That feel

Heimbach's come a long way since his days of chasing around Jewish neocon chicks and counter-signaling Hitler.

Yeah.

We've all been there

To some extent

When I read his "I hate Hitler" I was like "oh Jesus christ..."

>Hitler evil
>Hitler dindunuffin
>Hitler did something good.

I don't know when I got pilled, 19-20 probably at the very latest

In fairness, he was receiving and trying to use a bunch of "advice" from men who he had every reason to assume were serious nationalist strategists.

It's in the past m8

Just like Google has its "don't be evil" mantra, ours is "don't be clever." We just state what we actually believe, who we stand with, and what we intend to do.

It was properly when I was 17 like real redpilled

I know. It just irritates me that the old WN movement dwells on all the clever strategery.

I joined IM at like 17, but back then I was just an average Finnish nationalist.

I never really liked blacks. I came from a 100% white school in a 100% white town in a 95% white muncipality

The Allies Were the Real Racists

"Join my call confrence line" Nationalism

Then I got a really personal experience of the filth of the modern world and got pilled hardcore

No amount of reading pills you like the shit you see.

Amen

true, in a way

hahaha I go to a 15% nigger, 40% spic school

it's painful

but sometimes the reading helps you see your experiences in a new light

The time I got 100% redpilled was kinda surreal to though

Not dissing reading, but you kinda have to have some concrete experience to really "get it".

That's why we have a ton of ex commies and degens

I grew up in an all-white town and have only encountered diversity through my white nationalist activism.

I was born in an all white municipality but I moved to the us

I grew up in all white town, but when I hit 18 I got really, really into degeneracy.

I had one non-advanced class I went to in high school and the nigger tier shenanigans were unreal.

As years went by I figured "Fuck, Hitler WAS right", and then I knew I had to do something, couldn't just sit by anymore.

I took the redpill about a year ago

at one point a moroccan family moved in the village but they moved after a year because everyone hated them

I think the main breaking points for me was Ben explaining to me concisely why racial equality was bullshit - told me about how blacks have different comfort levels hence why they never advance at all. "They're inferior, yep." - I felt reality crash down for a few weeks.

I'm 17

Got sober, got into shape, joined NRM.

Best decision ever.

turning 18 soonish

my redpill was a quite long process

I was the least racist person in the world

I got red pilled after reading breiviks manifesto

I got redpilled about the holohoax and shit

but it took me some time to realise that Hitler really did nothing wrong

Well, real talk I've racemixed. It was like a slippery slope towards Hitler. Every day I saw gyppos kill one another and whores suck dick to get 5 euros to shoot up speed with, I got less and less ironic about NS.

Did u breed tho

All of my family was driven out of its home by the Bolsheviks so I was naturally positively disposed towards Hitler

I got half-pilled reading Bell Curve back in like 1995, and got full-pilled in the mid-2000s with Culture of Critique.

Nah

I remember I had a giga crush on this leftist girl I knew and I was over at her place but she decided to bang some random homeless paki antifa dude. I was furious but luckily I had another friend who lived in the town so I didn't have to sleep outside on some bench.

In the morning I spotted Mein Kampf laying on her desk. The one with just a plain swastika. Right beside the bed so It was kind of surreal like it came to me. I had been on IM for some time but not really fully into it yet

*Sorry for wall of text btw not to good at formulating myself on text

I was just completely indifferent to everything.

nothing mattress.jpg

I was "jews are da real racis" for some time

then had a "pull the trigger on every nigger" phase

intially I was "democrats are real racyssts look at this nigger with a trump hat he's so cool"

went back to "jews are racist" and now finally I am where I stand

@parrott Any real life experience that led you to..."the Light"?

Alan Fournier Taisto Teräsvuori Burned any synagogue's lately?

/justfbstuffIget

Honestly, I live in the rural Midwest, where all of the minorities are carefully vetted, super friendly, and of above average intelligence. My entry point was actually HBD debates on IRC in the nineties, and I didn't even actually politically care about the racialism beyond using it to roast internet atheists in debate chatrooms.

Well, I'm a Finn so you cannot even imagine the whiteness.

I've heard plenty of stories, and I believe the stories. But I can't really say my racial sentiments come from direct experience.

Likewise with Parrott, I never really had an issue with minorities intrinsically, I guess northern NJ isn't that bad in that regard. It's the anti-white garbage all around and what is happening to Europe.

The yellowness you mean

But, when you get into drugs etc, you're bound to see nonwhites even if you lived in Antarktis

Finngolian victors of the Finno-Korean Hyperwar!

I'm not really a hateful person, but seeing the powers that be ethnically cleanse Europeans from their homelands gets my blood boiling.

As it should

Yeah, I read a lot about this stuff in IM, but what drove it home was just years of seeing degeneracy every day, I knew we had fucked up and Hitler was right.

@Murenu How "hateful" would you say I am?

I mean, a bit, sure.

That and antifa & far leftist psychologies disturb me.

lol

I have a big problem with hate

Sometimes I am fueled for days by it

What I meant specifically is it's not in my nature to be disdainful towards a minority/non-white just for the sake of itself.

Obviously if I wanted I could get along with nonwhites, you feel? But still, that made me more NS if anything.

At the end of the fucking day? Let's say HBD was disproven, I.E. race realism whatever...none of my political views would change.

It's a moral stance.

if a nigger gives me a high five which happens on a daily basis I have the urge to go wash my hands

lol I'm in Africa so I have no respite from them

My hatred really only extends towards Jews and insecure hillbillies who signal left for elite status. Every other group is merely a value-neutral obstacle to work around.

I have to deal with the worst of the worst daily

Actually I got really well along with the sandnigger girl back then, but she fucking hated niggers as well, they torched a car in front of her house. MENA ppl fucking hate groids, I've learned.

everybody except whites hate groids

even pajeets hate negros

I started with HBD, way back in the nineties, before Sailer's blog even existed. But now it's not about HBD for me. Though it is handy to have the stats on deck for when the cucks want to go that way with the debate.

I was like "Jesus fucking Christ" when I learned she lived exactly where I had that mass brawl with somalians.

hispanics like negroes

I don't hate dogs for being stupid. Most of the hatred of negroes is rooted in trying to pretend they're something they're not.

Jews and leftists are the only groups I genuinely hate. For some reason I just can't bring myself to hate blacks. If anything I feel sorry for them because they live such a crippled existence.

I argued with a mexican once who argued niggers and hispanics are the same race and they stick together against the white devil

same, rhodes

@Sawilagaz You Afrikaner?

Yeah

Or white Rhodesian or somethin?

Make a guess.

Yeah I forgot to mention, somewhat of an Afrikanerphile here, and reading about the genocide against whites there pushed me over the edge. I felt so much rage.

Mainly through an Afrikaner-American friend I got into the subject