*Grandfathers

when my mom got breast cancer

I learned Hitler's mom died from breast cancer

Interesting.

a year later I went to school that was 40-60% non-white

seen how blacks are in big groups

and again, anytime I got picked on or whatever

Hitler

@cr4ck3r My entire Elementary School was like that.

idk, my family life fell apart, 9/11 happened (which showed all of us 10 year olds the world is not hunky dory)

See, this is invaluable fascist peer support.

and I discovered Hitler during that time

so I noticed the world, girls, hitler

it all happened at once

i always told myself

"look at what hitler accomplished and he had it worse then I did, if both his parents died by the time he was 15, and he went on to nearly conquer the world, I can at least get through a divorce and losing 1 parent eventually"

WWHD

pretty much

that's what went through my 10 year old mind even though I couldn't verbalize it

Yup. Im starting to think that way.

the old propaganda made me feel proud knowing I had family who fought and died for that

I got to the point by the time I was 11 that, "Hitler wanted a world where I wouldn't have to deal with this bullshit"

and that's what sparked it for me, 26 years later, Heil Hitler

I mean 15*

Damm nigga got pilled early

yea, I tried to start my own group in the 8th grade

spray painted buildings and passed out home made fliers

then a rumor went around that I was gonna bring a gun to school

I felt bad knowing my family fought against that (I was 20 when I got pilled).

got pulled off the bus in hand cuffs

threatened to be shipped to guantanamo

Hah, funny, I once got arrested for arson in middle school

then I really learned to hate the system

dindunuffink tho

Since my Grandfather on my father's side was in The US Army fighting in Italy.

Damn, these stories are so similar.

I had family on both sides

interestingly enough, my Great-Great German and American Grandpas

fought in the battle of Monte Casino

I am not too sure about the rest of my family tree.

that was both on my mom's side

my dad's side are american through and through

our roots go back pre-colonial america

pre-revolution america*

My father's side is Italian and Croatian.

though I do have injun in me

I'm Scottish, Native, German

Chief Black Pill

Chieg BlackPill of the Wojak Tribe

Chief*

So how was life between 8th grade and IM?

Italian, Croatian and French.

very awkward

went through a wigger phase to try to get laid

Dear lord 😂

But yeah, that's admirable you were active that early, unless there's support and validation, it can get you down unless you see positive results. I was lucky getting woke when I did.

I was trading booze for other kids in middle school, big fuckin boi zone

and a redneck phase

smoked pot, never had many friends

people quit fucking with me when I busted a jocks lip open freshmen year

I dropped out when I was 17 and basically didn't work, stole for weed and alcohol

in that time I discovered the ITPF

also, sophmore year I spoke with Noyles for the first time

started working finally at like 19 and quit getting jobs for 1-2 weeks then quitting

>people quit fucking with me when I busted a jocks lip open freshmen year
Damn, in middle school I stabbed one guy in the arm (I was new in class, gotta bullycide a little, I respect that), and by the end of the day we were buddies.

then IM started in the middle of a relationship I had with a girl, she got disturbed by my fascism

this is about the time I published the first issue of reaktion

then my mom dies, she leaves me a month later

I couch surf a bit

but yea, highschool sucked

You gotta euro-translate it for me. What age is this?

I think I discovered IM at like 17-ish

>having a gf
haha, normie

ITPF is the international third position federation

was*

I discovered that when I was 17-18 so this would have been like

08'-09'

and me and ben had been in off and on collaboration since like 06'

06'-07'

For us in Euroland its middle school, ages 13-16, and vocational from 16-19

or so

middle school

12-14

highschool 14-18

then vocational/college/university, whatever

Oooh.

So wait, you left 2013, right

i believe so yes

Well, after I was done with vocational I decided I was fucking done with my bumfuck of a nowhere town

white trash beyond belief

so I decided to move to city and just be as fucking free and degen as man can be

And also be a nazi at some point

Well, AB, if it makes you feel better that was still comparatively normal growing up

Ive been living a city life for a very long time.

it was normal, but it was weird

It gets dull after a while and I just want to live in the country. Or even on the Vegas Outskirts.

being socially awkward plus a closeted red pill

I like the country

Ben actually said it was much wilder here than in USA, I took it as an enormous compliment

I can't do the city

City life gets VERY dull after a while.

I don't know if I was ever a chad.

But never a closet redpill.

I was always and still am a typical run of the mill beta (i'm a bit better now, have had sex) but I was basically the school shooter archetype with enough common sense not to do something stupid

I was always a weaponized autist

h

Always looking into subjects my peers considered "taboo" or "illegal".

me too

My solution to lack of confidence was just get so fucking smashed. Drugs were pretty much like god-sent, sends confidence through the roof and remova all pain, make you just who you wanna be

thats why I like drinking

it's like

I can talk to qt girls if I'm drinking

Eh I've avoided drugs due to the degenerate drug culture in Vegas.

And even if you're still too autistic to score, plenty of addicted hookers around, even for a total beta, impossible to fail

yupp^

@Kombat-Unit I guess you're right there. There was this hooker I knew named "Miami".

Though she was a Mulatto 😷

Good for you I guess.

Well, I just got really blackpilled. That company gets you down, if you see nothing but people like that, 24/7.

Makes you crazy.

You can be open nazi, wear Hitler shirts, no on cares, but it's not meaningful because they don't care about anything.

Amen to that.

Amen to that.

Amen to that.

Amen to that.

Amen to that.

I even hate how there are GENERATIONS of high school students that goes on welfare for drugs.

Amen to that.

Amen to that.

I even hate how there are GENERATIONS of high school students that goes on welfare for drugs.

damm discord lagging?

Yes

For some weird reason it lags or it gets stuck in digital molasses.

@cr4ck3r So how was life after blackpill?

Smothering and depressing I guess.

I guess the point here is, if there was one, that people need fellow nazis in their life, or nothing gets done.

Yeah, I think that's it.

I mean even just bullshitting online with bros is helpful

It is tho.

cos I at least you can go out into the world knowing you aint fucking crazy

Feels really good opening up in fash discord

yes

And best confidence booster of all is the acceptance and support of your comrades.

So how life outside of party stuff, rn?

Good.

I am finally getting my room 100% clean and I now have helped out in cleaning my sister's room for my Aunt.

I'm trying to buy more fashionable clothes

^ Same.

and trying to figure out how to adjust to school again

Skinny jeans hoodie master race

I am also gonna look into what basics I need to know for Penetration Tester Certificate course.

fuck I really don't wanna wear skinny jeans but its whatever

Get the Comptia manual on Ethical Hacking and/or Networking perhaps?

By the way, I totally forgot

It's in so I'll wear them

what's that?

You heard of that Handmaid's Tale series, the one feminists have been all over?

Yea. I will look into that as well.

nope what is it?

https://gomovies.to/film/the-handmaids-tale-season-1-20474/watching.html?ep=634238

Go to 37 minutes

American Christian fundie WN militia hangs faggots with cranes

👍

Sounded so good that I skipped quickly through one episode, lmao'd at the White Sharia scenes

#WhiteSharia

http://www.sbs.com.au/guide/sites/sbs.com.au.guide/files/styles/body_image/public/handmaidstale.jpg?itok=ClYSehOn&mtime=1493252767

You can see the Star of David in the sack

Blessed be Hitler (Peace Be Upon Him)

https://fsmedia.imgix.net/e4/b5/9a/63/39b3/42ef/b35c/1d2891fc02db/screen-shot-2017-05-01-at-23552-pmpng.png?rect=57%2C0%2C1385%2C693&auto=format%2Ccompress&w=650

http://www.geekgirlauthority.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/05/Ep-4-dead-bodies-hanging.jpg

Day of the rope 😔 👌🏻

THIS IS AWESOME

Another "dystopia" like Man in the High Castle

Like nigga get me a ticket I'll be on the first flight

I would LOVE living there 💓

Another scenes in the ep, 34 minutes - fastest court session ever. 49 min white sharia clit snip. Somewhere in the middle was nadzi cops mowing down women's right protesters with machine guns

Fuck yea! 😈

Fuck "(((Women's Rights)))"!

BEAUTIFUL

is the author of the book jewish by chance?

I honestly don't know.

I skipped through extremely quickly as I said, liked the lot of ropings

the eyeless chick was qt

oh god they had to play Peaches in it

It's pretty much White Sharia the series. I bet you can appreciate the fundie part even more than I can.

Hell yea!

absolutely

I just seen the feminist protestors get machine gunned

beautiful

I really digged the hanging.

Iran style.

Hanging (((Yids)))... HALLELUJAH!

https://www.facebook.com/permalink.php?story_fbid=1041195632683478&id=100003791537262

😈

btw lol, Grindr Greg literally just posted more about White Sharia

Lol.

surprise surprise, he's not too big fan of the bogging aspect

"(((OY VEY! MUH MYSOGINY!)))"

https://youtu.be/DNcwaR2xW1Q

Happy kike war day all

https://youtu.be/0blg75MDStY

The thing I think of first after reading that notice is "yeah, but if we - the Nationalist Front and other affiliated ethnonationalists/groups opposed to Zionist-centric kike proxy wars - were to attend and show solidarity with all involved, Antifa wouldn't be willing to play nice and just let us attend their event".

Police State Now

It must boggle them that we're anti-war. Major brain fizzle.

Lol.

Pro race war!

Race Car Now

Watch "EyeHateGod - New Orleans Is The New Vietnam" on YouTube
https://youtu.be/poQgKvVOZGY

Hey there everyone

Good

Does anyone have any good sources on ancient Celtic tradition, particularly in Ireland? I've been trying to find some spirituality in my life again, and I've been drawn to my Irish heritage. But, I have a hard time finding faith in the Christian religion.

Try Esoteric Hitlerism.

Esoteric Hitlerism. Yes. I'm Irish, as well. @Kombat-Unit posts the best material for EH. 🙋🏼

https://youtu.be/GPLDDUabAXk

^

Our Celtic culture has been cheapened by the (((music industry))) and Wicca. Better to search for a universal truth.

Not only that but once you start going back the lines between celts/grrmanics/Norse begin to blur...

Well I know, but, we don't have to just give it up. We could take it back

We are, EH.

😉

💚

On a side note I've spent the afternoon lightly trolling "progressives" & there is no quicker way to lose faith in humanity then to listen to that shit... good god.

I would still recommend Traditional Catholicism depending on what your exact concerns are with Christianity. Of course this requires access to the Traditional Mass so it may be difficult depending on where you are.

EH is intriguing though, so carry on. 👌

I agree that Catholicism is a form of paganism, rebranded and repackaged. Varg has some videos about it where I actually agree with him.

Huh, I haven't heard of that perspective. But the Catholic church seems pretty fucked, at least the Pope is

That's a curious way of putting it, but I think I agree with that statement. I certainly came to it with a volkisch mindset.

I am intimately acquainted with traditional Catholicism. I studied Latin chants and old (square note) musical notation for years, and still love it.

But, I still believe in EH. Catholicism was a pit stop, but I'm glad for the time I was there.

What's your go-to source on EH?

Are you Catholic?

If so, start with the Nag Hammadi Codex and the gospel of Judas. Move onto Savitri Devi, Miguel Serrano, Nimrod DiRosario, then onto Hinduism.

@My Name Is Hate @Kombat-Unit your input is needed.

Everything I recommend is basically free online, in PDF, if you google it.

Alright, I'll check it out. Maybe it is what I need, who knows?

If nothing else, it's good stuff to know.

Interesting... wasn't familiar with the term "Nag Hammadi" but I've read some of this when I studied Greek.

My professor was very into deuterocanonical sources and apocrypha.

The Nag Hammadi codices are books of the Bible, coincidentally discovered the year out Fuhrer left us. They were removed by bishop iranaeus In the early years of the church--when the church became a political, rather than spiritual, entity. They show the cosmic battle between man and Jew, and do not paint Jesus in a negative light.

If you understand Gnosticism, EH is easier to digest. My opinion, of course.

I'll have to give these a second look. My professor's extreme philosemitism (he even married one) certainly would have had an impact on what sources we read in class.

Worth reading, if you believe in Christianity. They are Christian texts that turned my world on its end, honestly. Then....EH obviously.

Sorry was feeding the dog. I think you a gave a good path for him @dd✳555 each person approaches EH from a different knowledge base or starting point, Catholicism/ Christianity is 1 of my weak points... but I can say that EH really strikes at a much deeper truth beyond Doctrine, this is why Christians, Buddhists, Agnostics, etc. Have all found their way to EH. For absolute entry level I might recommend James Battersby's 'The holy book of Adolf Hitler' obviously Savitri Devi 'lightning & the Sun' as dd mentioned. But also IM Esoteric Hitler feed, & even just you tube videos look for Jason Thompkins interviews, & Miguel Serrano videos, which will just be people speaking about his work. We each find our own way to it. Happy to link a few videos, & if you scroll back @Kombat-Unit has spammed the shit out of the feed with great stuff

^

https://youtu.be/PUaRpy-0HqQ

https://youtu.be/2ysvRPYq1AU

Just laying some groundwork here. No one *likes* Varg, but sometimes he speaks a sort of truth: https://youtu.be/YQCIxnkAtiI

Interesting. The "removal of Jewish content," as Varg puts it, was a high priority for the early Church, both East and West (along with the physical removal of Jews, which we all know about). Their level of success could be debated, but modern "Judaeo-Christians" ignore the Church Fathers for a reason.

Based St. Chrysostom :^)

Yash

https://www.savitridevi.org/article-beekman.html