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2017-05-16 08:11:09 UTC

Hey hey

2017-05-16 08:11:15 UTC

I want to talk to fellow Fascists about feelz i am having

2017-05-16 08:12:03 UTC

Sure

2017-05-16 08:12:05 UTC

Im up.

2017-05-16 08:12:12 UTC

Also saw you shitposted on IM

2017-05-16 08:12:16 UTC

At work w/ lots of time

2017-05-16 08:12:23 UTC

Yes I did, I always shitpost

2017-05-16 08:12:30 UTC

B1488 you on IM?

2017-05-16 08:12:44 UTC

Yes

2017-05-16 08:12:50 UTC

whats your name on IM?

2017-05-16 08:12:57 UTC

B1488

2017-05-16 08:13:00 UTC

Right on

2017-05-16 08:13:05 UTC

ok so open question for ya'll

2017-05-16 08:13:11 UTC

with story and background

2017-05-16 08:13:22 UTC

So I've reconciled my Orthodox Faith and my Politics

2017-05-16 08:13:29 UTC

But now the question is this

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How do I not get burnt out with Fascism?

2017-05-16 08:13:43 UTC

It's like, I get burnt out and blow out and leave

2017-05-16 08:13:50 UTC

how do I balance Fascism out with the rest of my life?

2017-05-16 08:14:00 UTC

I truly want to be back involved I really do

2017-05-16 08:14:14 UTC

I just want to identify what burns me out and makes me black pilled

2017-05-16 08:14:21 UTC

I don't want to "quit" like I did 5 years ago

2017-05-16 08:14:27 UTC

I've realized I'm a lifer

2017-05-16 08:14:36 UTC

but how do I keep this up?

2017-05-16 08:14:57 UTC

KU knows what I am talking about

2017-05-16 08:15:04 UTC

as far as "quitting"

2017-05-16 08:15:15 UTC

actually, all of TWP and old fag IM knows what I mean

2017-05-16 08:16:04 UTC

Wanna tell me a bit about your life?

2017-05-16 08:16:06 UTC

I am not trying to sound emo, but I do need advice

2017-05-16 08:16:08 UTC

such as?

2017-05-16 08:16:29 UTC

well, I've always had a bad habbit of not seeing shit through to the end, I start shit with 1000000000% zeal and dedication and then get burnt out and drop it

2017-05-16 08:16:31 UTC

circumstances that lead to burning out

2017-05-16 08:16:37 UTC

I'm 26 and workiungclass

2017-05-16 08:16:38 UTC

ah ok

2017-05-16 08:16:40 UTC

basically

2017-05-16 08:16:40 UTC

Ah

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I think I know what you mean

2017-05-16 08:17:03 UTC

I aint an intellectual, I won't read unless I have too, I don't like mixing politics with family

2017-05-16 08:17:11 UTC

It's easy to attend the huge demos, right? But the action of building the organization every day, now that is the real effort.

2017-05-16 08:17:20 UTC

Don't I know this.

2017-05-16 08:17:46 UTC

The bigger support net you have the better, locally.

2017-05-16 08:17:50 UTC

Of course.

2017-05-16 08:18:08 UTC

Right now, I'm trying to get a trade certification, live with my memaw since I decided to travel randomly around the country and am now trying to get back on my feet

2017-05-16 08:18:24 UTC

Activism needs to feel rewarding, and when you're doing it right it is, but if its just you banging your head against the wall and not feeling you get anywhere, I can get blackpilledness.

2017-05-16 08:18:30 UTC

That's the thing, I had a local support but I had a blow out due to booze. I basically got tired of hearing about Fascism 24/7

2017-05-16 08:18:39 UTC

Im just getting started w/ The TWP and I know where I need to start, however, I dont seem to have the time to start building my chapter.

2017-05-16 08:18:42 UTC

but I think I was in denial about the fact I'm redpilled nazi for life

2017-05-16 08:18:52 UTC

I'm in the same boat

2017-05-16 08:19:05 UTC

I was talking about nazi support.

2017-05-16 08:19:07 UTC

Not to mention there are folks who are willing to be part of ot but they are busy as well.

2017-05-16 08:19:10 UTC

I've been told I am in charge of my state's TWP chapter but I can't do all that is required of a chapter leader at this point

2017-05-16 08:19:11 UTC

I'd go crazy without NRM.

2017-05-16 08:19:20 UTC

Net nazism feels fucking bad man.

2017-05-16 08:19:25 UTC

Yes they do

2017-05-16 08:19:47 UTC

It doesn't feel "real", in a tangible sense. More like a fad or something

2017-05-16 08:19:52 UTC

It's like

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I want to do more real shit

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but I don't want it to harm my family

2017-05-16 08:20:04 UTC

If you have this powerlessness, like you can't affect things, that fucking blackpills you

2017-05-16 08:20:08 UTC

and now I work 40 hours a week and am going to school

2017-05-16 08:20:13 UTC

Yeah

2017-05-16 08:20:31 UTC

When I joined, I had this burning fire inside me, felt like I had to put it to good use or I'd burn myself

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If you get what I mean

2017-05-16 08:20:40 UTC

That's what I felt

2017-05-16 08:20:47 UTC

It felt so good to be able to direct it into something productive

2017-05-16 08:20:57 UTC

and when I lived in a TWP apartment I had already black pilled LOL so I'm trying to recover from that

2017-05-16 08:21:04 UTC

Im gonna be learning Cyber Security on my own and will even dedicate a lot of time towards gaining experience.

2017-05-16 08:21:16 UTC

I need to learn Javascript, PHP, and MySql

2017-05-16 08:21:27 UTC

and get Comptia A+ certified

2017-05-16 08:21:38 UTC

Yeah, as I said, if it's just Matts, you and Buhls and the wooden cross, and even that on just special occasions. I getchu.

2017-05-16 08:21:49 UTC

Fuck, when did we last talk A_B, been fucking ages

2017-05-16 08:21:53 UTC

It's grown since then

2017-05-16 08:21:53 UTC

Good luck. Im learning Kali Linux.

2017-05-16 08:21:56 UTC

tremendously

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I'm struggling with Ubuntu

2017-05-16 08:22:28 UTC

Yeah, I'm glad for you guys, only during last two years I've heard anything worth nothing from the States.

2017-05-16 08:22:30 UTC

I'm a cracker, this shit is weird to me, not totally unattainable, but difficult for a cracker

2017-05-16 08:22:38 UTC

You seen our late marches?

2017-05-16 08:22:42 UTC

No

2017-05-16 08:22:47 UTC

Everyone has made so much progress during last few years

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sec

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kk

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They even evacuated an entire refugee center from the town where we were marching lol

2017-05-16 08:23:30 UTC

Are you serious?

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nice!

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me at 2:20, if you remember my face

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*0:22

2017-05-16 08:24:19 UTC

yea

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nice!

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ok so my next question for ya'll fascists

2017-05-16 08:25:16 UTC

add me on fb fag

2017-05-16 08:25:30 UTC

I've always been a roustabout, no skills, I've never actually been in a fight and I've not really been in shape. What should I pursue? What should I do to become a more productive Fascist?

2017-05-16 08:25:46 UTC

I will, I'm gonna get a VPN service to create a new email and facebook with

2017-05-16 08:25:48 UTC

then I will add you

2017-05-16 08:26:12 UTC

What is the Fascist lifestyle?

2017-05-16 08:26:18 UTC

You're not the Rutledge on FB?

2017-05-16 08:26:29 UTC

I am but I have too many IRL friends and family on there

2017-05-16 08:26:45 UTC

I see.

2017-05-16 08:26:46 UTC

I want to create a political FB for all nazi friends, IRL and internet

2017-05-16 08:27:00 UTC

I can't really be full blown nazi until I'm on my own again

2017-05-16 08:27:11 UTC

mostly cos I don't want anything to come back to harm my family

2017-05-16 08:27:16 UTC

that's the thing

2017-05-16 08:27:22 UTC

It's my family I am worried about

2017-05-16 08:27:28 UTC

I don't care if I get doxxed

2017-05-16 08:27:43 UTC

but I don't want the enemies to do anything to my father or memaw

2017-05-16 08:28:25 UTC

that is 100% the only reason I try to stay semi-anon

2017-05-16 08:29:27 UTC

I just started writing articles for Nordfront with my irl name when I joined, zero fucks given. It would be dumb for multiple reasons to threaten bluepills.

2017-05-16 08:29:48 UTC

I live in really red hood, so I expected there was at least a minor chance of physical confrontation when doxed but fucking nothing.

2017-05-16 08:29:55 UTC

I've been really disappointed.

2017-05-16 08:31:25 UTC

And fascist lifestyle? I try to stay off degenerate stuff and be productive. That's about it. More productive fascist? I guess this is very general advice, but one thing the movement has taught is initiative.

2017-05-16 08:32:15 UTC

As I've said before, best propaganda is something that is acutely relevant, either due to recent or local event. Like that DailyStormer "Around blacks never relax" thing was pretty much perfect.

2017-05-16 08:32:34 UTC

And American media can't help reporting every tiny thing, so inaction is almost criminal here

2017-05-16 08:32:48 UTC

We have to do a huge campaign these days for the media to report it

2017-05-16 08:34:26 UTC

For example, there's some black on white crime in the area? Make offensive posters and plaster them around. Local television station peddling jew lies? Drop a banner denouncing them in a very visible place. Hoist a White Power flag at the city hall for photo op in reaction to them denouncing Southern heritage. These are some things you can do practically alone.

2017-05-16 08:34:38 UTC

You don't wait for a signal, you just do it.

2017-05-16 08:34:58 UTC

But it's easier said than done, and even meeting fellow nazis weekly gives you that energy boost to go on

2017-05-16 08:35:08 UTC

Shit in my city there were 3 Blacks who kidnapped a White Woman and forced her into prostitution.

2017-05-16 08:35:16 UTC

I really cannot stress the importance of community enough

2017-05-16 08:35:25 UTC

See I have a comrade and we used to meet but he fell of the map again

2017-05-16 08:35:28 UTC

It's your comrades that give you the strenght to go on every day

2017-05-16 08:35:43 UTC

That will be good enough for Propaganda

2017-05-16 08:36:16 UTC

Some greater purpose than just posting pics about lone propaganda ops, you know?

2017-05-16 08:36:19 UTC

As good as they are

2017-05-16 08:37:58 UTC

It's the people that also fill you with a sense of purpose and will. But I know you cannot get comrades out of thin air. Network I guess, and asking your buddies if they have heard the Good Word of Hitler?

2017-05-16 08:38:45 UTC

I'm at the point where everyone knows I love Hitler, so doxing would have precisely zero effect.

2017-05-16 08:39:22 UTC

Even all friends and mates.

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So basically I just need to own it

2017-05-16 08:40:26 UTC

I can say that the period of nazi activism is the best in my life.

2017-05-16 08:40:53 UTC

When did you go off the radar, btw?

2017-05-16 08:40:58 UTC

'13ish?

2017-05-16 08:41:40 UTC

yes

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the begining

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of 13ish is when it became official

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Been a long ass time then.

2017-05-16 08:42:21 UTC

yuppp......

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I feel like I literally have to start from scratch

2017-05-16 08:42:48 UTC

Think you heard my TL;DR already

2017-05-16 08:43:20 UTC

yes

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sorry I'm going back and forth between you and Odin trying to get into AtomWaffen

2017-05-16 08:43:51 UTC

np

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From worst shitposters to actual activists, we will all make it brah

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SO I have this plan

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to poster and lifer anonymously around my area until I get more folks on board

2017-05-16 08:45:24 UTC

For more G rated propaganda I'd send people to TWP

2017-05-16 08:45:32 UTC

but for edgier shit, where do I send people?

2017-05-16 08:45:56 UTC

Odin

2017-05-16 08:46:16 UTC

His crew is basically solely responsible for that uni nazi scare

2017-05-16 08:46:48 UTC

but what if I'm not technically in AW yet?

2017-05-16 08:46:58 UTC

He's basically asking me to read all of Siege

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but that's 500 pages I'm not a fucking reader

2017-05-16 08:47:34 UTC

Give me the basic gist, give me orders, then I'm on my way

2017-05-16 08:47:38 UTC

At least it is a really easy read, but if you have the fire to burn down the ZOG you already have grasped a very central point.

2017-05-16 08:47:42 UTC

Good attitude.

2017-05-16 08:47:51 UTC

If I can give you one tip for avoiding burnout

2017-05-16 08:47:54 UTC

yes

2017-05-16 08:48:29 UTC

I can understand Siege, I just don't see an over arching point, I feel like if you read the first 120 pages (which is what I've done so far) you have essentially gotten the point

2017-05-16 08:49:29 UTC

Build a community or get into one, network, network, network, bring national socialism into real life. This is the most vital thing. As noble as it is to redpill people alone, realtalk, we are all human beings and need support and validation.

2017-05-16 08:49:45 UTC

And if you can't regularly tell how much you hate jews to real life people, it takes a toll on you

2017-05-16 08:49:57 UTC

bottling up stuff aint good

2017-05-16 08:51:16 UTC

thats literally what happened to me

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I always felt like I was legitimately crazy

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When I started to get off drugs, I would have this fire, and do shit every day, and then burn out quick, do some degen shit, feel bad for a while, be really productive, lapse, repeat.

2017-05-16 08:52:38 UTC

yep

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thats precisely what I have done

2017-05-16 08:53:23 UTC

In essence you're larping a normie 247 if you're a closet nazi

2017-05-16 08:53:24 UTC

Yeah.

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wait

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https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/274535531927568384/313962190715748353/breivik_feel_2.jpg

2017-05-16 08:53:44 UTC

so I'm larping as a normie?

2017-05-16 08:53:47 UTC

I'm larping

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Nah man

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as a normie cuck who is really a fucking nazi?

2017-05-16 08:54:22 UTC

So I just need to be a NAzi since Normie life is a LARP? I'm not mad or disagreeing

2017-05-16 08:54:29 UTC

I've just never heard it spelled out like this

2017-05-16 08:54:49 UTC

I meant if you're an open nazi, but cannot be so in real life, you're pretty much pretending to be a normie around the clock and it's shit

2017-05-16 08:54:52 UTC

yes

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mind=blown

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for real

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putting up a persona

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ok let's stop the deep talk here I have a lot to digest and think over

2017-05-16 08:56:04 UTC

actually scratch that

2017-05-16 08:56:09 UTC

you may not be able to answer this

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but I'll throw it out there

2017-05-16 08:56:18 UTC

I work with non-whites and fags

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I am civil and polite, even friendly and joke around with them

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does this contradict being a Fascist?

2017-05-16 08:56:38 UTC

I can't risk losing my job

2017-05-16 08:56:49 UTC

I have to be around non-whites, fags, and atheists

2017-05-16 08:57:05 UTC

is it appropriate to keep the nazi stuff to myself in this situation?

2017-05-16 08:59:33 UTC

I mean, I legitimately do not hate non-whites, but I also realize the white race is danger and the races must seperate

2017-05-16 08:59:34 UTC

National Socialism doesn't mean you can't like things that aren't of immediate blood relation to you. I'm not presuming to tell you how to feel or act. I never had a need to hide my beliefs, even when I was a degenerate and constantly associated with nonwhites and other degenes

2017-05-16 08:59:45 UTC

I'm willing to toe the line and say "RACE WAR NOW"

2017-05-16 09:00:04 UTC

but at the end of the day, if the races were seperate

2017-05-16 09:00:08 UTC

I'd be happy and content

2017-05-16 09:00:22 UTC

and wouldn't want to fucking gas the nigs living a hemisphere away

2017-05-16 09:00:27 UTC

do you see what I am saying?

2017-05-16 09:01:00 UTC

Of course. I just had a discussion about this with Casen.

2017-05-16 09:01:19 UTC

GO on

2017-05-16 09:01:23 UTC

You might find this relevant.

2017-05-16 09:01:29 UTC

thanks!

2017-05-16 09:03:11 UTC

You know, I'm not bursting with burning race hatred. I've gotten really well along with some, even blandad with a few. Even if I don't want to smash their babies skulls on pavement, I recognize that they as a cohesive group act against white interests, have no place here, and the continuation and escalation will leader to bloodshed and misery.

2017-05-16 09:04:12 UTC

Did you just want validation for not being straight out of American History X?

2017-05-16 09:05:11 UTC

Pretty much

2017-05-16 09:05:12 UTC

yes, I think

2017-05-16 09:05:20 UTC

I learned I'm redpilled for life

2017-05-16 09:05:35 UTC

I basically just wanted to movement to be ok with me not personally hating non-whites and being christian

2017-05-16 09:05:45 UTC

now that is done

2017-05-16 09:05:50 UTC

now I just need validation from the World Orthodox Church to be an activist

2017-05-16 09:05:53 UTC

if they won't give that to me

2017-05-16 09:06:00 UTC

I can go to a different jurisdiction

2017-05-16 09:06:12 UTC

You have felt oppressed for your tolerant and progressive views : D?

2017-05-16 09:06:14 UTC

I know a priest that was in teh National States Rights Party and called Hitler a genius

2017-05-16 09:06:19 UTC

yes I did

2017-05-16 09:06:23 UTC

god-damnit KU

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I NEED FASCISM TO BE MY SAFE SPACE

2017-05-16 09:09:55 UTC

Did you try to attempt a demo and was bullied by NSM "Hey, we don't take kindly to tolerance around here..."

2017-05-16 09:09:58 UTC

honestly it literally didn't hit me till recently but the only time I've ever felt like I could be myself was around fascists/nazis/etc

2017-05-16 09:10:12 UTC

😦 jeff schoepp threatened to boot party me

2017-05-16 09:10:22 UTC

actually I seen how anti-Christian IM seemed to have become

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and that burnt me out

2017-05-16 09:10:39 UTC

You kidding me? We produce Mysterium Fasces

2017-05-16 09:10:53 UTC

but after thinking about it and talking to Ben I've basically realized I was over reacting

2017-05-16 09:10:57 UTC

dude this was back in 2012

2017-05-16 09:11:10 UTC

You talked with him recently?

2017-05-16 09:11:29 UTC

I've been talking to him for a couple months now

2017-05-16 09:11:32 UTC

I went to him first before anyone else

2017-05-16 09:11:40 UTC

hmm

2017-05-16 09:11:45 UTC

I've actually been in contact with been for literally like 10 years

2017-05-16 09:11:52 UTC

obviously the hiatus is the exception

2017-05-16 09:12:18 UTC

Same since IM, you knew him before that

2017-05-16 09:12:31 UTC

I guess you heard about his Finland trip and all

2017-05-16 09:12:53 UTC

Got National Action flag behind me as we speak

2017-05-16 09:13:06 UTC

wait he went to Finland?

2017-05-16 09:13:09 UTC

I got him on FB but haven't really had time to sperg a whole lot

2017-05-16 09:13:10 UTC

nice!

2017-05-16 09:13:13 UTC

Nigga for like two months

2017-05-16 09:13:32 UTC

When?

2017-05-16 09:13:43 UTC

Shit, two years ago.

2017-05-16 09:14:39 UTC

Fuck I aint heard that

2017-05-16 09:16:08 UTC

Turku = Turk = Finland

2017-05-16 09:17:17 UTC

Remember Murros?

2017-05-16 09:17:24 UTC

We met him and crashed at his place.

2017-05-16 09:18:30 UTC

Ben's write up about the trip, sadly the site is banned by UK ZOG

2017-05-16 09:19:28 UTC

It was 99.99% for recreation so to speak, did go to some movement stuff.

2017-05-16 09:19:31 UTC

Ya'll literally crashed with Murros????????

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