In fact when ppl ask me my religion that's my answer "NS" to which they always say "that's not a religion" which I always reply "it is the deepest sort"

no other faith offers such comprehensive worldview as NS

Agreed.

It was just a perfect fit for what in my heart I always knew to be the truth I just needed to be reintroduced to it

I remember getting in trouble at school when I was 14 for drawing swastikas and TRIDENTS.

"With the religionists at one end of the Movement and the atheists at the other, total agreement can still be reached on this one point: the chain. Whether beginning with evolution or some kind of divine creation, the chain represents the endless journey of the generations of the White Man through the countless centuries of time. And we are all out to see that the chain remains unbroken. Like the earth and the universe itself, it is eternal and, if anything is sacred, this certainly is.

It's referred to as a chain because at any given point in time, that particular generation is a link with certain obligation and duty to both past and future. Behind us we can see the chain stretching backward into infinity and, ahead of us, forward toward and even greater infinity. We may well be living in a terrible time, terrible for us, but it only means that the responsibility and the care for the chain that we are now charged with is at its most critical point, perhaps more so than at any other time.

As a basis for political motivation as well as religious conviction, it serves well. THERE is all the identity, purpose, meaning, and birthright (as well as duty) that anyone could ever hope for. And it is quite real, not "pie in the sky" or some abstract form of moralistic dogma. A lot of lost people would be found if this philosophy would become universal."

National Socialism also transcends faith.

J.M.

uknoit

One of my favorite passages.

Same

My other favorite he didn't even write

The crazy men of destiny

Its just perfect addition to it.

That spoke directly to me

You remember that bit when George Lincoln Rockwell wrote about addiction being a spiritual syphilis and that story of the former druggie stormtrooper? That was some really deep stuff for me too

Could really sympathize

White Power it was

I was also hoping to pay my respects to Devi & Rockwell on my cross country trip but it sounds like their ashes are no longer in WI...
Another side note.
Yes, that was me my friend

I heard a great thing from Cantwell,
Drug abuse is like suicide that you get to wake up from every morning.

It speaks of a deep spiritual sickness.
Rockwell was able to do some of his best recruiting from juvenile detentions, I think I could excel in this area, reaching out to guys in corrections, that & addiction services. NS as a cure to our sickness

"The world is sick & We are the cure"

You been locked up?

It destroys everyone's sense of self-respect and worth. But you know this better than most here, people doing such imaginable abuse to themselves and others for basically nothing.

Yes sir

To numb the pain

The worst thing is that all the sick stuff you do, it doesn't feel so bad at the moment, only immediately before or after.

@Skirnir42 yes sir

Agreed

And even after you stop using drugs, it takes months for the brains to fully recover and then you just start to comprehend just how insane shit has been going down.

I avoided that (barely) XD

Once you get into the harder substances then the real addictive nature kicks in, cocaine, heroin these have a draw/pull all their own

*Jail

I've said it before, but like stabbing people for 20 euros, whoring for 15e, that shows exactly how much they value themselves. But when you're trying to get a few bucks to get just a bit of a buprenorphine pill, hey, it doesn't sound crazy at all at the moment, almost normal

That's actually it, how drugs turn your everyday life into something unimaginably chaotic.

@Kombat-Unit yes. What's really crazy is that I kept going back, after everything it had taken or that I had given it, I still went back bc I had failed to answer the most basic part of the problem, my spiritual base, what is objectively true & right? I kept finding total shit around me in this world full of plague

Yeah, opi WDs, just kill me fam

at first you're afraid you'll die, then you're afraid you won't¨

Perfectly stated.

Wishing to die bc death would be easier

I'd wish that on the jews but no one else I could immediately think of

@Skirnir42 not something I recommend doing with your time

You guys should definitely workshop helping out addicts

And same, even after I had gotten rid of the most immediate WDs and didn't use hard drugs daily anymore, I still kept sort of bouncing between druggies and nationalists

baby steps lol

@My Name Is Hate Learned from the sins of the father XD

The Jews are DEEP in the drug trade

I have to say I met a ton of gypsies, even a nog, but never a jew. We have like 2k of them, I don't think like single one earns less than 30k a year.

On international level, sure

good ole WLP spoke about it too

There I have been lucky. By nature I'm very black & white, so once I had made the "big discovery" that was it, I severed every connection I had, I was like gasoline & a torch looking for old bridges to burn

The flip side is that now I have a very solitary life

Lots of experience, no real outlet

Yes when I say Jews in drugs I mean high level

Yeah, I did know several druggie crews, some were just totally insane, you know? Every day they shoot up the amount you do in a week, constant police raids, fights, shootings, extortion, whatever. Those I cut pretty effectively early. But then there were more palatable ones and some whores. But the time between lapses grew.

Like from "wow, I've been entire week sober, amazing, time to PAR-TY" to being a month without any major problem.

That was me. I was the lunatic

Hard for me to really believe now

Yeah, as I mentioned, there was just attempted quintuple killing in which two guys from the crew got caught up in. Never a dull moment. You might wanna die, but you'll never be bored.

Except when you're waiting for a deal to go down

Ha, true. It does serve as a good training ground, it makes some of this political activism seem very mundane

Sounds like some neighbors of mine. Have the law over there at least a couple times a week, shit is ridiculous.

lol yeah, got that right

Oh we are going to get together & talk & stay sober & Make ppl angry, wake me up if you need me

I'm a pretty stupid cunt, I don't know how the first times you dealt with drug business went down, but mine involved three cars getting stolen, some guy getting his face kicked apart and cops. You'd think I'd have learned, but nope

I bypassed that lmaoweed phase completely

thank God

We could spend days going over the idiocy of our street careers I'm sure. I started really early 12/13 Juvenile life sentence didn't slow me up, federal prison didn't slow me up, I'm basically a fucking retard. Freely admit that, funny thing is the retard tends to only come out once mind altering substances are introduced, once that happens all bets are off

.

I've actually got a lot to atone for

Yeah...I'd say I'm pretty civil and mild mannered guy sober, maybe, but a nice speedball that doesn't knock you out cold gives such an ego boost you could start DOTR right that instant

And you behave accordingly.

The choir you are preaching too agrees. It's a special kind of insanity.

One I'm half ashamed & half proud I survived

I do think my life experience can be of service. Of that I have no doubt

I'd like to think so too.

Just trying to find my spot

It's a unique set of skills we bring to the table... still haven't totally figured out where they can help the most

Lol

Talked about it earlier, but the most important thing is the community, and props to TWP for acknowledging it. To support you and have someone to be accountable to.

The relationship you have with comrades is so totally different to one you have to junkies.

The upshot is I'm basically totally unimpeded by standard societal norms.

& The standard threats are basically hollow for me.

Social stigma is a powerful weapon to the uninitiated....but we are initiated, are we not

Very much so

Inoculated

I'm kinda curious how many NatSoc guys originated in similar enviroments.

Crime/Drug stuff

More than I think most realize

I did. I just don't talk about it much XD

You can't trust the junkies with anything, and you know the difference between loving one and hating one can change in an eyeblink. While you can trust your comrades with your life.

It's therapeutic, sort of anonymous natsoc peer support

My stuff is more crime than drug oriented. Funny talking about anything like in a message board XXDD

What's funny is I avoided all the guys in the joint just bc they seemed to be such a fucking stereo type. I read their literature & I kept it cordial, but I kept my distance. It was an old lifer that started the red pill process for me. To be fair I was an easy target, I've been a revolutionary my entire life, all he had to do was wake me up & show me that we needed to build instead of destroy

I know so many ex druggie natsocs it isn't even funny.

Even just online.

@My Name Is Hate That sounds like an awesome story

And yes.

Now here's where it gets beyond weird... They just transferred him from Fed prison to state, guess what his randomly assigned number is?