Hey hey

I want to talk to fellow Fascists about feelz i am having

Sure

Im up.

Also saw you shitposted on IM

At work w/ lots of time

Yes I did, I always shitpost

B1488 you on IM?

Yes

whats your name on IM?

B1488

Right on

ok so open question for ya'll

with story and background

So I've reconciled my Orthodox Faith and my Politics

But now the question is this

How do I not get burnt out with Fascism?

It's like, I get burnt out and blow out and leave

how do I balance Fascism out with the rest of my life?

I truly want to be back involved I really do

I just want to identify what burns me out and makes me black pilled

I don't want to "quit" like I did 5 years ago

I've realized I'm a lifer

but how do I keep this up?

KU knows what I am talking about

as far as "quitting"

actually, all of TWP and old fag IM knows what I mean

Wanna tell me a bit about your life?

I am not trying to sound emo, but I do need advice

such as?

well, I've always had a bad habbit of not seeing shit through to the end, I start shit with 1000000000% zeal and dedication and then get burnt out and drop it

circumstances that lead to burning out

I'm 26 and workiungclass

ah ok

basically

Ah

I think I know what you mean

I aint an intellectual, I won't read unless I have too, I don't like mixing politics with family

It's easy to attend the huge demos, right? But the action of building the organization every day, now that is the real effort.

Don't I know this.

The bigger support net you have the better, locally.

Of course.

Right now, I'm trying to get a trade certification, live with my memaw since I decided to travel randomly around the country and am now trying to get back on my feet

Activism needs to feel rewarding, and when you're doing it right it is, but if its just you banging your head against the wall and not feeling you get anywhere, I can get blackpilledness.

That's the thing, I had a local support but I had a blow out due to booze. I basically got tired of hearing about Fascism 24/7

Im just getting started w/ The TWP and I know where I need to start, however, I dont seem to have the time to start building my chapter.

but I think I was in denial about the fact I'm redpilled nazi for life

I'm in the same boat

I was talking about nazi support.

Not to mention there are folks who are willing to be part of ot but they are busy as well.

I've been told I am in charge of my state's TWP chapter but I can't do all that is required of a chapter leader at this point

I'd go crazy without NRM.

Net nazism feels fucking bad man.

Yes they do

It doesn't feel "real", in a tangible sense. More like a fad or something

It's like

I want to do more real shit

but I don't want it to harm my family

If you have this powerlessness, like you can't affect things, that fucking blackpills you

and now I work 40 hours a week and am going to school

Yeah

When I joined, I had this burning fire inside me, felt like I had to put it to good use or I'd burn myself

If you get what I mean

That's what I felt

It felt so good to be able to direct it into something productive

and when I lived in a TWP apartment I had already black pilled LOL so I'm trying to recover from that

Im gonna be learning Cyber Security on my own and will even dedicate a lot of time towards gaining experience.

I need to learn Javascript, PHP, and MySql

and get Comptia A+ certified

Yeah, as I said, if it's just Matts, you and Buhls and the wooden cross, and even that on just special occasions. I getchu.

Fuck, when did we last talk A_B, been fucking ages

It's grown since then

Good luck. Im learning Kali Linux.

tremendously

I'm struggling with Ubuntu

Yeah, I'm glad for you guys, only during last two years I've heard anything worth nothing from the States.

I'm a cracker, this shit is weird to me, not totally unattainable, but difficult for a cracker

You seen our late marches?

No

Everyone has made so much progress during last few years

sec

kk

They even evacuated an entire refugee center from the town where we were marching lol

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yjJLCrN74Fc

Are you serious?

nice!

me at 2:20, if you remember my face

*0:22

https://www.thelocal.se/20170508/swedish-refugee-centre-evacuated-before-neo-nazi-march

yea

nice!

ok so my next question for ya'll fascists

add me on fb fag

I've always been a roustabout, no skills, I've never actually been in a fight and I've not really been in shape. What should I pursue? What should I do to become a more productive Fascist?

I will, I'm gonna get a VPN service to create a new email and facebook with

then I will add you

What is the Fascist lifestyle?

You're not the Rutledge on FB?

I am but I have too many IRL friends and family on there

I see.

I want to create a political FB for all nazi friends, IRL and internet

I can't really be full blown nazi until I'm on my own again

mostly cos I don't want anything to come back to harm my family

that's the thing

It's my family I am worried about

I don't care if I get doxxed

but I don't want the enemies to do anything to my father or memaw

that is 100% the only reason I try to stay semi-anon

I just started writing articles for Nordfront with my irl name when I joined, zero fucks given. It would be dumb for multiple reasons to threaten bluepills.

I live in really red hood, so I expected there was at least a minor chance of physical confrontation when doxed but fucking nothing.

I've been really disappointed.

And fascist lifestyle? I try to stay off degenerate stuff and be productive. That's about it. More productive fascist? I guess this is very general advice, but one thing the movement has taught is initiative.

As I've said before, best propaganda is something that is acutely relevant, either due to recent or local event. Like that DailyStormer "Around blacks never relax" thing was pretty much perfect.

And American media can't help reporting every tiny thing, so inaction is almost criminal here

We have to do a huge campaign these days for the media to report it

For example, there's some black on white crime in the area? Make offensive posters and plaster them around. Local television station peddling jew lies? Drop a banner denouncing them in a very visible place. Hoist a White Power flag at the city hall for photo op in reaction to them denouncing Southern heritage. These are some things you can do practically alone.

You don't wait for a signal, you just do it.

But it's easier said than done, and even meeting fellow nazis weekly gives you that energy boost to go on

Shit in my city there were 3 Blacks who kidnapped a White Woman and forced her into prostitution.

I really cannot stress the importance of community enough

See I have a comrade and we used to meet but he fell of the map again

It's your comrades that give you the strenght to go on every day

That will be good enough for Propaganda

Some greater purpose than just posting pics about lone propaganda ops, you know?

As good as they are

It's the people that also fill you with a sense of purpose and will. But I know you cannot get comrades out of thin air. Network I guess, and asking your buddies if they have heard the Good Word of Hitler?

I'm at the point where everyone knows I love Hitler, so doxing would have precisely zero effect.

Even all friends and mates.

So basically I just need to own it

I can say that the period of nazi activism is the best in my life.

When did you go off the radar, btw?

'13ish?

yes

the begining

of 13ish is when it became official

Been a long ass time then.

yuppp......

I feel like I literally have to start from scratch

Think you heard my TL;DR already

yes

sorry I'm going back and forth between you and Odin trying to get into AtomWaffen

np

From worst shitposters to actual activists, we will all make it brah

SO I have this plan

to poster and lifer anonymously around my area until I get more folks on board

For more G rated propaganda I'd send people to TWP

but for edgier shit, where do I send people?

Odin

His crew is basically solely responsible for that uni nazi scare

but what if I'm not technically in AW yet?

He's basically asking me to read all of Siege

but that's 500 pages I'm not a fucking reader

Give me the basic gist, give me orders, then I'm on my way

At least it is a really easy read, but if you have the fire to burn down the ZOG you already have grasped a very central point.

Good attitude.

If I can give you one tip for avoiding burnout

yes

I can understand Siege, I just don't see an over arching point, I feel like if you read the first 120 pages (which is what I've done so far) you have essentially gotten the point

Build a community or get into one, network, network, network, bring national socialism into real life. This is the most vital thing. As noble as it is to redpill people alone, realtalk, we are all human beings and need support and validation.

And if you can't regularly tell how much you hate jews to real life people, it takes a toll on you

bottling up stuff aint good

thats literally what happened to me

I always felt like I was legitimately crazy

When I started to get off drugs, I would have this fire, and do shit every day, and then burn out quick, do some degen shit, feel bad for a while, be really productive, lapse, repeat.

yep

thats precisely what I have done

In essence you're larping a normie 247 if you're a closet nazi

Yeah.

wait

so I'm larping as a normie?

I'm larping

Nah man

as a normie cuck who is really a fucking nazi?

So I just need to be a NAzi since Normie life is a LARP? I'm not mad or disagreeing

I've just never heard it spelled out like this

I meant if you're an open nazi, but cannot be so in real life, you're pretty much pretending to be a normie around the clock and it's shit

yes

mind=blown

for real

putting up a persona

ok let's stop the deep talk here I have a lot to digest and think over

actually scratch that

you may not be able to answer this

but I'll throw it out there

I work with non-whites and fags

I am civil and polite, even friendly and joke around with them

does this contradict being a Fascist?

I can't risk losing my job

I have to be around non-whites, fags, and atheists

is it appropriate to keep the nazi stuff to myself in this situation?

I mean, I legitimately do not hate non-whites, but I also realize the white race is danger and the races must seperate

National Socialism doesn't mean you can't like things that aren't of immediate blood relation to you. I'm not presuming to tell you how to feel or act. I never had a need to hide my beliefs, even when I was a degenerate and constantly associated with nonwhites and other degenes

I'm willing to toe the line and say "RACE WAR NOW"

but at the end of the day, if the races were seperate

I'd be happy and content

and wouldn't want to fucking gas the nigs living a hemisphere away

do you see what I am saying?

Of course. I just had a discussion about this with Casen.

https://www.facebook.com/parrott.matt/posts/10154551405311918?comment_id=10154552029011918&comment_tracking=%7B%22tn%22%3A%22R2%22%7D

GO on

You might find this relevant.

thanks!

You know, I'm not bursting with burning race hatred. I've gotten really well along with some, even blandad with a few. Even if I don't want to smash their babies skulls on pavement, I recognize that they as a cohesive group act against white interests, have no place here, and the continuation and escalation will leader to bloodshed and misery.

Did you just want validation for not being straight out of American History X?

Pretty much

yes, I think

I learned I'm redpilled for life

I basically just wanted to movement to be ok with me not personally hating non-whites and being christian

now that is done

now I just need validation from the World Orthodox Church to be an activist

if they won't give that to me

I can go to a different jurisdiction

You have felt oppressed for your tolerant and progressive views : D?

I know a priest that was in teh National States Rights Party and called Hitler a genius

yes I did

god-damnit KU

I NEED FASCISM TO BE MY SAFE SPACE

Did you try to attempt a demo and was bullied by NSM "Hey, we don't take kindly to tolerance around here..."

honestly it literally didn't hit me till recently but the only time I've ever felt like I could be myself was around fascists/nazis/etc

😦 jeff schoepp threatened to boot party me

actually I seen how anti-Christian IM seemed to have become

and that burnt me out

You kidding me? We produce Mysterium Fasces

but after thinking about it and talking to Ben I've basically realized I was over reacting

dude this was back in 2012

You talked with him recently?

I've been talking to him for a couple months now

I went to him first before anyone else

hmm

I've actually been in contact with been for literally like 10 years

obviously the hiatus is the exception

Same since IM, you knew him before that

I guess you heard about his Finland trip and all

Got National Action flag behind me as we speak

wait he went to Finland?

I got him on FB but haven't really had time to sperg a whole lot

nice!

Nigga for like two months

When?

Shit, two years ago.

Fuck I aint heard that

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ggX9IhOQHKM

Turku = Turk = Finland

Remember Murros?

We met him and crashed at his place.

http://ironmarch.org/index.php?/topic/4365-nordic-resistance-movement/&page=3#comment-107629

Ben's write up about the trip, sadly the site is banned by UK ZOG

It was 99.99% for recreation so to speak, did go to some movement stuff.

Ya'll literally crashed with Murros????????