Wow

Did you ever have thougts of suicide

I made sure to talk to as many people as fucking possible before jumping that ledge and it damn well probably saved my life, not to be dramatic

Literally never

Pretty sure it's the hormones that cause that

Hmmm

I always saw it as that I can feel like a female, but I respect my body enough to recognize myself as biologically male

I almost fell into the trap of fapping to traps when I was first going through puberty

LMAO

THE HELICOPTER

keeeek

I mean after two years of talking to professionals, psychs, doctors, and people in general

The conclusion I came to was that I just like girl clothes and getting fucked

>"Hey guys, let's take a mental illness, and then fix it by causing irreperable damage to your bone structure, liver, immune system, and give you WAY WORSE mental health conditions?"
I mean id be fine changing my bone structure but im also looking forward to uploading myself so I'm an exception to the norm 🤔

huh

@Void Not change, compromise integrity

What do you mean

Getting fucked

I got some low T though due to an ingroinal hernia eradiating my balls

Oh

Interesting

ag

ah

Spirol and other anti-androgyns absolutely fuck bone density and can cause marrow problems

huh

ok ye

i thought you meant heavily invasive surgery

Oh, no

Just gonna squat as you guys chat

Dude the girlchems will fucking destroy you

_slav squats_

ye

them brittle bones lol

if you fall over you'll shatter like a fucking piece of chalk in 30 years from now

As one doc explained to me, HRT is kind of a last resort for when dysphoria-related suicide becomes a near-certainty

I mean I approached the entire thing as the HUGE FUCKING DEAL that it is

@Andy https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BnTW6fZz-1E

Estrogen is really bad for the male body lol

And I see people just casually pumping themselves with mones

And it disgusts me

tbh i wanna see them pump a tranny with test

it'd probably just make a really gay guy

see what happens

Also, you don't need mones to get cute.

with test

Id rather be a man with tits tbh

Its so unfair

lel get fat fgt

I just want tits to play with

Lol

I would put cherry flavored chapstick on my tits and lick em

I will finger myself all day

can't say I wouldn't

Id just jiggle my tits

And rub em

And play with em

ok i like girls too but thats too far

All day

If i had tits

I'll fuck my tits

@Extra Crispy Nah, HRT makes you a depressed fucking wreck while also destroying your looks that later requires cosmetic surgery to fix, destroys your bones, your liver, damages your circulatory and metabollic systems, LOLGOODNIGHTENDOCRINESYSTEM,

futa is heresy

huh

I wonder how it fucks with your brain too, since estrogen and testosterone are known for changing how you act quite incredibly

Must be weird to wake up in the morning as a girl and have to shave

Like

Wtf

You are put under the same medical scrutiny as someone undergoing chemotherapy for at least the first year of HRT

this chat is cancer man

hot imo

lol

Wow

Anyway, to the optometrist I go

Thats insane

oh also
the most important part
YO DICK STOP WORKING

kek

That's what prostates are for though

Do you still get pleasure

true

Or just not yknow

Hose

not before your balls, or the hole where it once was, gets cancer

when I was 14 I fapped to the though of having tits, but it kind of gave me some serious dissonance issues since I thought that sort of stuff was degenerate

from the estrogen pills

Does it feel nice when u jack off

reminder that chris chan is a tranny now

that cut open his taint

And CWC is a sancruty city

After u take estrogen

and let it get infected

god I wonder how long it'll take before Christ dies from septic shock of forgetting to wipe his ass

and sticks things in it

Can we purge the chat now?

prob soon he almost did already

go ahead

really?

Wow, really glad i just take saw palmetto to keep my prostate healthy and whatever cutening side effects it might have

Purge the chat of what