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If they tell you repeatedly what it costs, then you'd better be ready to pay it.
but we know this is a bad practice so why let anyone charge anyone more interest than what exists...
@xorgy ello sexually abused brotha
i like meming about my abuse, maybe it isn't right and shows some knots are still untied but its like weeeee
that said in both cases i blocked it out of memory (2 dif people 2+ different times), is till hugely blocked out so its easier to joke about, but all the same i still feel like better off doing that even if i dwell on it. what you make of this?
i know, but most people don't
wa
no you aint... y'all stronger now
I have like... five memories.
eh, if people don't joke about their trauma, I tend not to think it was that traumatic to them
^
Yeah, the jokes are healthy.
Well, sorta.
It's complicated.
i dont feel fucked, it was a bad experience i wouldn't wish on anybody but it gave perspective on a lot of shit...that said i've become way less depressed in recent years due to better socializing, and at the time i was depressed completely blocked out the fact it happened even though it was like 6 incidents
we're all to blame, bear your cross, lift yourself, and help others if possible.
Yeah, I mean, I have overcome the depression, but I fear that the broken bits in me may some day be a liability.
*some* jokes are healthy
and then some are painful but then so long as you don't get stuck in a pit of dispair, eventually are healthy
Maybe the next Democratic president (if there ever is one again) will make it illegal for me to have a gun if I've told anyone about it.
yo, you are cut from the cloth of apex predators who literally fought their way out of the food chain... take your sadness and spin it... life is balance, for all unbearable things that have occurred to you create goodness for others so they don't have to suffer your pain too.
That is certainly my attitude.
good one to have
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But you know, I remain concerned. I don't really know for certain what is inside me.
It is hard to examine, even with professional help.
Hard to tell if I'm just being hypnotized into some cult of self pity, or working things out.
noone does. where do you begin and i end? same for anyone
My biggest issue with metoo: it's asking people to hold onto trauma in the most self-destructive way, hurting their ability to heal
No kidding.
I mean, I've been sexually harassed in all sorts of situations _since_ then as well.
and I think I've dealt with it well enough, but it makes me wonder.
@Nine That's the whole victimhood culture in my opinion. It disempowers the people it claims to stregthen
if you think you're a victim, then you will always be one.... ugh absolutisms....
And, not to get on too much of a pity train here, but it doesn't help that I have to actively work to avoid being accused of being an abuser.
I have had near misses with malicious false accusers, saved by my own records before anything got out of hand.
nani nani
Look, we can't all be Emmitt Till, but damn can we conveniently forget what mob opinion did to him.
Makes it tough to trust new companies when looking for work, NFI who is looking to snipe people like me because they think there should be fewer "huwite bois" in tech.
I have to be especially suspicious of female colleagues, which fucking sucks.
minimally engage... or move to a single party consent state and 24/7 gopro your life.... become an IRL streamer
But yeah, generally I get up in the morning and feel pretty great.
and yeah, I record _everything_.
That is how I got away.
Currently working from home on contract, which is even better.
I think I'm going to try to keep working like this.
**On downside:** a.Depression i didn't know from where, shouldn't need explination why or how bad this is
b.made me socially awkward on account of always think i should feel sorry, or like i did something wrong (repeatedly all the time all day lol)
c. continued my delay of expressing any effects or trying to date women, i'm more sad about the women that liked me that i acted like cardboard to (on account of thinking any shown effection could be considered gross) too but live and learn i guess
**On upside:** .added a bunch of gay-lust i couldn't take seriously which given current trap memes has become calmed and settled since i can joke and relate to other people with less reason being even more confused then me, then usually explain and help them feel less insane/weird about themselves.
b. made me a crazy thrill seeker shut away from people, not wanting harm but wanting danger, i became a very good (amateur race)driver because of this which is still one of the happiest accomplishments even if im unknown/have nothing to show for it outside of small regional stuff. the compliments not 'you are fast' but 'you are fun to watch drive' would of maybe not been possible if i wasn't such a shut away, hours spent practicing alone in middle of nowhere because life itself made no sense to me
find your hill and climb it
> *I'm more sad about the women that liked me that i acted like cardboard to*
No kidding, that one hits you right in the regret.
5 centimeters per second irl lmao
> *added a bunch of gay-lust i couldn't take seriously*
Yeah, this is the weird one, I think there are whole game genres for people with this weird bullshit going on in their heads.
maybe due to the acceptance of homosexuality in the degenerate west.... at least you know it is meaningless
i dont consider gay degenerate
> *5 centimeters per second irl lmao*
Saw that in mid-late teens and it was so horribly depressing I could barely watch it.
didn't say it was, i said the west was degenerate... gay is meaningless unless you mean happy
its hard to get meaning behind what people mean sometimes here, no offense taken just isn't clear
Especially the part at the end where MC is sitting in a cubicle, drinking coffee from a can, writing Java for the man. (seriously, this is exactly the ending of the film)
no worries... i don't make sense most times so i take it as my fault... or you'll think back in 4 years and get it.... either way
You can't read the tone behind my words? You heathen
on gay stuff as 'straight' person: i dono body familiarity is good, and similarly understand perspective from subby side of things (even if not in practice, just theoretically and having thought about) i think has some use, in regards to dating women. its enlightening
I can read your tone, you are mad Nine
am I right guys ? can you read it too ?
Who can say.
Mad as a cuckoo bird
@Ottobon Yeah, I'm sure I can be at peace with it, but I look forward to seeing my kids grow up without it.
When I have kids, that is.
definitely its too much fucking side-work when all you want irl is to do actual monitizable work
What is?
concentrate on relatable and profitable matters...
dealing with abuse and everything that (can)come with it
Hmm.
Anyway, onward and upwards.
I can't keep on this topic, it's making me sweat.
np!
one last thing, imagine all the generations of humans where abuse was common and how much better a time we live in <:feelsscared:477988551116587028>
people wonder why there was war, unrest, and insanity constantly lol
I have to remind myself that the whole "talking things out" is only marginally helpful for me. Exercise is actually better overall (though talking on occasion is good)
yall realize how many eons of raping was occurring long before the concept of love took place? a lot.
Yeah, frankly I can't imagine anything more beautiful than love.
It is so amazing that such a thing can exist.
Waffles
hey soem good news
and we created it! crazy right?!?
yeah, but does it take out the fluoridation or are those kids still fooked?
maybe this was discussed before, but when Musk smoked that joint on JRE do you guys think he already knew he'd probably get booted out of tesla the way he has, and was just bracing for it and enjoying it
In thinking of the mere concept of love, and how rare by all accounts it should be, in a world made of carbon and the like, I am brought half to tears by its beauty.
THere's no fighting in war room. Take the discussion outside ๐
Hmm, im thinking he started bracing when he called out the media
xorgy its c alled god bruv.... we all get there
curious he started to get bad press only when he did that
hes got enough money to not give a fuck.
A higher value.
well thing is musk had been acting crazy on social media for months before, thinking back to atleast april with his dumb april fools joke etc, i think he had a feeling the tides were against him
it is the same thing..... i'll have to dig it up but something about misinterpretations for god and love during the translations of the bible....
I think Elon was just in a work-related trance.
his public communications were a bit unhinged for that reason, I imagine.
This is the new spock
Live longer and suffer.
And it allowed him to say what he really wanted to say about the mainstream media.
What could their reasons possibly be?
Elon did not pass the turing test on JRE. his inhalation system saved him from getting fried, but that muthafugga is a 3rd gen synth telling us that they are bad and we are stupid for continuing to enter data into the machine
and here i go entering more data into the machine
also why does that chin look so weak?
How long until vulcans are cousin its with pointy ears?
@Abel live long and Soyfer?
lel
when was last time anybody debated AI going nuts and taking over world here
is that that ruby rose chick?
Yeah, I fear that if I start using my voice or my likeness on the internet or in public too much, eventually it may become practical to synthesize them.
Then I'd be _screwed_.
Timโs antifa video got pinned to the top of /r/T_D https://www.reddit.com/r/The_Donald/comments/9mjzo9/antifa_blocks_street_chases_down_old_man/?st=JN0ZE67D&sh=432b05f6
TIM CONFIRMED FOR ALT-RIGHT NAZI
ono tim is RIGHT WING PROPOGANDIST
It's also why I use a different writing style between normal and official communications.
AI wouldn't actually be going nuts. It'd just be trying to make rational our irrational instructions
@xorgy im torn on this. as i believe the machine has already won. we are the sex organs to the machine world so would it be in everyones best interest to flood the market in hopes to have the most data and ergo be at the top of the heirarchy? i dunno how this shit works
i have doubt in the whole scheme people layout when they talk about AI taking over everything, i feel it fundimentally misunderstands what AI is capable of
but im not computer science major so not gonna try to defend my point
gamers rise
lol yeah.... my comments here and youtube and twitter hardly represent a work email
up
it was more like i knew a guy who knew a guy who would of known and he told me 'no all thats bullshit lmao, nanobots probably could actually have problems tho'
but julian assange has warned us about the Evil dust
@citizen The less the data you produce, especially data about your likeness and voice, the more power you have in a world where authenticity is rare.
the nano machines are in us already.
I am perhaps investing in future authenticity.
dam... guess ill go back to the stoic faggotry that it imposes... self victimization is a pain in my own ass
@Ottobon Would it actually be worse than the people we have now? Given the Kav Konfirmation Kircus of last week?
Think of it as energy you've been given in a destructive form; try to find a way to turn it constructive. Like the nuclear bomb into nuclear energy
what?!?!? this is their battle cry, this is their song
@ryuplaneswalker im sorry what are you asking? what would be worse?
If AI took over
oh, so guy i knew had worked in high places where they had ran a lot of experiments and his conclusion was computer are and always will remain as 'tools', not agents, regardless of how smart you make them
that is the tldr
tell that to the oracle
while she laughs at you
so on account of him i consider the whole Terminator idea cool, but completely unrelated to reality
yeah and we know the purpose of the pyramids
If we understood the nature of intelligence itself, I'd agree, but we don't
@Ottobon The problem is that people will have a propensity to give the tools agency, because agency is the only model for productivity.
Well here is the thing..
if The AI overlords..
let me play video games..and feed me
I will welcome my new AI overlords.
Satisfying the agent is the purpose of our thoughts.
tbh, I won't mind living in a matrix style illusion
And that is why we are able to think in ways that satisfy the agent.
As long as I get to manipulate it
but you don't unless you are outside of it
Is the matrix style illusion..one where I get to play video games? or is the illusion video games?
Well, the matrix is stupid for economic reasons.
btw
Illusion video games huh ? Pervert
we are in the matrix... this is the simulation(s) the multiverse is constant... step in the direction of your desired path
There's not really any good purpose to spend the resources required to fire up the matrix.
@Senny Yep, and proud of it..bring on the Virtual Draenei Babes.
lol
Hentai bitches about to be real af
I dun care about Hentai Bitches.
I fear for your matrix
Same shit to me
just give me Captain Fareeya and I am good.
a lady friend who can drop kick demons and is hawt? I can live with that as an illusionary waifu
@xorgy the thing about agency is it presumes we understand consciousness and organic thought, and we don't, and we throw our (mis)understand of other people, people of malice, onto AI as if computers will or could become Hitler basically. In regards to Nano-bots its different, as they would be simple physical devices that could glitch out and consume incorrectly, but thats a totally separate theoretical issue
is that map accurate? did pasteurization fuck it up?
understand that there is infinite balance... everything has a purpose, epigenetics happen, but for every reaction there is an opposite. nihilism isn't wrong, but who waits around for nothing?
Thank you explaining why Antifa makes me afraid and urks me... they are Authoritarians, they oppress everyone around them. I had a hard time pinpointing why I do not like them. Not only they do violence and destruction to the communities they invade, they threaten people. The after effect is something I didn't think about also... @Timcast
The last release of antix (Linux distro) was called "heather heyer"
Another dev team fucked the CoC of social justice.
@Ottobon I mean, agency and consciousness are not necessarily a package deal.
Nor does it necessarily take _an understanding of consciousness_ to produce something conscious.
@halfthink Well, what did you expect? systemd haters are prone to dogmatic thinking.
@halfthink antiX, apparently, exists mainly to be systemd-free.
One of these days, @agingoldboomer is going to finish typing.
Give me time
It's pretty long, yet off topic to this convo
I was just browsing for a new distro, and lol'd at it, I don't know anything about the distro.
When will it come to a point where we just at mass and all across the country just beat the hell out of each and just get it out of our system
I don't need it out of my system.
I have never wanted to beat anyone up, ever.
Not yet
bs
everyone gets the urge
The thought has never crossed my mind.
I'm serious.
how much soy do you consume?
about zero
Whatever traces are in our wheat.
i'm not buyin it
I mean, I think about using violence defensively.
Let me rephrase: I have never wanted to beat somebody up for something other than physical provocation.
well, that's way different
I want to beat people up all the time.
I just never act on those impulses.
I mean, sometimes I feel like shaking people out of things.
I don't want to punch babies, I just *act* as if I do.
Anyhow, it is not really in me to want to _start_ a violent confrontation.
so are you an ancap then?
I have _absolutely zero_ sympathy for these street thugs.
And yes, if they ever moved against me I would maximize the number of them who regretted doing so.
If they are peacefully protesting I don't care about them, but if you start swinging bike locks around you deserve any beatings you get.
Optimize for a 1:1 regret ratio.
not possible, but you can try.
Well, it is _sometimes_ possible.
I know one annoying lefty girl
Today she asked me what do I think about anarchy
I was in shock
chaos is a ladder
But no wall
Why were you in shock?
How far left has gone
Way too far
Idunno, I think thinking about anarchy is not _that_ crazy.
Attempting to enact it actively certainly is.
Yeah but she supports it
ancoms are crazy, ancaps are correct.
how do you mean supports anarchy?
@Timcast yeah you need to check how kimmons in Portland was shot and killed. It's a pretty friggin justified shooting
Against any form of government
there's the theoretical anarchy and practical anarchy that consists mostly of bike locks ยฏ\_(ใ)_/ยฏ
lul
I mean, my mother says she's an anarchist, but she complains constantly that there isn't enough regulation or taxation.
There's a chance she has no fucking idea what she's talking about.
Nah this girl is against government
At least she claims to
I mean, what is her frame of approach on that?
She is obv just against trump
We all know it
Alright, this will sound SUPER stupid and off topic, but I need advice:
Does she own guns?
No
She is against gun rights
what kind of fucking idiot...
@agingoldboomer shoot
If you'd hit it, show the lady a new religion
Get ready for something long
give her the D, and see if it cures the TDS.
I am part of this discord of a hangout club at my local University. These kids on this server appear CLEARLY sjw, left, and probably have TDS. Although I will not give away names, they are mad at this one kid on my campus over dumb shit he has said on facebook, his right-wing views, his physical figure, his sexism the fact that he is known to greet people by hugging (cuz he is trying to be friendly) and the fact that his mother bullshitted his way into passing off as mentally disabled, even though I noticed PLENTY of signs that proves he is mentally disabled (bottom line, he has a lot of illnesses such that you can't fix one without making the rest worse).
Even though I don't agree with this kid's views I can clearly see why he is this dumb, but he's gonna get hurt by these people on the server I am on and I REALLY don't want that to happen. (The disabled kid isn't on the server so you know).
I plan on turning these guys to the campus police, should anything happen. But I am gonna have serious trouble turning in the proof because I originally wanted to create a second account for the police to gain access to this server and investigate these students, but since the server got raided by trolls, they cranked up the security by inviting people via email rather than a poster's discord link and showing proof of University ID.
Nothing clearly has happened yet except their expressing their dread for this disabled kid and for other celebreties and people who disagree with their views.
What do I do?
If I must be a slave, I would rather be privately owned than publicly owned.
Ahh, grody.
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