhood,yeah
damn bro
My family and their drunk friends would dress up as monsters and demons and try to pull me out of the bed that was flush with the window
I understand that they were just being dicks,but its something that carved a very big scar in my mind. and it doesnt bother me now,but its affect me at a very early age
affected*
God damn........ What the fuck even.....
Who the fuck does that with a kid?
my grandfather turned my uncle into a druggie....
Basically, grandpa loved to smoke leafies and well, his dealer got arrested, so he basically got my uncle to start smoking so he could find younger dealers to "hang out with" and get him some supplies
Man they broke acid up in front of me and I ended up trying to put it on my tongue
Thats fucked
I took my first acid tab whennI was 12..... it wasn't a good experience.....
when I*
My grandpa said "it was candy" and well....
I was 7
Man...... our families are just shit.....
To some extent i wish i had not ever experienced such things
But
I know now that I am tremendously powerful
Okay I'm solid now. Trenches fam ?
Trenches are always neat bro
You guys play WH?
WH ?
I mean,if you wanna join me in voice chat king I'm rt
Voice chat?
OH CRAP THERE'S A VOICE CHAT?????
shit I'm stupid ๐
Im joining
But i cant speak atm
Just typing
Lol
ok so @thedarkness05 doesn't work Thurs night
g o t i t .
*nodoxpls*
***sryntsry***
@INNYGMATYK it be like that. Only because I have to work friday mornings. Although I could be taking a permanent thurs-fri double
Mons still gonna work DnD wise??
WHO TF BEING SAD IN THIS MFER RN
?!
Me
oh shit king why
Because im very dissatisfied with life.
Anything particular King ?>
Us not slotting ts makes me sad.
im not familair with what that my might my dude
Just sad
hop in trenches BOI
hey - who's on??
Me
dammit. no admins.
how are you dude?
I'm good, you?
good - just sum the ol War Thunder
Neat, never played that game
and more /k/rama - but yknow
What do you think if the CZ P10C?
I found a good deal on one
But if I bought another gat, my girlfriend would be pissed with me
Good thing you scored a deal then~
it looks sexy tbh
what's the ballpark?
They usually go for $450 or so
I found a NiB for $320
Wellp. If you're sure it's in decent shape
Imean
Reputable seller
you can't get to 250 or 300?
$320
fair.
No, that's the lowest I've seen
It's NiB
oh
very nice
Yeah
I want it, but I also don't want to be in the dog house
So
truth
Do you have a picture of your dog?
I donut hab dug
but
Here's one for you, fren
this is Gus
Yusss
00ft - sippy boi
So pretty
can we get more photos of pups in here?
I have no pups, only kitty cats
Kitty's are acceptable, I got 2 myself
I have one gray normal shorthair and one Maine coon
Maine coons are good lookin furballs
Heres one of mine, this one acts more like a dog than an actual cat. little shit rolls over and latches on when you pet her
Looks like a good boy
Iโll say though, the Maine coon has had more real medical problems than a shorthair will ever have
https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/626254639741796373/639951549388423193/718CFB5E-CFD1-491C-B24B-7F926D04D70E.png?width=264&height=499
Heres my little weenie boy i had for about 8 years, he passed about a week and a half ago
Her name is honey
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