No problem, fam

I just want to be so financially comfortble that I could just fly out somewhere and just drop cash on friends.

I need a fucking smoke

@Thomatorr, King of Ohio you'll get there. But you gotta grind, and you gotta let nothing stand in your way

Here's a problem. I have an infection of the prostate, bladder and dickzone. This shit fuckin hurts guys

Had you been at the doc with it?

Sweet fuck

Christ chief

Make propaganda itll catch on then yoyr other work will be noticed too

🤡

No doc yet. Work has been crazy, so it's been a 15hr day of the most painful erection

I feel doomed

Not even having opportunities to do what I want

"Oh but you need to try. If you don't have a opportunitie, make one yourself"

Its not that easy

I feel like God (if he exists) is rubbing my face on shit and at the same time blaming me for it

I really dunno what I should do

Trying seems worthless

Success isn't a guarantee

It takes more than one day

Your journey has just begun

Yeah, sounds very doomer, but this is what im feeling

Not it haven't

Ive been suffering for years

Yeah - in terms of Doom, I compare it to the lottery.

You can stop playing - sure - but you'll never get digits if you don't roll for them.

And trust me, they're out there.

Most of things seems pointless to me

No matter how much I try, it doesn't work

Did you lost an opportunity because you did nothing about? Cool, understandable

Not having an opportunity? Not my fault

I feel like shit when something's out of my control, because I cant literally do anything about, no matter what

Just accept it

I hear ya man

That's doomer thoughts m8. Don't get trapped in em.

That's how they getcha. Getcha feeling down and lost and worthless

My nibba you gotta rise

Its a curse

Its been years

Not matter what I do

I cant succeed

Main reason Im not religious

Deleted for your own good

Listen my dude

Like really listen.

Sorry

truth bomb incoming

*Ladies and gentlemen, fasten your seatbelts*

You wanna talk about curses? Aight. Try this on. In the course of the last year I've been arrested twice. I lost my friends, my girlfriend, and my family all at once. 2 of my close friends attempted suicide and one of them succeeded. I'm losing my home for the second time in a row while my health is rapidly declining. You wanna talk about cursed? That's what I call Cursed. If things feel pointless then find something to change. I'm forcing myself to leave a job where I can get away with doing the literal bare minimum because it's pointless. And yeah dude. Shit gets out of your control but nigga. That's fucking life. Get used to it. Success is never a fucking guarantee but you know what is?

I garuntee that you will succeed in exactly 0.00 % of the things you don't try. How many times do you think our ancestors knew success was a slim chance and charged anyways? How many times do you think when all was lost men gave up hope? Your choice dude. Give up and take the easy route because success isnt guaranteed. Or chase opportunity like a fucking starving dog after a steak.

Your choice my dude. I get stuck in a lot of Doomer thoughts and Merc calls me out if I dont call myself out. No one fucking promised us life would be easy. If anything, Boomers guaranteed us it wouldn't be. But we are bound together by purpose and duty to our Volk. So get up. Dust yourself off and keep. Fucking. Fighting.

*dabs*
Thanks for attending my Ted talk

I need to think about it

Actually hang on. I got an video for you

https://youtu.be/fiutY4ojZUQ

Watch this.

Got me through some tough shit

Its the *pursuit* of happiness. Happiness isnt permanent even in the best of situations. Ya gotta go get it and you can. You will.

Gotta make your own happiness sometimes

I'm thinking about my life a lot recently

I Will try to cut toxic ppl of

Okay, I allow all of ya to punch my face

She was alone with her notebook and I did nothing about

Just do it next time

I know you can do it

this is my problem

this shit is actually the fucking worst

i fucking hate these trash people using my fucking religion and gods to push their sociopolitical agendas

then they didn't even know what the symbol represented

honestly angry af

Welcome to the club homie

i've been in the fucking club homie

i am fixing to be the mf club

I read the bit your talkin about but consider this, while there are times to be upset and violent, this is the time to spread good things and build brotherly bonds

We all want the same thing ultimately

idk how people can be so ignorant of a god to say that biGoTrY is an affront to the god of the gallows

Thats blackhole brain i know

like he gives a signal fuck

he only cares about the strong

and what's going on in the battle fields and what information he can get

And thats one of those things you gotta consider, we all observe our faiths differently. As long as you stay to your path and try to bring people to your path would that not be correct in gods eyes

@Trash Squid saw rhat bullshit on the rune goon page pissed me off on so many god damn levels

SKULL BASH WHEN?

some mf shared it to a heathen in our community and was like i'd bet you would love this

and my mind just fucking exploded

@Trash Squid Fuckin'...... God damn.....

Blood eagle time then

I am sorry though

bh, i would like most of the virgin ass dweebs in our relgion to btfo

tbh*

Bro vets and such

they watch the vikings or see thor and think oh neat

and bastardise our religion

Marvel comics and MCU is also responsible for making Odin and norse religious characters pook pike pussies

like*

yep

had a guy ask me about "Odin sleep" the other day

you know like he does in the comic

Someone mentioned the all father

Squid the fuck is that tree skull thing

looks like an altar

Wild

most likely for land wights of the area

yee quite the set up

Yeet yall know I named my child thor.

yee i love it

I gotta convince the kid to grow his hair stupid long

grow a beard at 10

Bruh

That be badass

ikr

his hair red?

Hes pretty metal

also naming a kid after a god is super harcore

hardcore

I have two named after gods

from a religious stand point because they will take on traits of that god

whats the other

I have a Kali

Cause hindu goddess of death was too badass to pass up for my first daugther

oh neat

lol

Wade was a close loki or freya

But I couldnt call him Loki with a straight face tbh

that would have been a wild name lol

But my momma raised me pagan and really into celtic shit

So my first son was a play off of Callum

So he became Kellam.

neat, and there are people out here named tim

Right haha

My kids werent going be basic. All have deep meanings

my name was derived after Apollo, the greek god

Mine sadly was after a characters in books.

My mom named me Sinister :l

@tacticaltrap Better than nothing

Bruh

My friend named her kid Spartacus

lol LOL

l o o o l

i'm named after a biblacal river

https://tenor.com/view/ironic-starwars-chode-gif-5274592

Jordan?

jordon

Lmfao jk

Wait

Damn bro

Do we really have the same name

yee

spelled different

got that hebrew spelling

I was named after jordan baker from the great Gatsby

haha nice

Yeeee and ashley is from gone with the wind.

A male.

My mom hated me I think

lol

But yee back on pagan shit

Has anyone else noticed alot of raven's in public lately or is it just me

I have this one that sits on my car all the time.

i see them sometimes, but we mostly have crows in my area ravens are a bit more rare

It's so weird

Big gey but I thought about getting raven tats

Fuck your culture

Mine now

My mom says they're the same ones just spying on us

But shes crazy

I honestly debated a raven skull tattoo

bro if you get any nordic symbol tattoo just run it by me first so you don't get some fucked up bind rune or some shit

Lol nah the only remotely "Nordic" tat I have is my wolf

@DAnteForneus thanks.

@INNYGMATYK something happened?

I just. . . need more kicks, man.

I wouldn't worry about it 💜

If you want to talk about it just dm me or mention me here

I appreciate that børthēr - but the less complicated I make my problems out to be, the more breath in my charge.

I'll be good.

Y'all just randomly ever feel numb

Sometimes

I need a fucking physical outlet I tell ya what. I need that masculine power trip for just a little bit so I feel good. Not in a " cis gender etc tumblr" way but I miss feeling strong and being active and some competition

i find there's a buildup to that state - it's rarely "random" for me

Moving furniture was the shit last weekend.

Very true @INNYGMATYK

How many stairs my dude?

No stairs,i helped a friend

Moved a lot of heavy shit while everyone got the minor stuff

LMAO i fucking tripped with a bookshelf and landed on top of it,flattened in entirely

it's never fun if it's your own - but shattering desks/shelves is a l o t like breaking glass, I find

but uh fucking art is losing its luster

video games, Magic,

i hardly sleep

i actually fucking hate sleeping

one of my ""3 wishes"" is to not require food or sustenance to continue.

ie. never rest, never refuel, never empty

(*never h a v e t o*)

ugh my family used to get fucking drunk and pull me out of the window from my bed when i was a kid

dressed as monsters and shit

w t f l o l

Yeah it fucked me up lol

I'll. fucking. bet. rofl.

Bois i think i things are going well with the girl i like

She told me today she had a dream with me

<:blackbeard:554423076373397555>

But what kind of dream

Good one she didn't go in to details

<:blackbeard:554423076373397555>

Ol right bubba keep it rolling

Kings rise up

Wut?

Haven't slept m Lord.

What's up?

Ayy lads. Forcing myself to do a hobby that i dont need to plan around my schedule with. Getting back into lego with a heavy focus on technic. Trying to make a jeep rn and im waiting on a differential kit to come in for it.

My experiment design for a chassis of a stair crawler

Just lettin yall know im doin good now. Still feeling lonely as fuck but i can manage that. My heads filled with ideas for projects now.

*I DONT NEED NO TEENAGE QUEEN, I JUST WANT AN M14*

<:gunpepe:554422111830278154> <:Gay:554422629461655568>

No u. No shields or reverse cards

Pretty much how my day went

@ @ᖴ ᗩ ᒪ ᒪ ᗴ ᑎ m8 what the fuck are you doing?

@PanzerWrecker good shit

@PanzerWrecker can you make claymore variant

I just wanna drink so much to the point I forget my name

What happened?

Talk to us homie

We are here for you just tell US what is happening

No matter how i try

I cant simply get up

I cant do anything else

I just keep being a lazy bastard

Im afraid of things that I shouldnt

Dunno

I know how it feels

I want tell you shit like it Will be better

You been doin lots lately Psychic?

You just need to wait for it to disaper or just get used to it

And don't you fucking dare get lazy i need someone to play Deep rock with me

I barely drink

But I want to

Trust me on this

It Will just make it worst

Don't do it just find something to keep your had busy

Dont think so

I want to forget everything

Too afraid to die, too depressed to live

It Will help in short term but it will fuck you up big time in long run

I did it the same thing 7 years ago and i'm still getting my shit together

Just try to find something that will kill time

Watch yt or just shitpost on 4chan all day

Try to get /fit/

I know it hard i really do

But you can make it through

I dont know anymore

Can't understand things properly

World became a shithole

I know how you feel trust me