There I have been lucky. By nature I'm very black & white, so once I had made the "big discovery" that was it, I severed every connection I had, I was like gasoline & a torch looking for old bridges to burn

The flip side is that now I have a very solitary life

Lots of experience, no real outlet

Yes when I say Jews in drugs I mean high level

Yeah, I did know several druggie crews, some were just totally insane, you know? Every day they shoot up the amount you do in a week, constant police raids, fights, shootings, extortion, whatever. Those I cut pretty effectively early. But then there were more palatable ones and some whores. But the time between lapses grew.

Like from "wow, I've been entire week sober, amazing, time to PAR-TY" to being a month without any major problem.

That was me. I was the lunatic

Hard for me to really believe now

Yeah, as I mentioned, there was just attempted quintuple killing in which two guys from the crew got caught up in. Never a dull moment. You might wanna die, but you'll never be bored.

Except when you're waiting for a deal to go down

Ha, true. It does serve as a good training ground, it makes some of this political activism seem very mundane

Sounds like some neighbors of mine. Have the law over there at least a couple times a week, shit is ridiculous.

lol yeah, got that right

Oh we are going to get together & talk & stay sober & Make ppl angry, wake me up if you need me

I'm a pretty stupid cunt, I don't know how the first times you dealt with drug business went down, but mine involved three cars getting stolen, some guy getting his face kicked apart and cops. You'd think I'd have learned, but nope

I bypassed that lmaoweed phase completely

thank God

We could spend days going over the idiocy of our street careers I'm sure. I started really early 12/13 Juvenile life sentence didn't slow me up, federal prison didn't slow me up, I'm basically a fucking retard. Freely admit that, funny thing is the retard tends to only come out once mind altering substances are introduced, once that happens all bets are off

.

I've actually got a lot to atone for

Yeah...I'd say I'm pretty civil and mild mannered guy sober, maybe, but a nice speedball that doesn't knock you out cold gives such an ego boost you could start DOTR right that instant

And you behave accordingly.

The choir you are preaching too agrees. It's a special kind of insanity.

One I'm half ashamed & half proud I survived

I do think my life experience can be of service. Of that I have no doubt

I'd like to think so too.

Just trying to find my spot

It's a unique set of skills we bring to the table... still haven't totally figured out where they can help the most

Lol

Talked about it earlier, but the most important thing is the community, and props to TWP for acknowledging it. To support you and have someone to be accountable to.

The relationship you have with comrades is so totally different to one you have to junkies.

The upshot is I'm basically totally unimpeded by standard societal norms.

& The standard threats are basically hollow for me.

Social stigma is a powerful weapon to the uninitiated....but we are initiated, are we not

Very much so

Inoculated

I'm kinda curious how many NatSoc guys originated in similar enviroments.

Crime/Drug stuff

More than I think most realize

I did. I just don't talk about it much XD

You can't trust the junkies with anything, and you know the difference between loving one and hating one can change in an eyeblink. While you can trust your comrades with your life.

It's therapeutic, sort of anonymous natsoc peer support

My stuff is more crime than drug oriented. Funny talking about anything like in a message board XXDD

What's funny is I avoided all the guys in the joint just bc they seemed to be such a fucking stereo type. I read their literature & I kept it cordial, but I kept my distance. It was an old lifer that started the red pill process for me. To be fair I was an easy target, I've been a revolutionary my entire life, all he had to do was wake me up & show me that we needed to build instead of destroy

I know so many ex druggie natsocs it isn't even funny.

Even just online.

@My Name Is Hate That sounds like an awesome story

And yes.

Now here's where it gets beyond weird... They just transferred him from Fed prison to state, guess what his randomly assigned number is?

Lucky you were put on the right road.

148840

I just turned 40 when it happened too... coincidence? Or avatar?

2spooky

You be the judge

Meme Magic https://youtu.be/zAx0t3O55Zo

When I went to Sweden in December, cabin number 0880

🤔

Yeah this is all gravy for me, I should be dead. I'm not. So let's go fight like we already are.

I'm just thankful I've been given the opportunity to fight on the correct side

Got schedule full of demos 👌🏻

Indeed

I don't think a person who completely fits into society and has nothing troubling in their past would be drawn to NS. I mean, not without significant momentum in the movement (i.e. 1930's Germany)

Agreed. It helps to have had the proverbial rock in your shoe. I think it just makes the transition easier, ppl that have faced struggle, they have pressed themselves up against life's sharp edges

Even though I've read my bit, for me the realization was something visceral, not some high falutin intellectual journey.

For being so tied into natural order, it's amazing that more ppl don't just "get it".
Also agree with that, this was not ultimately found in a book but at the end of a long hard journey

^Ditto

I envy you guys/gals that have caught on so much earlier

Like I said, I'm a retard

Same here. No one told me what to believe. The books just validate what I already know to be true.

Yes. It's a deep inner truth being re-revealed to you

Always gets me when leftists say we have been brainwashed into race hate. IF only there had been someone to brainwash into nazism.

It took me a long time to over come the societal brainwash

We walk in the light of cosmic order, there is no coming "back" from that, nor would one wish to

I think the "brain wash" is clearing out the leftist, degenerate filth. Like, the stuff I watched on MTV in the 90's, haha. And my parents' communist beliefs. I had to unlearn all of that, but once it hit me, it was easy.

Very true. I guess the more programmed you've been by all that the harder it is to over come.

There's so much programming just from going to public school xD

Then the media

And everything else XD

(((Hollywood))) did a number on me

Likewise.

Probably their most effective tool next to finance

Fucking Coen Brothers

Ha

Tarantino

You're a little younger than me I think. Old (((sumner redstone))) of MTV fucked me good.

Old MTV was really bad.

Hahaha xD My generation treated MTV like it was for old people.

Yeah, I was the old person it chewed up & spit out

I can't watch hardly any Hollywood shit anymore, most media is off limits. I wish there were some movies made by white people without something​ sexual or deviant

The Real World first few seasons. Getting six liberals and one conservative to live together. Then bully the conservative for twelve weeks on camera.

With every form of degeneracy imaginable made to look like the norm

Yup.

Looking back it's no surprise I turned out the way I did, still makes me mad though.

I had a hard time as a young person. My family set a bad example, so what the media portrayed is what I thought was normal/should aspire to. Wrong.

I've gone from pity to hate with those not awake yet, I'm trying to get a little more forgiving & remember how I was... but the fact remains we found our way out of the maze... why the fuck can't they?

That's where I think it helps to have life crush you

I'm pretty good with empathy on that. Took me about two years to completely wake up.

If things are too easy, why change?

I just think- I was loaded & still found my way out, you fucks are dead sober & can't see anything wrong with all this?!!!

Well you don't, those two years were an ideological hellscape.

Haha xD The more comfortable they are the less they want to.

I definitely agree there. If you find yourself at what you think is the bitter end of things, which I have, you can sort of see a bigger picture. Maybe if you're honestly ready to die at some point you loosen the ties to the demiurge' creation and become something new.

Beautifully put

Phoenix from the Ash and all that

Exactly

Well let's start burning shit down

Haha

I know that feel. You're on some intellectual level aware you used to be as bad, and theoretically there's hope for everyone, but when you look at some drooling junkie, c'mon.

I'd rope so many people I know.

Yes. The truth of the matter is I would always say in prison that if I was running shit I'd carpet bomb the whole place, ppl would say "but you are here" & I would say "exactly"

Feel = so known

A part of me roots for the return of the plague every morning.

Misanthrope = me

But that comes with being a biocentric

The big reset button

Indeed

In fact I think that's what we need, bioengineers to start working on the real final solution, a germ that attacks non whites

Think about of the earths population was reduced to only white ppl, almost all problems would be fixed over night

Too harsh? Maybe my patience fads with age... Or maybe Spengler has altered my view

Yeah, hopefully they get AIDS right the next time they invent it, hahaha.

Right? Haha

Super AIDS

Ebola

https://youtu.be/bIfhklhZ7OI

Funny when I started with NS I was very much "each race to their own space, blah, blah"
Now I'm much more "fuck everybody"

That's where the creators "what's good for the white race is the ultimate good, what's bad for the white race, the ultimate sin" makes a lot of sense to me

idk

I right off the bat wanted to kill all the gypsies

Can't ship 'em anywhere either

Gypsies & jews were not on my list of providing safe passage to haha

The whole Africa for the Africans bit sounds good for normies, but it's not realistic, it's only a matter of time before we are back dealing with their special brand of stupid

Yeah, I agree. Africans cant be trusted with anything

If they have their own Continent, they will figure out a way to nig somehow

I'm convinced, if they all magically were there, they wouldn't need much of push to take care of themselves

Spengler & this book "rising tide of color" are certainly making me rethink this separation idea... for now we need to separate to survive, but long term? I think it's just natures law, one force will counter another, we can't all just get along in the immortal words of the negro scholar Rodney King

You all need to watch Addio Africa. They can't take care of themselves. They just need to be left to self-destruct.

They are like a pack of dogs with no alpha. They just run amok.

Yeah

Pretty much what they did before their kings sold them to anyone

Yes, that would be one way of dealing with them. I like clean breaks personally. Plus it would almost be more humane to just "deal with them" as opposed to watching them implode from a distance

Whoops was supposed to be a picture

Look at Liberia. After all. A country founded by freed slaves. The most dangerous place on earth for many years.

Yeah

And look at what they do to the animals & environment

I'm unsure how I feel about that

Those are my main concerns, fuck them

I have this African who works in my office, he is the dumbest piece of shit in the world

I have spent more than my fair share around the darker races, this comes from experience, not fear or some other Jewish psychobabble

Real world experience leads me to conclude that they are a danger to humanity

& The natural order. But with out the jews they would be a fly to a lion

The jew has mobilized these dark forces

It's true.

Are there outliers? Sure, of course, but you can not judge a group by a few outliers, you've got to judge them based on the mass, the mass is a dangerous pack

You can always find an exception with anything, I agree, not the issue

Doesn't mean they aren't a supremely destructive force

This is why I've taken to describing myself as an esoteric white supremacist. It's a spiritual inequality to me.

I'm still more for separatism. Having hurt folk before, don't think I have the stomach for ethnic cleansing xD

Don't worry, I'm sure we can find volunteers for the extermination squads

You're excused from duty ;)

Definitely

Hahaha xD

Well I mean, depending on what city XD

I look at it like a dangerous plague carried by fleas, sure some fleas bite won't kill but who has time to sort that out? We are neck deep in plague here folks

Nature doesn't respect "fair"

I'm not down for extermination duty, either. Still, Jews do not have the same souls as us. They are a failed creation: soulless creatures made of mud. Blacks are actual animals. Only those of us descended from Hyperboreans (aryans) have a divine spark.

Some how I end up always going extremist when I get on here... haha. Imagine if I drank.

@dd✳555 fully agreed

If you read the Nag Hammadi Codex and other gnostic scriptures removed from the Bible, add in some Vedic writings, and then read Savitri Devi and Miguel Serrano--it becomes so clear there is no guilt in a pragmatic exercise of ethnic cleansing.

In my opinion.

Yeah I have to watch out when I drink as well, I go into full nigger hating mode when I drink too much and end up doing stupid shit

@dd✳555 haven't read half of that & am already there.

Part of me thinks I almost need to transition into some other activity than reading, like more work out, IRL meet ups, etc. Bc the reading can get me very black pilled, black pilled = burning rage, for me.

Although rage is the fuel that fires the engine... so it's 6 of one, half dozen of the other

Yeah, as I said, you need the support of the people. We have this fire inside us, if we cannot channel it into something productive, the urge to act is so strong its intolerable. @cr4ck3r had precisely the same problem, be super active, burn out, lapse, repeat

Yeah, can't wait for the IRL meetups I need it badly

I have a few friends who are normies but don't mind listening to me, I guess it let's a bit of steam out of the tea kettle from time to time

Good to know not the only one with that hatred burning inside

@Kombat-Unit basically what I'm in search of. Why I'm heading out of this area & trying to find a place where I can more easily access a larger range of events/ppl. Like I said still trying to find how/where I can be the biggest help.

@tom (twp) fellowship can't be over stated imo. Pikeville left me on a week long high of sorts.

I can imagine

Christmas Truce, 1914. German, French, and British soldiers

What's up goys

Nothing much.

Just got my Pi3 case and micro SD. Just need to get Kali Linux onto it and get the keyboard and mouse.

As well as HDMI cable and monitor.

https://youtu.be/LOxOGiMBc4g

Let's talk about firearms safety... dear god.

https://youtu.be/6L5yuro818w

https://youtu.be/s2fWuaCe79Q

Just watched that

I'm enjoying this channel

https://youtu.be/-0olc3qJjLM

Listening to this Jared Taylor debate now. Fucking frustrating to listen to his adversary.
https://youtu.be/KqoqN4kXk3s

Trigger warning the negro openly advocates for white genocide

Nothin new. Its daily now

Its the norm til we've had it lol

Time for talk < over

Status report: Im using a fake Faceberg and (((Twitter))) account.

And I agree

Just learned there is an Anti-FAggot group in my town.

Feel free to add @AltCelt

Will do.

I also just got the next set of equipment for my Pi3

Just need the HDMI screen and HDMI cable.

White power

How is everyone?

Im good.

vry nice

Whats the deal with that guy PMing to join the Southern Dawn?

I'm keeping calm but I feel like ripping his fucking ass.

@White-PowerStroke(Dillon) What did I miss? Got a message that says something is going on?

Sieg Heil! Hail Victory my brothers!

Hail victory

Antifa rally in TX

How many goys we got willing?

@JTThrasher (TWP-Lynchburg, Va.) is an elderly paragon, sent by divinity to teach the youths of patience.

This is neat. The last time there was a black sun was the year WWI ended (1918) and the Fuhrer became active. Maybe 2017 is also a special year: https://www.dailystormer.com/summer-of-hate-black-sun-to-cross-america-this-august/

Nice

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NwLJMI44rc

@Kombat-Unit started listening to the interview on the Vedic texts... thank you for turning me onto this guy. I think I will get a lot out of it.

Sharing is caring 👌🏻

The last 15 minutes about Trump are meh in the 1st, but otherwise, the two vids, gold.

@My Name Is Hate this you gotta see too

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4osChDnPyQ

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Swami Prabhupada is maximum W O K E

These I've watched

Have them saved

Love that YouTube channel

Yeah, I guessed, a lot of normie conspiracy people are into them also because he talks about (((mysterious forces))) accelerating the degradation of good.

bunch of illuminati comments

https://img.ifcdn.com/images/7ff189e88713187f2d012bc128fa799c11a25d37635f7efbd98a16a857656e3c_1.jpg

Yes. To a degree that was me. But my research was cut short by stints of drug use haha. Only to arrive at the root- (((it's the jews)))

I read behold a pale horse & all that shit back in the 90's

To level with you, I love Alex Jones vids, but not for their news value.

>pale horse
Kalki

I first heard him on Coast to Coast. I listened to that back when it was art bell

Black helicopters, the shape shifters, etc. Come to find out coast to coast is produced by jews

Imagine my shock

By the way, I love how Cooper is really the archetypal Illuminatist, literally telling people to replace the jews with "illuminati"

"Yeah I know its all jews but its not racial look at that rapper doing a masonic greeting"

Yup. Cooper only dropped all the alien shit when he saw it wasn't getting traction any more

(((Aliens)))

Alex Jones is just gold talking about intergalactic pedophile vampire shape shifters and gay frogs, you gotta have a heart of stone not to love it.

The video where he talks about 12 dimensions, maybe my all time favorite ever.

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