Fuck trust me i'm playing initiative

And i'm really tired of doing this

This shit kills me and gives me will to live at the same time

relationships take you to hell and back for real

its normal id say

Aight, so then resolve to ve a good friend. But maybe look for love else where? Idk man

ye id say

i dont mean to rain on you but

i get sketched out when a girl says shes not ready for love

i mean sure theres always a recent breakup

but in general that dont mean good things

Thats a red flag for me

yea ...

idk your situation fully but whenever i hear that i try to move on

very rarely do you wanna be with someone who admits they arent raedy

ready*

Either way man, were rootong for you

true

It'll work out

You'll figure it out.

[*You have to* ]

I don't know i'm trying to move on but this is hard

I don't even know where to start

I tried meeting other girls but fuck i'm really bad at small talk

And i'm not really good looking guy so this doesn't help too

Im sure you got other qualities other than looks

small talk is hookups

find the fems who will talk guns or existence til 4am

then MAKE SURE they're not roasted

the rest after is history, King 👌

@INNYGMATYK jokes on me

I found her

And she is the one we are talking about

shit.

Plenty of goon girls out there. Or you can make one

there are others, though, trust me.

This Whole Universe exists as a Reflection upon every Surface within Itself.

The Mirrors never End.

"*The digits are there, keep rolling, anon*"

The worst part is that my ex killed herself 7 years ago and when i'm around her this girl i was talking about i don't think about it this feeling i fucked it and this reason why she is dead is me this feeling is gone when i'm around this girl

;(

idk what to say

no one has come close to Eesti

Yeah, Im a bit stumped on this one too. But if she quiets that storm then be with her, but maybe as a friend rather than a partner. Seek your own happiness and self fulfillment, self care aint selfish

I know but i really hate myself i don't think i hate anyone as much as i hate myself

Self care (as leftie a term it be) is N E V E R selfish

Aight, I hate myself too most days. But I keep going. I aint about to stop on my account. You just gotta learn to live with yourself, afterall you're stuck with you for life. Might as well enjoy the company

Or at least take FBINSAT out of the Alphabet

in the mean time

naw mean? 👀

[*for legal purposes - this is a joke*]

And/or in minecraft

of course

Well i'm trying but i fuck up everything i care about i don't really have any place to feel safe and being on toes all the time fucks with my head sometimes

You'll get through it. We're all in the same boat like that

Thanks i feel a lot better after talking to you goons

No problem, its what we're here for

Exactly. Anyday.

I was lurking til today, but I'll be keeping eyes out.

If yall Kings need me (or any of us, obvs), please get at us *h e r e*

Yo day 1 of deliberately not watching porn is complete

I am halfway through day 2

Great job!

I honestly need to do the same.

I feel weird

Like I have a shit load of extra energy that just wasn't there before

I'm gonna fuck the *fuck* out of my wife tonight probably

I don't jerk off for a while

I drank too much last night and am currently hungover. How does one fix this?

Dehydrated

Drink water

Water, Gatorade, another beer, or Pedialyte

My vote is for hair of the dog

Im thinking water is about the only thing imma be able to stomach

I fucked my shit up good last night

Beer and pedialyte

Im broke lmao

Spent the last of my money on alcohol lmao

Juice a squirrel

Actually

That sounds delicious

So, I have a situation where I owe a friend money. And living out in BFE I dont get much work,so I do art alone while my GF works as a 3rd shift aid. Our friend asked us if we wanted to go to a festival with her. and we did. We drove there. She was going to sell her art. No problem. I'll help. Fucking turns out,dude is mad late to the fucking event by 3 days. It started thursday and its fucking sunday,this person was fucking off on a motorcycle and got my scarred up. So I have to fucking haul all her shit and set up for her. watched her tent as she went to shop. I carried literally everything. Fucking 2 fold out tables and pop up tent and all her fucking art. I did have a rope burn scar from hauling all of it. I asked her if I could ask her to get me this hoodie and pay her back in bits. Well shes been busting our balls over it and now says some shit that like "if it was us we would be all over her about it" and I just want to beat this cunts ass now. Because I wish I had it as good as this cunt. She lives with her lawyer grandma,and because shes fucking coked and methed out her fucking mind shes taken care of by the state and all she does is smoke weed with it

Man. I am sorry

My old roomie used to do the art show thing and it can be tough

Dude I carried about 100lbs of this ladies shit

I asked just for a fucking hoodie that I'd pay back

and she never told us that we'd have to help her

That youd pay back

I set up her tents,layed out all her art

I worked for her there so she could go do shit because I'm just that fucking nice.

But

This woman is giving hella cash by the state because shes got some "mental disabilities"

and she literally always has weed,which doesnt bother me. I dont give a fuck about that,but she lives so fucking comfortably and knows we struggle to meet shit and the fact that she said that

I'm fucking offended

That is the world bro

Kolony.

Man

I want to fucking explode

Just uhh say no homo first

I know how you feel

🤡helping the only way i can

Get me number to the state so I report that she's buying pot with her income

Ohhh lmaoo

I'm out of rip-its. But thats about it for me being a sadboi

I'll give it a moment for the situation for it to elevate but if shes acts a cunt I'm going to ruin her whole fucking world

do it

Make the govt work for you

I would hate myself for doing it honestly. But I think its kind of fucked up. I did all this work to help your cripple faggot ass and you want to be a cunt about some money.

I get it. I do. I made a promise and I will make good on it but you have to compromise and be empathetic to my situation as well. Its not like I'm hoarding any cash. All my income is commission/chance based. While we have to wait 2 weeks for my baes shit to come in

If she cant understands she dont want to

Man I almost want to report that shit right now I am so heated.

Breath bro

Itll be ok

Itll pass

Thanks rocky boi

fucking, its just that,she wasnt like that before,and now that her grandma rescued her from her addictions shes become very fuckin pampered, 2018 jeep. 10+ birds. a snake. a dog,chickens and ducks. fucking always has weed.

Its not like she'd be upset to lose it.

I'm gonna rob her next time I go over lmao

But if she keeps it up for more than a week or so. Or is otherwise being a right cunt by holding that shit over your head, hit the red button

How are yall c: ❤

thanks for hearing me out guys I appreciate it

That's what this is for

I need blood pressure medication lmao

Oof

the other day,the pressure in my head/ears was like being under big helicopter blades with that "whoosh whoosh" sound and fucking I just gave myself a headache being so mad about that situation

Water

That sounds like dehydration

Yo dual ear infections are fucky

yes

Ive got cuts all over both my hands, albeit small ones, but theres a lot. After setting up a display i forgot about the cuts and used hand sanitizer. I felt like ghost rider for a good 10 minutes.

Not badass but full of fire

Mostly on my hands

Woke up and can't go back to sleep. Woohoo

shiiit ;(

I woke up 2 hours ago after 15 of sleep

^oof

nah - intentional - you just on a jumbled sched, or?

Sometimes I just wake up like I'm in the "jungle"

I always wake up like im in the jungle

Because I actually am

@Hellhound6 how do you mean?

@Sir Harndes how did your day go dude?

Did you make contact with subject A?

Negative. She didn't show up

You will get her next time

Mission failed... we'll get it next time

I hope so lol

@INNYGMATYK. Never too young for nam flashbacks

I miss getting drunk

I don't but it did make it easier to sleep

She has sum good legs

I’m convinced there’s a very keen correlation between this group and insomnia.

Looook at it

Sorry im bored

Don't worry i'm bored too

I ran out of memes

@Sir Harndes . . . you don't drink anymore?

I do sometimes

Not in my house, at least

Not allowed

Fair enough fair enough

Just when I hang out with friends or in a dinner

Makes enough sense - it's probably not worth it tbh

but I wouldn't listen to me

Cracking a cold one ain't bad as long as its not a routine

Last time I drank was last month

Shared a booze with a fella

I can not say the same - but I'm aware, don't worry.

Lol why?

I keep telling myself I'm "on a week break" but uh heh heh. . . it was supposed to end like 4 days ago.

My situation makes it pretty difficult - but I also know it's just a point of me kicking my own ass and working on it.

I can do it - I have to.

I get shitty drunk like 4x a week 🤪

Do you not want to? Or just stating a fact?

Bois i fucking proud of myself

She invited me to her place

Shit is going smooth as fuck

Wish me luck tomorow

That's what I like to hear! you go for it and hit that bullseye

@DAnteForneus good luck, champ!

@Sir Harndes if i can make it you can make it too

And thanks

I wanna slow down. But I get to feeling so hopeless

@DAnteForneus I hope. If life don't kick my balls

Don't worry @Sir Harndes we got your back it will work out somehow i'm sure of that

@MajikSTL why do you drink so much?

@MajikSTL find other shit to get your mind right

Do some zen meditation shit, find your balance. cant be effective in the igloo if your mind isnt clear

Try finding some new hobbies like games or try to learn how to play guitar or something like that

Kinda feel like I've fucked my life up.... and I have. But It could be worse.... idk why I even do it anymore

Because death is final and solves nothing

@MajikSTL tell us what is happening right now?

@MajikSTL what it do

Custody of my daughter is the main prob rn

On top of only bringing home 2000 a month. I have no financial support. It be rough

I feel your pain.

Keep trucking

Your little one will see it

Yall should tell me one good thing about your day

Even if it was like a lil dumbass meme only made you happy for a spilt second

Go back to it and tell me about it

The Sun is literally peaking out through the clouds and I like it

Well if things goes as planed i might get a gf tomorow

A good girl?

I went to the dentist for the first time in three years for a cleaning, and didn't have any problems or cavities

Oh lol that worked out

Noice.

I sincerely hope it goes well

don't as me how it went that way i don't even know

but i'm happy it ended that way

I will keep updated how things will go

gluck, King

Sitting outside my job, headed to the bus stop. The wind feels nice

Appreciate the little things

I know this is our channel to bitch and bitching initself is a form of relief

But negativity breeds negativity and i wanted to try to breed a little mental resiliency in yourselves

Makes sense. And it's also helpful for yourself and others to see that whatever issue it was has been resolved, or you managed to move forward. Proof that things do get better

no I agree Rok

Theres other things ill do that will help and ill try to get more stuff.

Bois things may be tough but it will be better

@DAnteForneus that is so wholesome it made my day

Annnnnnnnnd I didn't see her

Fucking again

Man Ive been in a really bad funk

@Thomatorr, King of Ohio Whats up?

Idk man

I need some guy time

with the bros

I wanna make swords and battle

Bet

or play Magic the Gathering

I just feel lonely as shit out here

Bruh, do a roll20 dnd thing. I'd even jump in on a game

I might. I havent DMed in a long time

Id be happy if anyone wanted to bullshit in vc

I think butcher is in there. I'd jump in but I'm doin gey hings with the lady

Is it possible to teach how to play and we do a game?

I always love teaching new people

My vote is for pathfinder if we're doing classic fantasy

Hmmm idk if i wanna do classical fantasy id be down for some kinda wild adventure tho

Lets do gate lmao

@thedarkness05 do you DM? Strictly PathFinder? Or do you still play 3.5?

I currently DM a starfinder game, but I've run everything from Pathfinder, 3.5, savage worlds, and star wars saga edition

is Starfinder just scifi Pathfinder or? (never heard of it, or savage tbh)

Starfinder is kinda like that, theres some mechanics changes and the power ceiling is dragon ball z levels. And savage worlds is wonky and would require voice to explain right

Wish we had specter book or somethin

specter book?

(wow - my normie ass thinking I know geekshit all this time)

Specter is modern wargame table top look it up on fb real cool

I used to play wh40k with my brothers but they couldnt give a shit to do it now. I buy all the models and everything but theyed rather play fortnite and watch hours of useless shit on YouTube.

Move it to nerd shit bois

We bend the fuck outta the rules...

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Ay this is a problem i have

And im tellin yous about it...

@Foxhound sorry

All problems matter

Fuck i'm strested as fuck