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oh ok
so we're an underground Republican arm?
na i am a republican consiultant?'
You are the leader of the most prominent new Republican book club
oohhh impressive
if only we coudl get mroe than 10 peopel to show up to the disucssions
i'll have you all know that next month( feb) we will be reading/discussion THe Master and Margarita. one ofn the most important russian/slaciv novels eve created
i'm drunk execuse my spelling
I have read it
How come you are drunk, it has to be like 10 in the morning over there ?
it is th eorigin of "magical realism" not th dindus of south american as is often claimed
na it: 8:30 here, i started drinking at 7am b/c i had a rough night
i have manic depressive dosorder and it was really actiing up al night so i went and go some beer
mental disorder and I are old friends. but i battle them dailyusually w/o alcohol, but somtimes i have to invoke the liquid jew
I wouldn't recommend alcohol though
sigh. i onw. it is dangerouisn to ouir peopel and has created problems for germans, dutch, russian, irish alike. i wish i had another tool to deal with th eparanoia with, but i dont
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they give me vitamins and tell me to spend time outisde. haha liek i cn afford to do that
sometimes I think, i f anything can bring down the european it will not be islam or invasion, but iwll be alcohol
Alcohol makes depression worse especially in the morning
this is true, i cn confirm. but when you are drinking it, it mke all your problems go away. like muy disseerartation dirrector who yesterdya said "nothing about whie genocide" in you rdissertation. and i'm like... FUCK that' slike 1/3 of my disserttaion
so what to do now
dinrka a little, then think a little
how do i approach ewhite genocde without naming it"
i think i may have manic depressive disorder too
although maybe that's just because i don't workout much these days
Hard not to get depressively self-absorbed these days
Constantly wondering what's wrong, what's the point of everything and whether anything is worth it at all
Whether the problems you have are really important at all, or do you invent every struggle to give yourself purpose
nah i never get like that
i get mood swings
But the best possible approach to life, is to appraoch it as if you were a God that was banished temporarily to Earth
And you are essentially doing nothing but curiously and eagerly awaiting what kind of challenges will this earthly life put in front of you
i just imagine that life is a simulation
which i guess it could be
Struggles that you find here on earth, are not your depressive bruden, but you simply *join* them, happy to take part
in the end it matters less how you think about it vs what actual chemicals get produced in your brain
i need to start working out again
and ill be in tip top mental shape
Workout is something that's either an essential part of your life or not
@The Enlightened Shepherd It's important for me, since my shitty pancreas can't function on its own.
lol
I have been working out since like i finished my elementary school
and i have never "started woring out" or started bodybuilding before summer
I could take a week break or something for whatevr reason
well you started in elementary school
but never had periods of break, then starting all over etc etc
and i dont work out much at all, never more than 1 hour
i had a break period because i got sick and couldn't workout
then i kind of fell out of routine
my gym buddy couldn't go as well
so a month turned into a few months
etc
lol, i have been avoiding going with my friends to the gym at all costs
i like to go with friends on hiking trips etc. but never to the gym our on an outdoors workout
it immediatelly prolongs it for 30 minutes
im not really jacked much either, never took supplements or cared to adjust diet for proteins etc
that kind of defeats the purpose of the workout then
though i did get muscular and made my stomach flat at least
i mean if you have a shit diet its gg
it's not shitty
it's just that i don't adjust it for the gym
i eat like normal people do
well what's normal
you eat bread?
not too much
once daily
@The Enlightened Shepherd There's always the Paleolithic diet to follow, if you want to.
@randellgary It made me too thin
paleo sounds too pretentious to me
xd
paleo shrinked me down to 72 kg and i never went over again even when i abandoned it
but again, i can't bother to eat more
i cant stuff food in my mouth no matter what
@The Enlightened Shepherd Same here
i used to be 76 kg
how tall are you?
1.79
Except for me, it's more or less for survival.
well it's not too bad then
@TheSlavPill yes, i don't appear thin at all
you have some digestion problems @randellgary ?
but extra kilos are needed for weightlifting for example
extra kilos of muscle doe
weightlifting is a godsend for losing weight
people thinks it's all cardio if you want to cut
@TheSlavPill No, it's related to my endocrine.
ah
well you need any kind of kilos first
you weight lift in order to convert it into muscle
and you always need surplus to go up
i used to do like 20 mins of cardio and then straight to weightlifting
i did 6 workouts a week
3 days then one day break
I do rope skipping and boxing for cardio pretty much
then 3 days again
i just run and cycle
10 mins running and 10 mins cycle
but it's high intensity interval
meaning sprint
small pause
then sprint again
For me, it's walking long distances and being on an elliptical bike.
I'm sceptic about all this weightlifting and diet hobbysim though
I mean, guys who have 5 full meals daily full of meat and stuff
try it
i never had 5 meals a day
because i was cutting
1. It's expensive 2. Food sucks anyway
but 5 meals is important if you want to gain weight
What passes for food today
well you gotta get some healthy stuff then
honestly just eggs and chicken meat is fine
I pretty much do
cant go wrong with fish either
for bread get some dark bread
that isn't made of white flour
Chicken that sells today is pretty much the worst quality meat there is (thats why all websites say it's the best)
eggs are as good as the chicken that lays them
I like fish, my mostfavourite type of meat
sea fish
lake fish and river fish only if i must
i don't like river fish or lake fish too much either
i hate if it tastes muddy i guess
yeah they smell bad and have too many bones you will eventually choke on
yeah
cant stand the bones
it's like a project to eat them
you just use your fingers
and basically strip every little bone away
until the fish just looks like minced meat
yeah i grind them until i have only pinches of meat in my hands and somehow a bone STILL gets by
yeah
Take potatoes for example
Folks, I had a small garden in my mother's village
i just get fillet sea fish
where we planted potatoes and onion, all using hand tools only
fertilized them with natural fertilized only
cow shit?
no chemicals whatsoever
xD
yeah, cow turd
it's a completely whole different thing from potato you buy in the supermarket
it actually has TASTE
and i mean proper taste, like almsot fruity
i should plant some stuff in my garden
i had cherry tomatoes
tons of them
same goes for chicken
i bought one once from a peasant dude who has chickens running around his yard
it's nothing like that 3 euro thing you buy in the supermarket at all
i used to buy chicken meat from this one dude i know
then he moved to australia
dude's an astrophysicist
went to work there
but yeah i don't usually get vegetables and fruit from the supermarket
there is a small store close to my house that gets food directly from villagers
well i do go to the market as well, but believe me, apart from couple of isolated vendors, they sell same shit
they get some obviously gmo stuff too though
like when an apple is half the size of your head
I can get good beef and pork here in one supermarket that gets more quality stuff, but they also charge them more expensive
and perfectly round
Fruits are pretty much poison
i find a certain comfort too knowing that you have food growing in your garden
Though at least somewhat less poisonous are still available
i can live off it even if society collapses
Since lot of people still grow them
although id have to shoot off invaders
i have 2 cherry trees in my yard
It's good thing to do even if society does not collapse
tons of them still in my freezer
yeah
healthy and saves money
My house has only 2 fig trees
and wine around it
garden is quite small
though i had very large house and property in the village full of fruits that i eventually sold
I do have land in the mountainside where i would like to build a modest but well designed hut though
and plant sth there, even though my family thinks i should visit a doctor
dont listen to them
having a vacation home or mountain residence is very good
imagine shit hitting the fan for whatever reason
and you going up into the mountains
to live in a log cabin
till it blows over
there's no water connection there though
melt snow
xd
funny thing is, it has a lot of natural springs around
even better
one is evern shelthered in the wood, under the stone, like in RPG games
and when we were kids we spend 2 weeks there using only that water
would pour it over us to take a bath
and in winter it's almost unaccessible because of snow, except for really beefy jeeps
this is something very similar to how it looks in the summer
more wood though, like in this photo
great place!
yeah it's the same region, but not my village in the photo
i would like to flee in the countryside in France, but they start to send many immigrants there, it's becoming hell everywhere
come to serbia
immigrants get shot in the countryside here
xd
well
shitskin migrants
not immigrants
it's a shame that France bombed Belgrad because of the NATO
Land in Serbia can be dirty cheap
My favourite European region though as far as countryside goes is Carpathia
and adjacent regions such as Bukovina, Maramures etc in Romania
land is cheap because a lot of the villagers are moving to the cities
and just want to get rid of the houses
why do they go to the cities? if you want to be depressed all the time, go into the cities
because they want to earn more money
and get an education
so they stay after i guess
they get situated in an apartment
and stay
Paycheck basically
Sure, villagers can survive in the village
but they cant buy furniture, or commodities and such things
because they simply have no surplus cash
funny thing, my grandmother's fully functioning house in the village, has an oven, fridge and kitchen from the 70's
still working
and remainder of the furniture, apart from TV is also quite old
found there an old record player and more importantly, an ancient collection of folk LPs, stuff you cant find on youtube or anywhere
sah dudes
hey there
so there is this (((globalist))) in my group for a class
and he says oy vey and shit
it's funny af
he is being saterical but still
Throw dat
(throw day)
boy pussy
throw dat
boy
pussy
p.pussy
p.p.pussy
ugh
yeah
Break it down whatt
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