and hot sauce

Next year I'm doing Ghost Peppers, FDrancisca habs, Fatalii and Shishito

If anyone has tips or tricks for coming off benzos: spill your guts

Having a hard time with this shit

shit dude, I wish you the best. have you been gradually tapering? I suppose it almost goes without saying, but be particularly mindful of how you're feeling at all times; alcohol and benzos are the only substances that can be fatal if withdrawing from cold turkey without being monitored in the right setting with the right medicine to help prevent seizures

Not cold turkey. I’m using CBD to prevent seizures. Gradual tapering you could say, but I’m making more jumps than suggested to get off quicker. It’s barely manageable but I’m doing it

I have sobriety in my sights and I’m not going to lose focus. With the naturals I have tried now, I know for a fact I can manage without the psychiatric drugs

So it’s just a miserable taper experience. Every day is pain and misery.

@FashyGoy1488 Dang dude, hope you get off the stuff soon

Working on it my dude. It’s fucking gay

I didn’t know what to do at the time so I started on meds

Now I know what to do

So I’m bound and determined to get off the psychiatric meds

It’s just a matter of time and suffering

I will come out on top of this. Eventually.

Taking a big cut in dose this week so it’s been brutal

But I will be off meds faster this way

And that’s real important to me

You'll be stronger for it

I was taking 12 pills a day

That was my peak too

Holy shit fam

I’m coming off what was a peak of needing 4mg of Xanax to make it through 24hrs

Now I’m on about half that

@FashyGoy1488 when I was quitting I thought consciously about every reason why I hated Jews. Helped take my mind off things

Yeah anything external really. Thinking about anything BUT yourself is quite helpful

I wish I knew what I know now before agreeing to take meds

But it’s ok

I’ll get through this

Hail Victory

At my peak I was taking between 6 and 8mg of xanax a day

my job was causing an enormous amount of stress

Yeah I’m f/t college and work

And I put a lot on my plate because I’m very ambitious

And I’m always thinking in the future

Causes a great deal of anxiety

yep

But I need not to drown it out with drugs

There’s better ways

I was being treated for bipolar disorder

that's why 12 pills a day

I was treated for depression and anxiety

But I understand your situation

I don't think I actually had it

I had stress

They thought I was bi polar for a while but it turns out I was just being a teenager lol

caused similar symptoms, but the kike psychiatrist put me on heavy meds

benzos, lithium, antipsychotics

After I quit that job, lost insurance for a while and had to stop. And guess what? No cycling

no panic attacks

that was around the same time I started figuring out the truth about The Jew

Of course the kike rushed to get me on heavy medications instead of telling me that maybe I was killing myself working for a kike owned company

Yeah my doc was a Christian but they get paid to put you on drugs

That’s what they do

I’m just over it and don’t want it anymore

There are better ways to cope

yes there are

God and Naturals

and learning better ways to cope with stress, like talking to your brothers here

Exactly

You guys all take your vitamins and vegetables today?

yep

oh @fassel you shave your own head right?

Yup

I dont use a razor though, just the trimmer, i dont like to cut myself and i like folks to know im bald by choice not by happenstance. When they can tell youve got a full head a hair but choose to shave that shit off, they know😉 @Hadrian

Also dont like usong a razor on my face 90% of the time, just the trimmer all around, every day or 2 usually on my face and once a week or 2 on my head depending on motivation. I usually do it after a few beers while blaring loud oi! Or rac or any good skinhead tunes.

However since ive been unemployed past 3 weeks ive let it grow a bit so i look more like a normie sort of (minus my bad ass scars on my face) so i can land a job. But i start next monday at a decent place so probably gonna shave all this junk back off then. Having hair sucks after going skinhead for so long. Its a clean refreshing feeling to liberate yourself from your follicle prison

Shaved head and combat boots is a good look on any proud white man.

🤔

I've got them flowing locks bruv

@CatoHostilius You some kinda chick?

#exposed

Only one allowed to have flowing locks is @FashyGoy1488

That’s right haha

Longhair Nationalism

get a haircut HIPPIE

@FashyGoy1488 That's a pretty metal haircut, keep it

@fassel I shaved my head a couple days ago, now I have some red bumps on the back of my neck. Ever happen to you?

Nigga I don't know how to tell you this, but I think you gave yourself aids

fugg :DDD

The ladies love the long hair. I’ll keep it until the race war.

Hadrian I used to shave my head every couple weeks

@Hadriannope cause i dont use a razor, thats razpr burn,

The bumps is from the shaving

Just be sure you’re shaving with clean blades and clean skin

That’s all you can do

Otherwise it’s normal

Thats your hair trying to poke back through your skin

Basically

I was a skin for a while

Lemme see if I can find a pic

I used an electric shaver to get it close and then an electric face razor to get it the rest of the way

then i grew it out a little

there it is

fully shaven on the left

nice

i can pull off either look

I think I'll keep it, kinda like it. Just need to figure out how to do it right

what sucks is the in between mark...

gay as fuck right

better than a middle part with this length

middle parts with that length look sooooo bad

then it gets a little longer and you can part it

looks better side parted at this length

then you get to here and you're a fuckin badass

lol

i'm so glad i grew up and grew it out

and im glad i beefed up

haha

Still working on beefin up

nice

But ive always been skin y

lookin good my dude

you look healthy

what shaver do you use? I don't think mine was really made for it

100% bavarian phenotype?

All german baby

fuck yeah

I'm trying to beef up

you look proper german

you got this cato

everything I see online is about either balding people or metrosexuals

liftwaffe some 30s at home or something

you can do a shitload with dumbbells

@Hadriani think its a remington

i do most of my exercizes with them

Just a 20 dollar trimmer from Kroger

yeah, i always used cheap trimmers

all one length so it dont matter

just get it all

haha

yeah the one I used wouldn't go as close as I wanted

eventually it will loose its charge and you'll have to leave it plugged in to use it

but fuck it!

😄

take the guard off

had to hit it with the electric facial razor to get it down

I did

still not as close?

use an electric face shaver then

for all the rest

that's what I did

oh

now I have razor bumps

well you should be good

yeah

you can try 1 guard

Oh mine is a plug in, no battery

but anything more and you look like my first pic screaming into the mic

thats like a 2 guard in that photo

maybe even a 3 at that point

anyways

plug in is fine

you should be good if you keep your skin clean first and always keep your equipment clean

that aint bad bro

looks fine

a couple here and there will just kind of happen

back of the neck is worst, just hard to get a photo at that angle

behind the ears man

that was hardest for me

so I just keep it up and the skin will get used to it?

yepp

i did it a long time

perfect

Implying you're not a balding metrosexual

oh shit, I've been found out

xD

The virgin shave cause im balding, the chad shave cause fuck you thats why

^

Apparantly hipsters are doing it now and using fancy oils and shit

Oils do help

I didn’t use it cuz money

I was a broke ass

Well I used it once because my gf bought me some

God that was years ago

I feel okd

*old

29 my dudes... 30 April 5th

Fancy oils? Thats a bit much if you ask me

It is a bit much

You don’t really need it

does it actually work? I figured it was just a way to scam hipsters for $30 bottles of scalp oil

But it helps against the bumps

Meh, ill be 29 in june, not far off

It actually works but your head will get used to it man

I turned 29 recently

Shit were all old fucks

Jaysus! $30?!?!

probably

they love spending shit on hair products

even when they don't have hair

I like not having to dry hair or beard after showering, saves so much time

Yeah that’s nice

It feels good

Low maintenance

Tactically efficient

looks badass too

I'm glad I got rid of the Spencer cut

Yeah you see that shit on cuckbois and faggots too often these days. Not to mention the high maintenance.

yep

https://youtu.be/JELLSqLduAc

I'm not even 20

@Hadrian looks like a slav skull structure tbh

>tfw untermensch-tier bones

That's why I don't go for the skinhead look

nah, no Slav blood I know of

Withdrawals bad today

Prayers please

I love you guys

You'll be okay

Its going to feel great when you're over it

I know and I’m so ready for that

I barely made it to campus today

It’s at a peak but I keep praying

I’ll get through this I just need prayers and as much spiritual strength as possible

Of course, praying for you

Damn bro hang in there

Prayers outbound

believe me, I know firsthand how terrible it can be

Thanks guys

I hurt all over and I’m sick to my stomach but it will all be worth it in the end

I got to and from the far campus safely

That’s a big deal to me anyways

You're doing good man.

I left my speech class early so I could get the fresh ass waffle fries in the cafeteria

EATIN'

THAT was a good choice

Eggplant parm, waffle fries, and whole milk

Mullignan

I'm making myself a NY-style bacon egg and cheese sandwich for lunch

I'm gonna give tribute to the fast food Jew because I got hired for same day work and I haven't eaten yet

F for my BMI

I can’t eat anything. This will have to do. I’ve lost 9 pounds this week...

I'm an ectomorph so I can eat tons of food without getting fat

But it also means that I'm permanently skinnymuscle instead of strongman

:(

Still more weight than @Fevs

130 pounds of minority hatred reporting in

140 and 5'8 here

8% body fat

so much hatred in such a tiny package